It's Too Late for Regrets - Chapter 12.6
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Ines couldn’t possibly open her eyes while receiving the hot lips.
I couldn’t bear to see the flushed man’s face, but when I closed my eyes, it felt like he was swallowing me whole, and a deep part of my body started to whimper.
As if unable to control himself, he groped her lower back and chest, then lifted her up.
The sound of the door slamming open and then shut, lips that didn’t part even as the scene changed, the sound of moaning seeping through in between…. Those sounds melted the accident into a daze.
When Ines opened her eyes again, she was sitting on the console in front of the bathroom.
Since something cold was touching my back instead of a wall, I turned around and saw a large mirror. In the spotless mirror, my white and smooth skin was reflected.
The shimmery dress slipped down, revealing her spine with prominent shoulder blades. For nearly a month, thanks to Rayan’s persistent care for her meals, her skin had regained its vitality.
A shadow fell over her body in the mirror.
When Ines raised her arms, a large hand stripped the remaining clothes from her body.
The woman, gradually becoming a goddess, seemed like someone else entirely. She was observing her own body as if she were a third party.
It was the same for Leon to see her whole body.
A distinct spinal line running from the waist to the hips was revealed, and the man’s gaze fell upon a waist where the ribs no longer showed through, with a clearly fleshed-out chest.
“….”
The last piece of cloth draped over her body slid down her thigh, which was stretched under the console, and fell. That which lay on the floor like a skin was ruthlessly trampled by the man’s foot.
The mirror captured everything. Her eyelashes, slightly lowered and trembling, her red lips exhaling warm breaths, the movement of her chest shaking as her body trembles.
And even the strong body of the man who closely follows her and bows his head.
“Huh….”
He buried his face in her chest and took a deep breath. From his hands, which tightly embraced her waist, excitement was fully conveyed.
“You’re not dreaming again, are you?”
Again? Ines couldn’t question those words. Her mouth was so dry that she couldn’t utter a single word.
Even from her slightly trembling body, a similar heat was emanating.
Even though they were only pressed against each other without any touch or stimulation, the unbearable tension pierced through their spines simply because the rawness of that day was blatantly reflected in the mirror.
Rayan slowly shook his head, and it was reflected in the mirror. Tracing beautiful curves with his lips, she holds back a blush that has risen on her face, as pretty as the faint red hue.
Ines held her breath.
“Ah…!”
The reaction of her body, already heated in the taut air, was something she couldn’t control.
When Ines covered her mouth with her hand due to the unexpectedly loud noise, he immediately stopped her.
The movement of the lips, which were biting the sensitive flesh, vividly felt like a smirk. But the smile was only momentary.
“Huh….”
Her body couldn’t stay still and kept fidgeting. It felt like she wanted to push him away, yet at the same time, it seemed like she wanted to embrace him. Unable to bear the sight of him clinging to her, she turned her head away, but it wasn’t a good choice.
The scene in the mirror was excessively obscene. Ines could see everything that was invisible to her view: his expression, his lips and tongue, the movement of his other hand, and the ecstasy reflected in his half-closed green eyes.
After being engrossed for quite a while, he turned his head to the other side.
“I’ve always felt this way, but your place seems to be made of whipped cream.”
“Don’t bite, just talk…”
“If I keep sucking on it, will it eventually melt away?” “Will it eventually melt away if I keep sucking on it?”
That statement didn’t seem like a lie.
He was the kind of man who couldn’t help but hold her all night long, testing whether Ines would completely melt away. Her hands helplessly scratched his firm back.
At the end of the indescribable, tingling pleasure, when he pulled his lips away, her shoulders rose and fell rapidly.
Her body was so weak that even when Rayan lifted her leg, she couldn’t struggle much. Her white foot was enveloped in his hand.
Finally, the lips, hot enough to startle, enveloped the round peach bone.
As the small, red tongue slid like a snake and licked the tendon behind the ankle, goosebumps spread all over my body. The foot, tensed to the max, arched.
He deliberately left marks only on the softest and most sensitive skin, as if he were doing it on purpose.
“Ahhh….”
A moan that sounded like a cat’s meow kept escaping.
The mark left by the hot lips traveled up from the calf to the thigh.
His thighs, which could be fully grasped by one hand, have gained a bit of flesh over the past month. As Rayan’s hand tightened, red fingerprints appeared on the smooth skin and then disappeared.
“…!”
Ines’s back was pushed towards the mirror. Soon, the reflection in the mirror no longer mattered at all.
He opened her like a ripe fruit and pressed his lips deeply against her. A helpless moan escaped.
In Ines’s hand, the dazzling silver hair shattered. Time, place, and opponent were all forgotten in her mind.
“Okay, hold on a second…”
Words that couldn’t form properly mixed with moans and trickled out sporadically. He was drinking her in completely.
Ines’s arm, resting on his shoulder, was tense with strength. Even amidst her tearful sobs, she couldn’t help but think how fortunate it was that I had gripped her left shoulder tightly instead of her right.
After gulping down the life-giving water that is her, he finally lifted his head.
A transparent and sticky silver thread tenuously connected his lips to her body, then snapped. Ines watched with dazed eyes as Leon stuck out his tongue and licked the remaining slickness off his lips.
“Dala… you still.”
He too had a face as relaxed as hers.
“How can I let someone take this away from me?” Absolutely not.
“Hmmm….”
“It’s mine.” You have to be me.
He let out a short moan from his throat and kissed Ines’s flushed cheeks and swollen lips in turn.
A hoarse voice brushed against her ear.
“Let’s go to bed.”
“No….” Here, here is good.
Ines pushed away his body, which was trying to embrace her with hands that weren’t exerting any strength. If we move to a wider and more comfortable spot, he’ll push even harder than now. Even after coming this far, she was still afraid of what was about to happen.
However, Leon firmly refused.
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s hard for you here.”
It wasn’t something to say now. Ines shifted her gaze. She brushed past the green eyes nearby and then looked down, past the well-defined pectorals and abdomen, to the spread iliac crest.
The memories etched in the body evoke an ominous shiver.
The sensation of being pierced below, whenever I recalled it, evoked fear rather than pleasure.
The body, which had been heated by the tender caresses, was now suddenly chilled. Her delicate shoulders stiffened and shrank.
“…wherever you are, it seems like it would be just as hard.”
Seeing her like that, a fleeting emotion crossed Rayan’s eyes. He bit his lip gently and rubbed his forehead against hers.
“Different.”
“….”
“Today will be different. I swear.”
The lips that brushed up her delicate jawline left a deep kiss on her cheek. The hand that tucked her fallen hair behind her ear was gentle.
At some moment, what touched Ines’s back was not a cold mirror, but a soft sheet.
Countless kisses were scattered across her face. Her stiffened waist loosened flexibly, and her intimate areas were gently stirred, melting away her fear. She originally had a body that was very sensitive.
In Leon’s memory, Ines struggled with feeling multiple stimuli at once.
When she used her waist and hands, or her tongue at the same time, she wandered somewhere between pleasure, pain, and fear, inevitably bursting into tears.
But for him, feeling her in only one place was nothing short of torture. Leon barely restrained his hand from moving on its own and intertwined his fingers with Ines’s one by one.
“It’s okay.” It doesn’t hurt at all. I won’t make it hard for you.
However, the fear reflected in her blue eyes showed no signs of fading easily.
Rayan bit her lip in pity and remorse, gauging the extent to which she could accept it without feeling overwhelmed.
He always found solace in bed with Ines, but she never did.
In the relationship itself, she might have found pleasure, but when the man who roughly shook her and made her cry left without looking back, she felt the emptiness and loneliness that overshadowed the pleasure. That accumulated and turned into fear.
Since he created the wounds, it was also his responsibility to heal them.
Leon barely suppressed his violent instincts and comforted her for a long time.
“Huh, ah, I just, I just can’t…”
“No, not yet.”
When the excitement finally overcame the pleasure in his blue eyes, she, who had been trying to pull away from him, gradually began to press herself closer to his body.
When her breath gradually became more desperate. It was only then that Leon moved according to her pleas.
Despite her body becoming adequately soft, Ines was panting, and he momentarily held his breath at the intense stimulus that struck and passed before his eyes.
“Ahhh….”
The small body trembled pitifully in his arms. The trembling, which he tightly gripped and then released, was fully transmitted to him, turning his thoughts white.
For a moment, the intense desire to push through without giving in surged within me, but it was swept away by Ines’s small whimpering sound.
“Not… it’s different, you know….”
The resentment towards him had returned to her blue eyes, which had barely opened.