After Falling for the Handsome CEO - Chapter 25
Chapter 25: I Want to Sleep with You Tonight
The luxury car sped away under Shen Jin’s watchful gaze, leaving with cool indifference and not a moment’s hesitation. Slowly… it vanished from sight.
All color drained from Shen Jin’s pale face. His thin frame stood frozen on the spot, staring blankly in the direction the car had gone, unable to process it. He let out a silent murmur: “A-Yu…”
Why did you just leave… You could have said one word to me. At least let me know if you never want to see me again…
From the very beginning, Shen Jin knew the gap in status between him and Yan Yu. He knew that while they lived in the same world, they belonged to two different realms entirely.
He told himself constantly that he shouldn’t harbor fantasies, because they were unrealistic.
Even so, he had fallen in irredeemably.
Because in his unremarkable life of so many years, Yan Yu was the only person who could make waves in his heart. He was the first person to treat him with such tenderness, the first to be good to him, and the first to make him experience a full spectrum of emotions…
He would become happy and smile foolishly for hours because of Yan Yu’s gentle doting, and he would be heartbroken because Yan Yu didn’t understand him…
Standing beside him, Bai Yujin watched his reaction and squinted, saying with some surprise, “You know CEO Yan?”
At this moment, Shen Jin’s mind was filled only with the image of Yan Yu driving away without looking back. His heart was heavy with endless bitterness. Hearing Bai Yujin’s words, he pursed his lips: “I know…”
He slowly withdrew his gaze, no longer looking toward the distance because the man was completely gone. He lowered his head, staring at the tips of his shoes. His nose felt a bit stingy, but he forced a smile and said, “I know everything…”
I know he is the center of attention and of noble status. I know my own place. I also understand that he was just looking for something fresh and would get tired of me one day—it’s just that this day came too fast…
And the things he said, his tenderness, his kindness to me… I took them all to heart.
“What?” Bai Yujin was completely confused. Although he wasn’t great at analyzing expressions or moods, he could see the boy was dejected. He asked, “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine…” Shen Jin shook his head. His face was pale, but he managed to squeeze out a stiff smile. “Go ahead with your business. I have to go; it’s time for work.”
Unwilling to let anyone see his pathetic state, he left quickly before Bai Yujin could say another word. Bai Yujin remained where he was, watching the disheveled back of the departing youth. He frowned, his gaze turning complex.
After a moment, he muttered to himself, “I… I’m actually a pretty good guy too, right?”
After saying it, he felt a bit ridiculous.
…
Because of Yan Yu, Shen Jin was distracted all day. He made several mistakes while working at the supermarket and was scolded by the manager, but he couldn’t help it.
During the day, he worked as a cashier at a supermarket. In the evening, besides tutoring Bai Mu, he had another job. It didn’t have fixed hours and didn’t always require him.
It was a chaotic place—working as a waiter at a bar—but the money came fast, more than anywhere else.
Before, it was for the money. Now, Shen Jin just wanted to keep himself so busy that he had no time to think about Yan Yu, so that he wouldn’t feel the pain…
…
Yan Yu’s villa sat in the heart of the city, a quiet sanctuary amidst the noise with beautiful surroundings. Usually, he lived alone in the massive villa, which made it feel somewhat cold and lonely, but today it was exceptionally lively.
Because Xie Li had moved in, Yan Yu had a feast prepared to welcome him. The house was brightly lit and bustling.
After the celebratory dinner, Yan Yu, who had been drinking, draped an arm around Xie Li’s shoulder. Temporarily ignoring the anger Shen Jin had caused him, he said to Xie Li, “From now on, you live here. If you need anything, just tell the staff. Don’t be polite!”
Xie Li wiped his mouth with a napkin, his movements elegant. Looking at the intoxicated man beside him, he could smell a faint, pleasant scent from such close proximity, making his heart skip a beat.
He thought to himself… if something were to happen between him and Yan Yu tonight… it would be equivalent to giving himself to him. From then on, Yan Yu’s heart… would probably be locked firmly onto him, wouldn’t it?
“Why aren’t you talking?” Yan Yu leaned in a bit closer. Xie Li’s heart rate accelerated instantly. He instinctively moved back slightly, suddenly feeling nervous.
“I’m a bit tired today, I’m going to my room first. You should get some rest early, too.” Xie Li stood up, a smile on his face and a faint blush on his cheeks. He walked toward his room step by step.
He walked very slowly, deliberately waiting for Yan Yu to follow…
Yan Yu shook his head slightly and followed with a smile, hooking his arm around Xie Li’s shoulder. He teased, “What time is it that you’re already sleepy? Weren’t you quite the troublemaker before?”
Xie Li’s heart was pounding. He forced himself to stay calm and smiled faintly: “Maybe it’s because I just moved in. I’m not used to it yet, so I’ll go to my room to adjust.”
His room was right next to Yan Yu’s master bedroom. He allowed Yan Yu to hold him all the way to the door. He slowly opened the door, walked inside, and said, “It’s late, A-Yu. You should go back to your room.”
Yan Yu had drunk a lot, and his head was buzzing. He couldn’t help but take a step forward, catching Xie Li by the waist. One hand brushed against Xie Li’s chin as he whispered ambiguously into his ear with a low chuckle:
“But I… I want to sleep with you tonight…”