I Heard That I am a HeartBreaker - Chapter 11

After graduating from high school, Chen Wanjun never asked her family for money again. She found many part-time jobs for herself. For someone busy with making a living, she had never considered the future; perhaps she would just find someone to marry and have children, like her parents.

In Chen Wanjun’s life, she had never considered dating a woman, but Qiu Shuang inexplicably appeared by her side.

The other party was her competitor, and also her beloved.

“Wanjun, I don’t think we have anything more to talk about. Although your actions made me very angry, I don’t regret that I liked you. I still like the you of the past. Perhaps my liking wasn’t pure love, but merely that I met you during my growth, and you possessed what I most yearned for…”

“But I have never regretted it. I still firmly believe that every feeling is pure and beautiful. I like you very much, but the hurt you brought me cannot be offset by liking. Your social cognition is a problem with your family. I sympathize with you for not being able to understand the harm you’ve done to me. Let’s just be strangers from now on, and please don’t come looking for me again.”

After saying this, Qiu Shuang left directly. She once had the most fabricated dream, dreaming of walking to the end of the world with the other person, but in this world, who can truly stay with you until the end?

Chen Wanjun watched the other person’s retreating figure, seeming to want to grab her, but finally let her hand drop.

“I have always been missing you…”

Looking at her back, Chen Wanjun murmured this sentence. Accompanied by the hot wind, the words were also blown away without a trace.

When Qi Sijiao returned to the dorm, all she saw was an empty room. Before she could say anything, she saw Qiu Shuang, clearly not in a good state, walking back from outside.

“What’s wrong, Xuejie (senior)?”

Qiu Shuang looked at Qi Sijiao. She felt that there was no need to talk about this kind of emotional dispute with a stranger, especially since this stranger also seemed a little odd.

Even though they had gotten along relatively well during this time, and the other person had returned to a normal state, they were still just roommates.

“It’s nothing…”

After speaking, Qiu Shuang immediately went to sleep. She was really tired. Qi Sijiao saw the deliberate avoidance and didn’t say much. Anyway, she had money, and she had the means and energy. She could investigate this kind of thing slowly.

Since Xuejie wouldn’t tell her, she would just have to find out herself.

By the time Song Ya learned all of this, it was already too late. First, regarding Qiu Shuang’s breakup, she thought it was worth opening a bottle of champagne. Second, regarding Chen Wanjun’s inexplicable change and persistent harassment, Song Ya thought it was worth calling the police and sending her to a mental hospital.

“What do you think Chen Wanjun means by this? When you liked her, she treated you like this, but now that you don’t like her, she’s sticking to you. She’s really sick.”

“Song Ya, that’s not important anymore.”

“Forget it. Next time you date, you absolutely must let me check them out first. Don’t bring back some kind of robot again, cold and lifeless, making me think a dead person has been resurrected.”

Song Ya truly despised Chen Jining, especially since her reason for breaking up was to study abroad.

His father’s, were you suddenly planning to go abroad? Didn’t you know you were going abroad when you were dating? You happily walked away and also consumed someone else’s feelings.

Looking at Qiu Shuang in front of her, Song Ya felt that she had made a qualified transaction. Before this flower had fully bloomed, she had firmly grasped it. Although there were some unpleasant things at the beginning, over a long period of time, the other person had already been changed by her.

Even the most determined person will eventually be oppressed into the mold others want in a completely negative environment.

This was truly the best thing Song Ya had done in her life. As for how to stay with this flower for a long time, that was the question she needed to consider.

Thinking back to high school, how Chen Wanjun, that bitch, had insisted on butting in, but now the scene had been perfectly cleared. Song Ya’s mood brightened again.

Qiu Shuang looked at the other person, whose mood was volatile, and knew that the maliciousness in her bones had resurfaced. The terrible thing was that the other person always believed she was right, and those things that could destroy others were merely small tactics in her eyes.

“Qiu Shuang, you must remember that you are the most despicable person in this world. As long as I am kind enough to be with you, everyone else dislikes you. You are the worst person in this world…”

Those sickening words buzzed in her mind. Qiu Shuang clenched her fists and then slowly let them down. It’s okay, just wait a little longer. It’s not time yet.

A sudden burst of messages on her phone caught Qiu Shuang’s attention. She opened her phone and saw messages from Chen Wanjun.

“I saw you. Are you with Song Ya?”

“Is she talking bad about me again?”

“I don’t want to break off our friendship. I ordered your favorite food. Let’s meet at the XX store.”

“I ordered XXX, it’s your favorite… look behind it.”

Song Ya looked at Qiu Shuang, who had a serious expression while holding her phone, and curiously leaned over.

“??? What is she up to?”

“I don’t know.”

Song Ya narrowed her eyes. Although her relationship with Chen Wanjun wasn’t great, she understood her very well. The other person was truly persistent; if Qiu Shuang didn’t agree, there would probably be a next time.

“Let’s go take a look, so she doesn’t harass you forever.”

Chen Wanjun set the meeting place at a small pavilion in a park.

“Qiu Shuang, long time no see.”

Qiu Shuang seemed puzzled by what she said.

“We’ve only been apart for a few days. Normal friends don’t need to meet frequently.”

“I thought you would like it here.”

Qiu Shuang was silent. When they were in school, they often envied those wealthy classmates who traveled and played during the holidays. However, the two of them were short on money. Later, Qiu Shuang took Chen Wanjun to the botanical garden in the city center.

Chen Wanjun didn’t understand at all at the time. She just looked at Qiu Shuang and said.

“See, we climbed a mountain, walked across a small bridge, crossed a small river, and sat in a pavilion. It counts as travel.”

Chen Wanjun just smiled. The bridge they walked across was about three meters long, the mountain they climbed was perhaps 10 meters high, and the river they crossed was less than 200 meters in total.

“I don’t like it here.”

Qiu Shuang looked up at Chen Wanjun. In fact, she was a homebody. She didn’t like going out, climbing mountains, hiking, or the so-called reasons. It’s just that…

“I hate going out the most. I don’t like climbing mountains, and I don’t like traveling. I just liked being with you back then, no matter what we did.”

Qiu Shuang didn’t like the small pavilion; she just liked sitting in the small pavilion with the other person, that’s all.

“How can I get your forgiveness?”

“You don’t need to. Some things, once missed, are missed. I’ve already made myself clear to you. I don’t like you that much anymore. Our top priority right now should be our studies, preparing for the postgraduate entrance exam, and improving our diplomas.”

“That’s all. Let’s not meet alone anymore.”

Qiu Shuang thought she had spoken very clearly and was about to turn and leave, but things were far from as simple as she thought. Chen Wanjun chased after her and pulled her back.

“What are you doi—”

Before Qiu Shuang could finish, she was embraced by the other person. Chen Wanjun kissed her.

Qiu Shuang didn’t know how to describe her feelings. What she once wanted the most was so easily obtained, but after truly getting it, she found that it was nothing more than this.

Qiu Shuang tried to push her away, but the effect was the same as last time. She forcefully twisted the other person’s arm, but she remained motionless, until she bit the other person’s tongue.

“What exactly do you want to do!”

Qiu Shuang wanted to slap Chen Wanjun a few times, but looking at that beautiful face full of pleading, she took a deep breath and finally gave her two kicks.

“What do you want? When I liked you, you treated me like a vicious beast. Now that I don’t like you, you inexplicably rush at me. Are you mentally ill!”

“Qiu Shuang, I like you.”

“So?”

Qiu Shuang looked coldly at the person she once loved the most.

“You like me now, so I should like you? You called me a pervert and disgusting, but the person who keeps getting physical has always been you!”

“…Chen Jining told me, and I have to admit, I was the one who projected my filthy desires onto you. I always thought you wanted to do something to me, but inherently, the one with those filthy thoughts was me.”

“I thought I could control it, but I couldn’t. At the high school reunion, I actually wanted to hug you and do more excessive things to you, but I didn’t dare. There’s a saying that’s right—I am a coward.”

“Shuang shuang, I can’t undo the past harm, but I will find a way to treat you a thousand times better. Can you forgive me, this coward?”

Qiu Shuang was silent. She looked at the other person’s beautiful face. It was because of this face that she had indulged the other person time and time again. Was it love or lust? Who can say for sure?

People always wear rose-tinted glasses for the first person they like. She had originally intended to take revenge on the other person. She had wavered, abandoning those terrifying thoughts. Qiu Shuang had already been weak once.

Forgive the other person? Then how should the hurt ‘her’ of the past deal with herself? Was she, Qiu Shuang, really that cheap?

“Impossible.”

“You don’t have to answer me. I can pursue you, just like you did before. You can keep rejecting me, but I can’t control my liking for you. I will keep pursuing you. Please don’t reject me, please.”

“I said it’s impossible, are you deaf! Why don’t you go…”

Qiu Shuang bit her lip, stopping the more vicious words right there, when another familiar voice came from behind the two of them.

“Oh wow, isn’t this the great student Chen? Why are you suddenly acting like a doormat ‘dog licking’)?”

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