The Lost Omega Heiress is Pregnant with My Child - Chapter 10
I really want to please her.
We kissed, but Nian Xue felt it wasn’t enough.
She was so aroused that she couldn’t control the overflow of her pheromones. The sweet scent of pear made her dizzy, and the more it intensified, the more she longed to perceive Shi Anzhi’s pheromones.
But she couldn’t detect anything.
Yet she could clearly feel Shi Anzhi’s emotions stirring her breathing growing rapid, her heartbeat quickening. She could even sense herself enveloped by an invisible aura.
This aura had no discernible scent, yet it was everywhere, making her feel both secure and as though she were on the verge of being consumed by danger.
So damp…
It felt like falling into a sea of flowers.
Unable to detect Shi Anzhi’s pheromones, she couldn’t help but want to bite her, to punish this Alpha, even though Shi Anzhi was entirely innocent.
And so she did.
“Hiss…”
Shi Anzhi gasped sharply in pain. Her usually calm eyes now carried a hint of desire as she patiently accepted Nian Xue’s peculiar behavior. She raised her arm and gently stroked the Omega’s back, allowing her to vent.
For no reason, Nian Xue began to wonder was Shi Anzhi truly this gentle? Someone who could fight so fiercely surely had her aggressive side.
Perhaps she was just exceptionally indulgent toward her.
Nian Xue’s heartbeat quickened, her actions growing more unrestrained. Her kisses trailed downward, reaching Shi Anzhi’s neck.
The tickling sensation at her neck made Shi Anzhi’s entire body burn. The concentration of pheromones in the air was so intense that even she, with her impaired senses, could detect it.
As the sensation continued downward, Shi Anzhi’s body stiffened. She regained a sliver of clarity from the intoxicating haze and, in a gentle embrace, restrained Nian Xue’s movements. “That’s enough.”
“Hmm?”
Nian Xue lifted her head from Shi Anzhi’s neck, still lost in the throes of passion.
Shi Anzhi took a deep breath and repeated, “Nian Xue, for today let’s stop here. That’s enough.”
Nian Xue blinked, processing the words before finally understanding.
“No, it’s not enough.”
Shi Anzhi couldn’t help but laugh at her response.
Nian Xue wanted to continue but hesitated due to Shi Anzhi’s injuries. Besides, being held by Shi Anzhi felt too good to disrupt.
Though they had been sleeping together these past few days, their interactions had never crossed any boundaries. This level of intensity was a first.
She wanted more, but Nian Xue disliked being the one to voice her desires in such moments.
She had long noticed that Shi Anzhi was a somewhat reserved Alpha, appearing emotionally detached. She couldn’t help but fantasize, if someone like her were to lose control for her sake, she would be thrilled to death.
Nian Xue lay in Shi Anzhi’s arms, still craving more but knowing she had to exercise restraint for now. She decided to end it there and said to Shi Anzhi, “I want a goodnight kiss.”
“We’ve never had one before,” she complained.
Shi Anzhi realized that the longer she spent with Nian Xue, the more she found her personality utterly adorable. Perhaps that was why she couldn’t help but want to be good to her.
She wanted to see just how adorable Nian Xue could be.
Leaning down, she gently kissed Nian Xue’s cheek.
Nian Xue smiled. This Alpha they had just kissed passionately on the lips, yet her goodnight kiss was still on the cheek.
She pressed a firm kiss to Shi Anzhi’s lips, demonstrating, “This one’s for you.”
Shi Anzhi’s breath hitched for a moment, charmed once again by her actions. Pretending nothing had happened, she said, “Alright, let’s sleep now.”
Nian Xue obediently nestled in Shi Anzhi’s embrace, unable to stop her thoughts from wandering. Lately, her mind had grown increasingly clear, she knew she had lost her memories, had unexpectedly ended up in this place, and was aware that her irregular heat cycle was approaching. During an Omega’s heat, they become extremely vulnerable, facing the danger of being permanently marked by an Alpha.
This was the R-district slums. If she encountered an Alpha with ill intentions, her future would be ruined.
Yet, strangely, Nian Xue had never felt worried about it.
Breathing quietly in Shi Anzhi’s arms, she even felt a flicker of anticipation.
That night, Nian Xue had a dream.
The dream began with an extraordinarily grand banquet.
She was wearing an elaborate white gown, a heavy gemstone necklace around her neck making it hard to breathe, the hem of her dress trailing on the floor as she stood in the center of a dazzling, golden hall.
The light from the crystal chandeliers was so bright it hurt her eyes, and the air was thick with the intense pheromones of various Alphas, each flaunting their strength. It made her nauseous.
Someone was holding her arm, introducing her to the son of some important figure, speaking with a tone of pride as if she were a perfect commodity.
The man holding her arm was around forty, with some resemblance to her, dressed in a suit and leather shoes. In the dream, Nian Xue vaguely understood that this was likely a family member.
She smiled at the Alpha her father introduced, her expression proper, like a hollow puppet.
After the banquet, she was sent back to a white palace in a grav-car.
Finally able to catch her breath, she saw a middle-aged woman in a black gown approaching from afar.
The maids addressed her as “Madam Fen.” She was an Omega etiquette tutor hired by her mother, who had once served in the Imperial Governor’s residence and knew many upper-class customs unknown to others.
“You’re back, Miss.”
Madam Fen’s expression was stern, her gaze devoid of emotion. “Your mother is waiting for you. Please come with me.”
Even in the dream, Nian Xue felt tense about what was to come.
She was led by Madam Fen into a room called the “teaching room.” There were no books or musical instruments inside, only a velvet-covered soft bed and various tools that made her breath quicken.
Her mother, a woman in an opulent nightgown with eyes as sharp as an eagle’s, sat coldly on the room’s sofa, watching her.
Her mother’s voice carried an undeniable authority. “Tingxue, you performed quite well at today’s banquet. The Governor was very pleased with you, and his son seemed to like you too.”
The Governor’s son she referred to was her future arranged marriage partner, rumored to be a frivolous Alpha she had just met at the banquet.
In the dream, Nian Xue remained silent.
Her mother’s tone shifted. “Looks and family background alone are not enough. As an Omega, your most important value lies in pleasing your Alpha, making him obsessed with you. Only then can you bring the greatest benefit to our family.”
Her mother commanded, “Madam Fen, begin. Let her review last week’s lessons first.”
Nian Xue was still confused, lost in a haze, when the dream abruptly ended. Perhaps due to the intense physiological stimulation from kissing Shi Anzhi, the dream suddenly shifted. In this new scene, she was being taught how to kiss someone.
What a bizarre scene.
After the embarrassing video finished playing, Mrs. Fen approached her expressionlessly and suddenly began unbuttoning the extravagant gown she was wearing. As she undid each button, she slowly explained in her ear:
“An Omega’s body is naturally intoxicating to Alphas. Your skin, your lips, your waist, and your most intimate parts.”
Nian Xue finally understood. Overwhelming shame washed over her like a tidal wave. She wanted to wake up.
“You must learn to use your tears, your moans. You need to make Alphas feel they’re conquering and possessing you. These creatures called Alphas are fundamentally driven by such base desires.”
Nian Xue couldn’t take it anymore. She abruptly sat up in bed, gasping for air, her entire body covered in cold sweat.
Outside the window was the familiar nightscape of District R. Beside her, Shi Anzhi’s steady, warm breathing continued undisturbed.
She breathed a sigh of relief.
Everything had just been a dream. She was still sleeping beside Shi Anzhi, in their fruit shop. Nothing had actually happened.
Yet the dream felt terrifyingly real. Those humiliating images still echoed vividly in her mind.
She despised the version of herself in that dream the “Shen Tingxue” being instructed like a tool. She loathed that destiny of existing merely to please Alphas.
Remembering Mrs. Fen’s assessment of Alphas, Nian Xue looked at the sleeping Shi Anzhi beside her and silently rebutted in her heart: No, at least Shi Anzhi is different from the Alphas Mrs. Fen described.
Shi Anzhi would say “that’s enough.”
Nian Xue watched Shi Anzhi quietly for a long time, savoring the feeling of their pre-sleep kiss. Suddenly, a thought timidly emerged from the depths of her heart.
Gazing at the Alpha’s delicate profile, she wondered: if she used those intensely shameful techniques from her dream on this person touching her, seducing her, how would this gentle, somewhat clumsy Alpha react?
Would Shi Anzhi also become wild and lose control for her, just like in the dream?
Would she be filled with possessiveness toward her?
At this thought, Nian Xue’s cheeks burned fiercely. She felt ashamed, thinking she must be truly wicked.
Yet simultaneously, a strange sense of anticipation began spreading through her heart.
Looking at Shi Anzhi, she quietly, cautiously reached out and gently traced the shape of her lips with her fingertips.
Seeming to feel the ticklish sensation in her sleep, Shi Anzhi subconsciously licked her lips.
The simple gesture made Nian Xue jerk her hand back as if burned, her heart pounding wildly.
She curled completely under the covers, pulling them over her head. It’s over.
She actually kind of wanted to see if Shi Anzhi would lose control for her, and to what extent.
But right now, the one most out of control seemed to be herself. After their kiss, the long-accumulated emotions within her and the restlessness before her heat cycle seemed to have ignited simultaneously.
Without receiving the most thorough comfort, without scenting any pheromones, she felt she was going crazy.
And Shi Anzhi could actually still sleep!
After quietly watching Shi Anzhi for a while, Nian Xue felt hollow inside. This Alpha was much more straightforward than her.
As her thoughts drifted, Nian Xuesuddenly decided to be “straightforward” too. Frankly expressing desire and pleasing oneself was a form of straightforwardness, wasn’t it?
She closed her eyes, letting desire guide her as her hand slipped beneath the covers, pretending it was Shi Anzhi comforting her.
So sinful, yet so exhilarating.
At the peak of that moment, Nian Xue’s eyes flew open, and in an indescribable wave of self-loathing, she found her release.