I Heard That I am a HeartBreaker - Chapter 12
Song Ya, as grating as ever, walked towards the two, her so-called fashionable sunglasses perched on her face and her arms crossed.
Seeing Chen Wanjun made Song Ya want to laugh. She knew this blockhead had a screw loose. They could have had a mutual crush leading to a wonderful life, but now, well, it was going to be a classic “chasing his wife in the crematorium” scenario.
“Yes, it’s all my fault. I was the one who failed to appreciate Shuang shuang’s sincerity, and I will redouble my efforts to let Shuang shuang see my true feelings.”
“?? Chen Wanjun, did you forget to take your medicine?”
“You are Qiu Shuang’s good ‘bestie,’ of course I must treat you politely.”
Hearing Chen Wanjun’s words, Song Ya gritted her teeth. What was this person implying? Don’t think she didn’t know; wasn’t she trying to threaten her with those old scandals?
How dare a penniless wretch jump out and threaten her?
“Fine, fine, fine, Chen Wanjun, you just keep trying to chase our Qiu Shuang. Our Qiu Shuang is smart, beautiful, kind, and virtuous; everyone loves her. You, a stale relic of the past, can just stay put.”
After saying this, Song Ya pulled Qiu Shuang away. Qiu Shuang hesitated for a moment, turned around, and slapped Chen Wanjun across the face.
Chen Wanjun was about to reach out but stopped, thinking of the previous slaps.
She was now grateful that Qiu Shuang was a good person, which meant she could have a new chance.
“How could you follow me…”
“What’s wrong with that? I’m your most important friend. How could I possibly not be with you for something this big… The world outside is so messy, and none of those women are any good.”
Heh, and what good thing are you? Qiu Shuang’s expression was calm, but she had already rolled her eyes countless times internally.
“You know my temper has been bad since childhood. You’re my only friend; only someone with a good personality like you is willing to hang out with me. I actually never want to be like this, but I’m afraid that once you’re with others, you’ll abandon me, because with my bad temper, you must actually secretly dislike me, right…”
Qiu Shuang looked at the other person in silence. Every bit of dignity that should have been reclaimed in her youth, and every time she was targeted, Song Ya always stood by her unconditionally. It was as if right and wrong had become indistinguishable. So, what should she do? Hate herself?
Hate herself for being too arrogant and not knowing how to humble herself?
So disgusting, truly disgusting.
“…I know. I know your personality.”
“Chen Wanjun, what is going on? Are you still in love with her?”
Song Ya asked this question while looking at the other person. This bitch Chen Wanjun was getting her comeuppance today. She would never forget the other party’s condescending attitude towards her.
“Song Ya, our school has no shortage of rich people, but it truly lacks a top student like me. If you dare to secretly find people to bully Shuang shuang again, I will definitely find a way to fight you to the bitter end.”
A filthy creature from the slums, relying on a pretty face and a clever mind, dared to be so arrogant in front of her?
Qiu Shuang belonged to her. Song Ya never took those so-called teenage love affairs seriously. She didn’t believe these flimsy feelings could compare to self-interest. Would Chen Wanjun refuse the olive branch she offered? Did she dare to loudly declare herself a lesbian?
She wouldn’t dare… just a lowlife.
“I don’t want to like her anymore, but it seems very difficult to simply let go of someone…”
As Qiu Shuang said this, she looked at the expectation in the other party’s eyes. Love truly was a strange thing; it could easily drive people mad.
Song Ya, are you jealous of my love for Chen Wanjun? You despicable woman.
“Chen Wanjun is not even as good as Chen Jining. At least the latter seems quite normal…”
Although Song Ya looked down on Chen Wanjun, she had to admit that the other party was indeed beautiful, and if she weren’t so pretty, Song Ya would have used every means to destroy her long ago.
“Wait a minute? How could you be dating Chen Jining?”
At this moment, Song Ya finally reacted. How could Qiu Shuang do something like having one thing while coveting another? That was something she would do.
So, how exactly did they start dating? She didn’t believe Qiu Shuang fell for everyone she met, which meant there was only the most likely possibility, and Song Ya had already figured it out.
“Actually, we…”
“Alright, don’t say anymore. I know you’re very sad. There’s no need to bring up such a heartbreaking matter.”
Song Ya had guessed it: Chen Jining must have used her identity as a roommate to secretly covet the smart, cute, beautiful, and helpless Qiu Shuang, then threatened Qiu Shuang into a relationship.
Why did the person break up with her seemingly out of the blue? Maybe it was a moment of conscience. While being with Qiu Shuang, she discovered the purity, goodness, and kindness in her, and decided to let go.
Just like her, she had recognized her past mistakes and decided to make amends.
Song Ya knew that no one in this world could truly reject Qiu Shuang.
“Let’s not talk about such sad things anymore. By the way, she didn’t do anything bad to you, did she?”
Song Ya immediately focused on another issue. Although women and women wouldn’t usually lead to a life-threatening incident, Qiu Shuang was particularly naive. She just knew it!
If this innocent little baby, Qiu Shuang, were faced with something evil, she would only struggle with her pitiful little hands, crying, and reluctantly submitting.
Damn it, Chen Jining was so much taller than Qiu Shuang and looked so strong; she must have bullied her poor Qiu Shuang until she cried out in pain.
Qiu Shuang watched Song Ya’s expression grow increasingly dramatic. She didn’t understand why, in the other person’s perception and daily treatment, she was an adult woman but was treated like a helpless infant, easily manipulated.
She didn’t even need to ask; she already knew what the other party was fantasizing about in her mind.
“We didn’t do anything.”
“What! My goodness, is she blind? You’re so beautiful, and she didn’t have any improper thoughts about you? She’s worse than a beast!”
“…No, Song Ya, the truth is, the situation was like this…”
After hearing the full story, Song Ya froze on the spot. Why didn’t she offer to date her? Why didn’t she suggest a contract girlfriend?
“My god, did you ever consider that maybe she was secretly crushing on you and used this method to trick you into her grasp? It’s lucky this perverted woman is frigid, otherwise, poor you would have already been ruined by this old woman.”
Hearing Song Ya’s words, Qiu Shuang didn’t have any strong feelings. It wasn’t that she was completely clueless, but perhaps she was just conservative; she had never thought about that kind of thing and naturally didn’t understand the fervor of it. Qiu Shuang only wanted to do those things with someone she truly loved.
Song Ya had never considered women being with women until she learned from Chen Wanjun that Qiu Shuang liked her. Only then did she realize that a lesbian community existed.
When Song Ya found out Qiu Shuang liked Chen Wanjun, she was greatly shocked, and then she became furious. Why Chen Wanjun and not her? Was she, Song Ya, so inadequate?
After discovering that women were with women, Song Ya found a whole new world. She then started researching this community, registered on many apps, and began communicating with people on them.
“Wanna hook up?”
“McDonald’s, requesting a master.”
Song Ya, who was just trying to learn some secrets to make Qiu Shuang fall in love with her, was so scared she nearly dropped her phone.
Get away from me, scary Lesbians!
“Qiu Shuang, don’t think like that. Maybe you just want a normal friendship, but many women are actually bad people. They just want to kiss you, touch your little ‘thing’…”
Qiu Shuang almost couldn’t keep her composure when she heard Song Ya speak these words so explicitly.
Why had Song Ya become like this? It was quite a contrast. Had she been disciplined at the new university? Although this conversation was a little perverted, compared to the old Song Ya…
Well, they were equally disgusting.
“I won’t do something like that casually. Stop talking about it.”
“Okay, okay, I’ll shut up. We just need to deal with this Chen Wanjun situation. All Chen Wanjun has going for her is being a little prettier, a little more outstanding, and a little smarter, right?”
Despite Song Ya and Chen Wanjun’s long-standing animosity, Song Ya had to admit that Chen Wanjun, though crazy, was undeniably beautiful.
“The world is so big; there’s no shortage of women with two legs. You can find someone else to like. Anyway, it’s best if you also find a Lesbian or something. Don’t end up with someone who is both homophobic and in love with you—that’s just too twisted.”
“I will…”
“Oh, if you really can’t find anyone, well, this young lady can also date you. Who told you that you’re my best ‘bestie’?”
Qiu Shuang smiled when she heard Song Ya say this. She pretended not to notice the expectation in the other person’s eyes and simply held her hand.
“Don’t joke. Haven’t I told you? We are always the best of friends. How could we possibly be together?”
Qiu Shuang felt the hand she held stiffen, and the other party’s face turned a bit unpleasant. Qiu Shuang smiled. Miss Song’s outward composure truly did not match her inner thoughts.
Song Ya gripped Qiu Shuang’s hand in return, and the two gazed at each other face to face. She stared intently at Qiu Shuang’s features.
Qiu Shuang was very beautiful.
That’s why she always thought that sometimes, it wasn’t Qiu Shuang’s fault. After all, everyone loves beautiful people, especially someone as gentle as she was.
Yes, she was the rose she had cultivated with her own hands, and therefore, Qiu Shuang should and must belong only to her.
Why just friends? Song Ya was unwilling. If Chen Wanjun could have it, why couldn’t she?
Song Ya bit her lip, starting to hate her past self. It was she who had plucked the rose’s proud thorns and tamed the wild beast, and now she began to hate the other party’s softness. Why couldn’t she bravely and boldly reject everyone like she used to?
As long as she wasn’t by her side, the other party was bound to encounter bad things and those disgusting, cheap women.
So angry.