I Just Want to Spoil and Run Away with the Abused Female Lead [Quick Transmigration] - Chapter 42.2

Shi Xingrao wasn’t particularly interested in watching a glowing cat do somersaults, but she could sense the other’s tone of reluctance to let her go. Unsure, she asked, “Are you bored here?”

Yu Chen’s lashes fluttered slightly. “Mm, no one has ever come to the Main God’s space before. I can’t leave for now, so I’m very bored here. No one talks to me either.”

In the end, Shi Xingrao decided to go to her wife’s room to watch the glowing cat do somersaults.

Giant Cat: “?”

Giant Cat: “!!!”

She couldn’t do somersaults.

The two humans and one cat stared at each other. Finally, Shi Xingrao slowly spoke, “How about you let her leave?”

Before Yu Chen could say anything, the glowing cat fled the room as if running for her life.

Yu Chen: “…”

Having a cat that can’t do somersaults is sometimes quite embarrassing.

Now, without the cat, what could she do with Shi Xingrao? Ah, what to do? She kind of felt like playing with her wife.

The two sat side by side on the bed. Yu Chen leaned a little closer to Shi Xingrao and asked softly, “It seems there’s nothing to play with now.”

Shi Xingrao nodded stiffly, then met Yu Chen’s clear, bright eyes. “C-Can I play with you?”

Shi Xingrao: “…”

Why was her wife so unreserved?

“Just for a little while, is that okay?” Yu Chen was still gazing at her eagerly.

With each breath the woman across from her took, Shi Xingrao’s heart beat in rhythm, as if the other’s breathing controlled her heartbeat. Was it okay?

Shi Xingrao very much wanted to say no, but for some reason, she nodded.

As she kissed the woman’s neck and nibbled on her earlobe, Shi Xingrao silently cursed herself in her heart: “What a scumbag.”

Even though she knew the fragments were also part of this woman, Shi Xingrao still felt a strange sense of guilt, as if she were being unfaithful.

Shi Xingrao: “I feel like such a scumbag.”

Yu Chen struggled to open her eyes and looked at Shi Xingrao. “Then do you like it?”

Shi Xingrao: “Yes.”

Yu Chen: “Sweetheart, if you like it so much but still act this way, I’d think you haven’t eaten properly.”

Shi Xingrao: “…”

Was her wife implying she wasn’t good enough?

Shi Xingrao felt deeply provoked. How could she be out of breath just from kissing? Seeing the blush at the corners of the woman’s eyes, Shi Xingrao tried to restrain herself but couldn’t resist kissing those flushed edges.

Lying together on the bed, Yu Chen played with Shi Xingrao’s hair. “Will you come back after finishing your tasks? If you do, I’ll help you out, okay?”

The woman’s breath was scorching hot, sweeping over Shi Xingrao’s earlobe, making her bones feel as if they had melted.

Shi Xingrao was still a bit dazed. Just moments ago, this person had seemed so reserved and pitiful while watching the glowing cat video, how did she suddenly become so skilled?

Staring at the ceiling, Shi Xingrao hesitated. “I feel like we’re moving a bit too fast. I still think I’m being a bit of a scumbag.”

Yu Chen almost laughed. Her rival, the usually arrogant and flamboyant Miss Shi, could be so innocent when it came to matters of the heart that it was almost amusing.

Only when Shi Xingrao was in control of the pace did she appear confident and assertive, chasing after her until she was completely consumed. But now, struggling to keep up, she was utterly bewildered and being led along made her look adorably confused.

“So, are you blaming me?” Yu Chen looked at Shi Xingrao with a hint of grievance. “They are all me. I don’t understand why you think you’re being a scumbag.”

“Or perhaps you regret it.”

Shi Xingrao couldn’t help but comfort her. “I don’t regret it. But won’t you feel jealous when I’m with my sister?”

Yu Chen slowly leaned closer to Shi Xingrao, stopping just as her lips nearly brushed Shi Xingrao’s ear. “Not at all. How do you know we aren’t sharing sensations?”

Her breath was as delicate as an orchid, sending tingles straight to Shi Xingrao’s heart.

“When you’re with Lin Shuangran, I can feel your presence too, I can feel the pleasure you bring me.”

“Actually, you don’t need to overthink it. You can treat the small worlds as role-playing between you and me. In these worlds, you get to know every side of me and fall in love with each version of me.”

Falling in love with me over and over again isn’t that wonderful? When you love me the most, I’ll reveal who I am, and you’ll find it easier to accept, right?

Yu Chen tilted her head to look at Shi Xingrao, her beautiful, cool eyes filled with anticipation and an indescribable tenderness that made one’s heart flutter inexplicably.

This was a path Shi Xingrao had never imagined. It seemed her wife was even more adept at playing these games than she was.

“Although.”

Shi Xingrao turned to look at the woman. Although the earlier words were all nonsense, what was her wife trying to say?

“Why so nervous?” Yu Chen gently pinched Shi Xingrao’s fingers. “It doesn’t matter if Mangmang isn’t strong enough. Mangmang can be the pillow princess.”

Shi Xingrao: “…”

No, it’s not that she couldn’t do it, really, it wasn’t that she couldn’t.

“Listen to me, it’s not that I can’t, I really can. I was just considering your feelings, okay? I just thought we shouldn’t rush things,” Shi Xingrao explained earnestly.

“Alright, I’ll believe whatever you say,” Yu Chen pretended to soothe her. “Let’s not do anything too strenuous. We can just cuddle. I’m happy just kissing you too.”

Shi Xingrao felt provoked. The more Yu Chen tried to comfort her, the more Shi Xingrao felt she was being doubted.

Grabbing the woman by the waist, Shi Xingrao kissed the back of her neck. “If your waist hurts later, don’t blame me, Master God Sister.”

A slight curve lifted the corner of Yu Chen’s lips. This little puppy was sometimes too easy to trick, but who could resist teasing her?

As Shi Xingrao was about to leave, Yu Chen asked again, “Will you come back after finishing your mission?”

Shi Xingrao: “…”

The woman lay on the bed, revealing a mix of snow-white skin and red marks on her back. Her eyes shimmered with emotion, filled with both anticipation and a hint of pleading, as if worried Shi Xingrao wouldn’t return. Every gesture struck right at Shi Xingrao’s soft spot, making her feel like the woman was a little enchantress sent to disrupt her focus.

Even though Shi Xingrao was the one working for her, this woman still went out of her way to distract her. She was the one doing the work, and yet she was also the one being seduced.

Shi Xingrao pouted, “Do you think this is right?”

Yu Chen blinked, looking utterly innocent. “Is it wrong? Is it wrong for me to miss you?”

Shi Xingrao: “…”

She’s going to be the death of me.

With a soft sigh, Shi Xingrao dutifully turned back and tucked the woman in. “Aren’t you cold? Can you please cover yourself properly?”

Yu Chen: “…”

She wasn’t really cold she just wanted to tempt Shi Xingrao a little.

Feeling reluctant, Yu Chen spoke in a soft, pleading tone, “Hug”

The woman was acting coquettish. Even though it had only been one night, she seemed to have grown much more familiar with Shi Xingrao, as if certain that Shi Xingrao wouldn’t let go. She couldn’t help but act spoiled, couldn’t resist wanting to cuddle.

How could Shi Xingrao resist when such a beauty asked for a hug? In the end, she held the woman in her arms and asked softly, “Does your waist hurt? Do you want me to massage it for you?”

Yu Chen slowly blinked her eyes and nodded pitifully, as if blaming Shi Xingrao for deliberately tormenting her the night before.

Shi Xingrao: “…”

The one who said she couldn’t do it was the person in her arms, and the one blaming her for being rough was also the person in her arms.

But Shi Xingrao couldn’t help blinking she was quite happy about it, to be honest.

“I’ll come see you again after I finish my mission. Be good.”

After taking two steps, Shi Xingrao suddenly turned back, reached out to pat Yu Chen’s head, and repeated seriously, “Be good. Leave the Quick Transmigration Bureau’s performance to me. I’ll earn money to take care of you.”

This time, Shi Xingrao really left.

Watching Shi Xingrao’s hurried figure as she left for work, the smile on Yu Chen’s lips grew wider and wider. She’s just too adorable, like a cat going out to hunt for its mate, patting her head before leaving.

Yu Chen rested her chin on her hand, lost in thought.

Is this what it feels like to date Shi Xingrao?

Why does it feel like dating her fragments isn’t as satisfying as dating her in person?

How was she feeling more and more fond of Shi Xingrao? Thinking of their intimate moments at night, Yu Chen’s usually cool eyes held a hint of delight.

Why hadn’t she known before that being in love could feel this wonderful?

She wondered how Shi Xingrao would react during the upcoming review would she still think of her as a pitiful little thing?

“Host, you’re finally out? You’ve been in the Main God’s space for a full day and night, I was worried something might have happened to you.”

Shi Xingrao responded somewhat distractedly, “Nothing happened.”

After leaving the Main God’s space, Shi Xingrao grew increasingly unsettled. The obsession was too intense, more overwhelming than anything she had ever felt for anyone else, even more than what she had experienced with her sister.

It felt as though something was luring her forward. She repeatedly reflected on herself, wanting to stop, but that temptation kept pulling her in. In the end, everything spiraled out of control, progressing in a direction she couldn’t rein in.

She didn’t even know the Main God’s name yet.

If she were to go by the woman’s reasoning, perhaps she only liked a part of her specifically, Lin Shuangran. But now, she was certain: she did like Lin Shuangran, but she definitely preferred the whole, the woman pieced together from countless fragments.

The woman was undoubtedly the kind where the whole was greater than the sum of her parts. Shi Xingrao would love every facet of her, and it was even easier to fall for the entirety formed by all those fragments.

A faint smile tugged at Shi Xingrao’s lips. She liked Lin Shuangran, and she also liked Lin Yi well, perhaps a little less for the fragment that was Lin Yi. She liked Shen Yishu too, though she hadn’t developed any feelings for Shen Yun yet. But she really liked the Main God.

Shi Xingrao blinked and asked, “Duoduo, what do you think your Main God is like?”

“Gentle but distant,” Cat Ears replied, then added, “But I’ve only seen the Main God once. I was born in the Main God’s space, and ever since I gained consciousness, I was assigned to be a system.”

Unable to resist gossiping, Cat Ears asked, “Sister Rao, what do you think the Main God is like?”

Shi Xingrao’s lips curled into a smile. “Clingly.”

Cat Ears: “?”

Shi Xingrao had been in a good mood, but as soon as she returned to the small world, her obsession began to fade slightly, and she started to feel like she had been tricked by the Main God.

Tricked thoroughly, to the point where not even her bones remained.

At first, it was the innocent, pitiable little white flower that made her heart ache. Then, in bed, she became a gentle, alluring, and understanding beauty. And just as Shi Xingrao was about to leave, she turned into a pitiful, longing “wife-waiting stone,” making her almost too intoxicated by the tenderness to leave.

If she didn’t think too deeply, Shi Xingrao would only feel obsessed obsessed to the power of 10086.

But now, upon careful reflection, Shi Xingrao’s face darkened like coal. Well, well, well every step had been a carefully laid trap. And she had fallen for it, hook, line, and sinker.

Why did she feel so angry? She really wanted to storm back into the Main God’s space and bully the woman again.

Forget it she couldn’t go back for now. She might as well take it out on her fragments. Serves her right for digging her own grave.

Shi Xingrao asked Cat Ears, “What is Shen Yishu doing now? Has her corruption value stopped rising these past few days?”

Cat Ears replied, “Shen Yishu has been working these days. The corruption value dropped that day, but it occasionally fluctuates. Sometimes, when she gets really angry, it spikes quite sharply.”

Shi Xingrao lazily lifted her eyelids. “Quite the emotional range.”

The fragments were just as emotionally rich as the original.

Thinking of this, Shi Xingrao recalled her own experience of being tricked. “Your Main God should go into acting. If she did, she’d definitely win an award for Best Actress.”

Cat Ears: “?”

Shi Xingrao picked up her phone, typed out a message, and after confirming it, sent it to Shen Yishu.

[Shi Xingrao: Auntie, aren’t you coming to see Raorao anymore?]