The White Moonlight Omega Has Amnesia and Always Tries to Seduce Me - Chapter 44
The dense night seemed to swallow all senses, leaving only the clear, bright sound of drizzling rain.
Qin Huai got out of the taxi and walked along the flagstone path towards her dorm. The streetlights cast a faint yellow glow, and the rain seemed to take shape under the light. Qin Huai’s figure was slender; when the cool breeze blew past, she resembled a torn piece of white paper falling from a height, devoid of vitality.
Footsteps echoed behind her. “Tapad-tapad.” Qin Huai walked through the puddles, ignoring the sound of the footsteps behind. Even as the footsteps slowed down right behind her, Qin Huai still did not turn back.
Someone had dropped a stone on the flagstone path. Qin Huai didn’t notice and accidentally tripped over it. Her center of gravity slowly shifted forward, and the uncontrollable sensation made her heart jump. Closing her eyes, preparing to brace for the fall, a warm, thick embrace caught her from behind.
The cold, austere scent of sandalwood always made one particularly sober.
However, this scent was not so innocent to Qin Huai she recalled how the Alpha with this scent was frantic and stubborn, biting and gnawing at her repeatedly in bed. That bloody sensation, as if wanting to crush her into their body, made her entire body shudder.
The expected pain did not arrive.
But she still fell onto the lawn next to the flagstone path.
Borrowing the distant light, Qin Huai’s eyes meticulously traced the Alpha before her. Shen Zhi’s face and clothes were drenched, her long hair stuck to her forehead, revealing a fair and heroic face. Her eyes were pitch black, and the bottom of her eyes held undisguised worry.
Qin Huai’s tightly knit brows suddenly relaxed a little, a thin crack appearing in the layers she usually kept tightly wrapped around herself.
She asked the Alpha uncertainly, “Shen Zhi, what do you like about me?”
Her temper was bad, and she wasn’t good at talking nicely. If being good-looking could barely be considered a merit, there were countless beautiful Omegas, and she was the most unremarkable among them.
She couldn’t figure it out.
Qin Huai took a deep breath, her breathing slightly heavy, “Never mind, you don’t have to tell me.”
“Shen Zhi, do you like me?”
Shen Zhi nodded.
“I don’t want to be this sober. I want to know what it feels like to be depraved, what it feels like for our bodies to be intertwined, I want to indulge in brief moments of happiness.” As Qin Huai spoke, her fingertip slid across the Alpha’s face, “Let’s do it.”
“Qin Huai, you” Shen Zhi frowned, neither agreeing nor refusing.
“You don’t want to?” Qin Huai let out a cold laugh, her tone hard, “If you don’t want to, get lost. I’ll find someone else.”
After Qin Huai finished speaking, she put her palm on the muddy ground, trying to get up. However, with just that one movement, the Alpha beneath her propped up a leg and hooked around her.
The rain dripped down, splashing water everywhere on the lawn. Qin Huai lay on the ground in the dark and wrapped her arms around Shen Zhi’s neck, kissing her as if seeking salvation.
The door to the rental apartment had just been opened, and neither of them bothered to turn on the light.
Qin Huai leaned her back against the door panel, tilting her head back to kiss fiercely. To call this a kiss was not entirely accurate, as it was more like a biting, tearing sensation. While kissing, Qin Huai tried to unfasten Shen Zhi’s clothes. Shen Zhi did not resist, letting the other person roam freely over her body.
The sound of heavy breathing was particularly noticeable in the quiet air.
Midway through the kiss, Qin Huai suddenly paused.
She asked Shen Zhi, “Do you truly like me?”
“I do, I like you very much.”
The Alpha’s answer did not contain strong desire, allowing for infinite possibilities in Qin Huai’s imagination. Qin Huai suddenly felt terrible; if Shen Zhi didn’t like her, she could indulge in her own release, but since Shen Zhi had clearly stated her affection, what did all this mean now?
Qin Huai scratched her hair, and after a moment, replied, “Forget it.”
“Forget what?” It was too dark at night for Shen Zhi to see the expression on Qin Huai’s face.
Qin Huai gripped the cold doorknob and swallowed hard, “I’m sorry, I lost control just now.”
Her panicked look resembled an animal that had arrived in a strange environment, ready to resist, “I’m going back to school now. You should rest early.”
Qin Huai was about to turn the doorknob, but the next second, an arm wrapped around her waist from behind.
The hands were warm and substantial, and the pervasive sense of security they provided calmed her down.
Shen Zhi rested her chin on Qin Huai’s shoulder and whispered, “Although I don’t know what happened, I want to tell you that no one wouldn’t like you. Your friends will like you, your parents will like you, and I will always like you.”
“You are the best Omega, my most, most, most favorite Qin Huai.”
“I will love you forever.”
Shen Zhi’s confession seemed worthless as she repeated it to Qin Huai over and over until Qin Huai had finished showering and lay in bed, she was still saying it.
The words “I like you” were heavy, so heavy that she had considered all possibilities of things happening back then, yet she had only overlooked the possibility of Qin Huai being with someone else.
Shen Zhi hugged the Omega next to her, her gaze lingering freely on Qin Huai’s face. Then she closed her eyes, kissed Qin Huai’s brow, and fell asleep.