I'm a Professional at Being a Scumbag [Quick Wear] - Chapter 4
Le Yi froze.
She didn’t dare to move a muscle.
Up, down… Did this kid even know what she was saying?
A wave of intoxication washed over Chu Qiao. She grabbed Le Yi’s hand and gave it a squeeze.
Le Yi had to admit that her dedication to a healthy diet all these years had paid off. Though tall, Chu Qiao wasn’t gaunt.
A soft, smooth touch met Le Yi’s hand, but she had no mind for such sensations. All she wanted to do was escape.
No. Absolutely not.
This was the child she had raised. How could she possibly…
An inner struggle raged, but seeing the child’s innocent, pitiful eyes, Le Yi couldn’t bear to scold her.
“Qiao Qiao, let go of me first.”
Chu Qiao just shook her head, saying nothing.
“If I let go, you’ll run away.” Her eyes welled up with tears. “Don’t hate me, Le Yi.”
Just as Le Yi was about to say she wouldn’t, she saw Chu Qiao take off her clothes.
Le Yi: “!!!”
This is a bad idea! A very bad idea!
“Qiao Qiao, what are you doing?! Put your clothes back on!”
Chu Qiao pouted, looking incredibly wronged.
“You can do that with other people, so why not with me? What’s so different about me?”
Le Yi was stunned. She was so busy making money every day; when had she ever indulged herself like that?
Chu Qiao clung to her, rubbing against her. “Go on, tell me. What makes me so different from Zhu Qiong?”
Zhu Qiong? What does she have to do with this?
Chu Qiao continued on, her voice soft and kitten-like, sounding utterly miserable. “You never came home because you were staying at Zhu Qiong’s place, right? I called you a few times, and she was the one who answered.”
Le Yi’s heart softened at the sound. She tried to soothe her gently. “You’ve misunderstood. We’re just friends. We’ve never done anything out of line.”
Sometimes, when she got drunk during business dinners, she’d have Zhu Qiong pick her up and stay at her place for the night. It was so Chu Qiao wouldn’t worry, but she never imagined she’d misunderstand so deeply.
“Just friends? The way she looks at you is not innocent at all.”
Le Yi’s face was a question mark. Zhu Qiong was as straight as they came. How could her gaze be “not innocent”?
Before she could speak, Chu Qiao added, “It’s a good thing I know what I want. I never wanted to be just your sister.” She then kissed Le Yi’s neck, gently sucking on the skin. Her body went even softer, wrapping around Le Yi like a snake, making it impossible for her to struggle free.
Le Yi felt the warm, damp sensation on her neck and Chu Qiao’s slightly ragged breaths. Her body was jolted as if by electricity, her heartbeat becoming more and more erratic. She wasn’t a saint. In this situation, how could she possibly remain unmoved?
“Chu Qiao, think carefully. If we take this step, there’s no going back.”
Chu Qiao had never intended for their relationship to stay so placid. She was ready to cross the line. “You like me, don’t you, Le Yi?”
Le Yi didn’t answer. She wrapped her arms around Chu Qiao’s waist, pulling her closer.
Chu Qiao looked up at her, her long, narrow phoenix eyes filled with a surprising and alluring desire. She longed for Le Yi to say the words, but Le Yi just stared back, like she was appraising an object, her eyes devoid of any emotion.
A pang struck Chu Qiao’s heart, her eyes stinging. She gripped Le Yi’s clothes tightly and tilted her head up to kiss her.
It’s okay if you don’t like me, as long as I can stay by your side.
Le Yi felt Chu Qiao’s trembling lips and took charge, gently sucking and exploring until Chu Qiao relaxed. Then she parted her teeth, exploring further and exchanging breaths with her.
The kiss lasted a long time, and it wasn’t until Chu Qiao was completely limp in her arms that Le Yi finally let go. The taste of wine lingered on Le Yi’s lips, and she felt a little drunk herself.
Or how else could she find Chu Qiao more beautiful with every passing moment, with an allure she found impossible to resist?
“Qiao Qiao, we can’t… ” Go any further.
Le Yi never finished the sentence. The system automatically muted it.
[You’ve come this far, and you’re still holding back? You coward! Just go for it! If you don’t want to complete the mission, I still need my KPIs!]
As soon as the system finished speaking, a white flash went off in Le Yi’s mind. When she looked at Chu Qiao again, she seemed even more captivating. She was like a treasure, calling out for her to explore.
“Le… Yi…”
Chu Qiao’s voice entered her ears, utterly enchanting, like a spirit sucking out her essence. Le Yi didn’t know how she ended up reaching for her. It all happened so naturally. By the time she realized what was happening, Chu Qiao was already crying in her arms.
“Does it hurt?”
Chu Qiao shook her head, her arms tightening around Le Yi’s neck. They were tears of joy. Even if it wasn’t exactly what she had pictured, she now had a claim to Le Yi.
Le Yi gently kissed her lips to distract her, while not letting up on her actions. Chu Qiao’s tears flowed into Le Yi’s mouth, and she tasted the saltiness. She caressed Chu Qiao’s butterfly bones, trying to comfort her. Chu Qiao’s eyes were closed, a soft hum escaping her nose, a sound that was inexplicably alluring.
Le Yi could no longer play the gentleman. She put all her stored-up strength to use. The snowy mounds on Chu Qiao’s chest trembled in a rhythmic motion, and Le Yi’s eyes were drawn to them.
Little white rabbits are meant to be eaten, aren’t they?
The thought popped into Le Yi’s mind, and she followed her impulse. Chu Qiao quivered in surprise, watching the furry head in her arms. Her heart felt like it was being tickled by a feather, or submerged in warm water, all the wrinkles in her soul being smoothed out.
Le Yi didn’t like milk or dairy products, but she thought today the dairy was delicious, a flavor she couldn’t get enough of. Chu Qiao held her head, tilting her own back slightly, whispering “I love you” to herself countless times.
The sofa was a mess, and the cushions had fallen to the floor. It was as if a wild cat had gotten into the house. Le Yi had loved the floor-to-ceiling windows when she first rented the place, for the view of the city lights. She never would have imagined that one day she would be admiring the night view in this way.
“Over there… is your school, I think. What do you suppose the students are doing right now?”
Chu Qiao turned to look at her, her eyes teary and hazy. All she could manage was a muffled sound.
Le Yi took her hand out of Chu Qiao’s mouth, hugged her from behind, and rested her chin on Chu Qiao’s shoulder. “What do you think the students would say if they found out that their role model of a senior got drunk and seduced her own sister?”
The words made Chu Qiao’s face burn with shame, and she cried even harder.
“Qiao Qiao, look at me.”
Chu Qiao was obedient. She turned to look at her, and Le Yi took the chance to kiss her on the lips. After a long while of caressing, she moved to Chu Qiao’s earlobe, her neck…
Chu Qiao bit her lower lip, and tears streamed down her face, dripping onto Le Yi’s lips. “I love you, Le Yi… I love you…”
She had been too afraid to say it when she was sober. She could only confess the feelings buried deep in her heart now, in this moment. She could call it a moment of passion and have an excuse later if Le Yi asked. But why did she need an excuse? Why couldn’t she just tell Le Yi she loved her?
Chu Qiao remembered Le Yi’s earlier resistance, and her heart sank. Le Yi didn’t love her, or she wouldn’t have acted that way.
I just wanted to be by Le Yi’s side, so why have I become so greedy? Chu Qiao, you can’t be greedy.
Le Yi sensed her distraction and nipped at her “little rabbit” again. “Focus. Is there anything more important than me right now?”
Chu Qiao looked at her with half-closed eyes, a deep affection almost overflowing from them.
No matter when, you are the most important person to me.
“Le Yi, I love you.”
She said it again, a little louder. Le Yi thrust harder, but said nothing in return.
Chu Qiao closed her eyes, and tears rolled down her cheeks. Le Yi had heard her, but she didn’t want to answer.
You already have a physical relationship with Le Yi. What else are you still asking for?
Chu Qiao pushed down the bitterness in her heart and threw herself into the boundless wildness of the moment.
The glass had streaks on it, Chu Qiao’s sweat.
As night deepened and the temperature cooled, the warmth on the glass faded. When Chu Qiao pressed against it, she shivered from the chill.
“It’s so cold!”
Le Yi looked at her moist, clear eyes, and her hidden self-control went to hell again. She shouldn’t have been so easily bewitched in the first place. How could she stop now?
You’re an idiot, Le Yi.
Self-reproach aside, she didn’t miss a beat until Chu Qiao’s legs gave out, and she fell into her arms. It was only then that Le Yi realized how much time had passed.
Chu Qiao turned and hugged Le Yi, wrapping her arms and legs around her. Even now, it didn’t feel real. She had to stay glued to Le Yi to feel the heat she was giving off.
She was tired, and the alcohol was making her dizzy, but she didn’t dare to make Le Yi stop. She was afraid that if Le Yi wasn’t fully satisfied, she would be upset. What if Le Yi thought she was useless and never touched her again?
Chu Qiao’s mind began to race again, and she squeezed Le Yi even tighter. Le Yi felt like she couldn’t breathe. When she told Chu Qiao to let go, she wouldn’t listen, so Le Yi had to pinch her on the back of her neck to get her to release her grip.
Chu Qiao let go, looking at Le Yi in confusion, her eyes filled with sadness and hurt. Le Yi sighed to herself. How could she ever be a cold-hearted scoundrel who could hurt this person?
Being a good-for-nothing villain is so hard.
Even as she thought it, Le Yi leaned in and kissed her without hesitation. A scared kitten needed comforting.
Chu Qiao exchanged breaths with her, and her heart filled up again. The feeling of being so uncertain and vulnerable wasn’t pleasant, but since it was Le Yi, even this part of the process became sweet.
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Outside the window, neon lights flickered, casting a dark, gloomy pallor on the sky where not a single star could be seen. Inside the room, an intoxicating atmosphere hung in the air. The usual tidiness was gone, replaced by a mess. That night cat must have been very destructive.
Chu Qiao bit Le Yi’s shoulder. The flush at the corner of her eyes and on her cheeks blended together, creating an innocent, broken look. A tear at the corner of her eye trembled with the rhythm of her body, before finally falling.
Le Yi felt like she was poisoned, insatiable, tireless. She could faintly smell a light fragrance on Chu Qiao that kept drawing her in to explore.
Chu Qiao was exhausted, lying limp on Le Yi’s body, panting softly. “I love you, Le Yi.”
She said it again. The words were quiet, but Le Yi heard them.
Le Yi pursed her lips and blinked. Her hand came to rest on Chu Qiao’s smooth back, gently caressing it. She had a mission to complete; she couldn’t give Chu Qiao what she wanted. In other words, if it weren’t for the mission, she and Chu Qiao would never have met, and none of this would have happened.
Chu Qiao hadn’t expected a response. After saying it, she just snuggled into Le Yi’s neck, a happy smile on her lips.
Le Yi carried Chu Qiao to the bathroom. Just as she was about to put her in the tub, Chu Qiao grabbed her arm. The girl, who had been on the verge of sleep, stared at her with hazy eyes, as if afraid of being left alone.
“Let’s take a bath. It’ll help you relax.”
Chu Qiao nodded but didn’t let go. Le Yi laughed at her dazed look. When Chu Qiao saw her laugh, she started giggling too.
“Take a bath with me, Le Yi.” She shifted over to make space.
Le Yi looked at the two slender, straight legs in the water and the white mounds floating on the surface. She gave a wry smile. Did this drunk cat even know what she was saying?
“Come on, Le Yi, aren’t you tired?”
With that, Chu Qiao pulled Le Yi in, splashing water everywhere, soaking both of them. Le Yi’s silk pajamas became completely see-through, clinging to her body.
Chu Qiao looked down at herself. Her fair skin was covered in hickeys and bite marks, while Le Yi’s body was unmarked. She felt it was unfair and took a bite out of Le Yi’s collarbone.
Le Yi yelped and tried to push Chu Qiao away, but she wouldn’t budge. Chu Qiao sucked on the not-so-fleshy spot until she was satisfied.
“You’re mine, Le Yi.”
Le Yi glanced at her reflection in the mirror. There was an irregular red mark on her collarbone, standing out against her pale skin.
Chu Qiao smiled and nestled herself in Le Yi’s arms. She didn’t know why she was so happy, but the thought that Le Yi now carried her mark made her feel incredibly joyful. By extension, Le Yi is mine now.
How wonderful.
Le Yi was rubbed and cuddled until she felt another fire starting, and she naturally began to seek her reward. The water made it effortless, but Chu Qiao stiffened, turning to look at her in disbelief. Le Yi didn’t feel guilty at all, biting her ear and whispering, “You’re the one who seduced me first.”
Chu Qiao wanted to say no, but the words were broken, and she couldn’t speak. The water in the tub rippled, and Chu Qiao’s tears mixed with the water, dripping into the bath.
Le Yi, a novice in this, didn’t know how to stop. It wasn’t until the water in the tub had turned cold that she finally lifted Chu Qiao out. Chu Qiao huddled in Le Yi’s arms, soaking up her warmth, her eyes half-closed, looking completely exhausted.
Le Yi reflected for a moment, wondering if she had gone too far. But when Chu Qiao instinctively burrowed into her arms, she felt it wasn’t enough. It was all Chu Qiao’s fault for being so tempting; she couldn’t be blamed.
She found herself a reasonable excuse and fell asleep with Chu Qiao in her arms.
Chu Qiao’s last memory was of Le Yi’s energetic performance. Her dreams were filled with it, but in the dream, Le Yi’s eyes were filled with coldness, and she blamed her for seducing her. Chu Qiao was so stung by Le Yi’s look that she woke up with a jolt, desperate to find warmth. But the spot beside her was cold.
Where did Le Yi go?
She sat up instantly, a dull ache in her waist and thighs. She frowned. I’m so useless. How could Le Yi be satisfied with me?
Her brows furrowed even deeper. She held her waist as she got out of bed and put on her pajamas.
When the bedroom door opened, she froze. Le Yi was also taken aback, her hand still on the doorknob.
Their eyes met, and a storm of emotions surged in both of them.