Fell In Love With My Older Sister’s Friend - Chapter 101

Xu Luzhi felt that Lin Qingyue was becoming increasingly clingy.

When she went to class, Lin Qingyue would stay in the room recuperating from her injuries. If Xu Luzhi came back even a little late, she would be greeted by the woman’s resentful gaze and a sweet, overflowing embrace.

Even though her injuries hadn’t healed, she was constantly pestering Xu Luzhi to do “that thing,” as if she had tasted something exquisite and irresistible. She released herself under Xu Luzhi’s hands again and again, even looking at her with eyes full of affection.

Xu Luzhi couldn’t quite handle such enthusiasm and could only try to bring all her coursework home. Fortunately, the room was equipped with a high end desktop computer, which was barely sufficient for her needs.

When she was typing code at the keyboard, Lin Qingyue would pull up a chair and sit next to her, constantly rubbing against her. Every move and smile was an act of seduction.

This made Xu Luzhi’s heart race. After typing only a couple of lines, she would have to turn around and give Lin Qingyue a kiss, only then would the woman smile contentedly, her peach blossom eyes sparkling, as if her scheme had finally succeeded.

However, Xu Luzhi hardened her heart and set a rule for Lin Qingyue a maximum of twice a week.

Lin Qingyue pouted, looking over with dewy, tearful eyes, her face a picture of grievance: “Why?”

She immediately lifted her hands to start undressing, wanting to prove that her injuries had healed much better.

Xu Luzhi pressed her hands down, attempting to reason seriously: “Ahem, excessive indulgence is not good for the wound’s recovery.”

She gently encircled Lin Qingyue with some heartache: “Whose fault is it that you got hurt?”

Kisses rained down, nibbling on Lin Qingyue’s lips. Xu Luzhi held her tightly: “Silly older sister, why didn’t you run?”

Or why didn’t she act sooner? Why did she have to sustain such a serious injury, worrying her to death?

She didn’t know if it would leave a scar. She didn’t mind, but her older sister, who was so fond of beauty, would surely be upset.

Lin Qingyue snorted, looking a bit angry: “I wanted to run.”

The next second, she softened, her peach blossom eyes filled with a shattered, hazy look: “But if I had, then… I wouldn’t get to see you, little Zhizhi.”

If the injury hadn’t been severe enough, it wouldn’t count as self-defense.

If she had been injured less, Xu Luzhi would only have been able to visit her in prison.

Xu Luzhi sighed, her heart instantly melting into a puddle. After a long pause, she just whispered softly: “Next time… no matter what happens, tell me, okay?”

She showed Lin Qingyue her projects, her awards, and her bank balance. Lin Qingyue wasn’t interested in any of it, but Xu Luzhi insisted on explaining each one to her.

Finally, the young woman said solemnly: “Sister, I can support you now, and I will work even harder in the future, so please trust me, okay?”

Don’t treat me like a child anymore. Don’t keep doing dangerous things behind my back. Don’t suddenly bring up breaking up.

She would be very heartbroken too.

Lin Qingyue caught the hint of sadness in Xu Luzhi’s eyes and immediately panicked.

In all the days since they reunited, Xu Luzhi hadn’t mentioned the sadness or worry from the breakup at all. She had been completely focused on taking care of Lin Qingyue’s emotions, so much so that she had even forgotten that her girlfriend could also be sad.

Although her original intention was to protect the other person, wasn’t this also a sign of her not trusting Xu Luzhi?

A pang shot through Lin Qingyue’s heart. She actively leaned in, pressing a kiss to the corner of Xu Luzhi’s mouth, then went further, planting a firm kiss on her soft, jelly-like lips.

“I trust you,” Lin Qingyue murmured lowly.

The moment she saw the tattoo on Xu Luzhi’s neck, she completely trusted her. Burning under such steadfast love, how could she possibly run away again?

That was why she was so eager to have a deeper connection with Xu Luzhi.

She already had nothing left, only her pure body.

Filthy blood flowed within her, but under Xu Luzhi’s fingertips, it seemed to have become clean.

She wanted to give everything she had to Xu Luzhi.

Lin Qingyue cupped Xu Luzhi’s face and kissed her again and again, promising: “I won’t worry little Zhizhi again.”

“My sister is so good,” Xu Luzhi rewarded her with a kiss in return, then got up to bring a small bowl of soup from the kitchen: “Sister, it’s time for today’s soup.”

“Again?” Lin Qingyue stared resentfully at the soup bowl in front of her. It contained deer antler, a great tonic, absolutely high quality. Logically, there was nothing to complain about.

But her internal fire was already raging. Drinking such a potent tonic every day, sharing a bed with Xu Luzhi at night, made her unbearably hot.

While Xu Luzhi was asleep, she had repeatedly rubbed against her hands and legs, even wishing she could pleasure herself.

The result was that Xu Luzhi discovered her and firmly insisted on sleeping in separate rooms, only coming over to say goodnight every day, while the door remained tightly shut the rest of the time.

It was as if she were guarding against a thief, with the polite excuse being to let Lin Qingyue recover properly.

She lowered her head and took a sip. The broth was delicious and warm, instantly soothing her organs. Xu Luzhi’s cooking was truly unmatched.

Especially since, in order to help her recover, Xu Luzhi had taught herself a lot about traditional Chinese medicine, constantly changing the types of herbal decoctions and soups she made, deliberately trying to turn Lin Qingyue into a walking medicine cabinet.

Since arriving in the capital, Lin Qingyue had gained a full three pounds more than before. Her cheeks were rosy like peach blossoms, and a certain part of her body had developed even larger.

It was all Xu Luzhi’s fault.

Xu Luzhi sat next to her, watching her drink the soup. After she finished, she still had to wash the dishes. Although various chores were handled by smart appliances, Xu Luzhi insisted on taking care of all the housework, not allowing Lin Qingyue to lift a finger.

Lin Qingyue stayed in the apartment every day, her ten fingers untouched by worldly affairs, being meticulously cared for, living an uncharacteristically leisurely life.

The only work she was allowed to do was picking Xu Luzhi up from school in the evening. She was forbidden from going if Xu Luzhi had evening classes, for fear it was too dangerous.

Lin Qingyue closed her eyes, drank the soup in the bowl in one go, chewed the meat, and pushed the bowl towards the front, saying in a delicate, childish voice: “I’m done.”

Her eyes were bright, like a toddler asking for a reward.

“My sister is so good.” Xu Luzhi carefully wiped her mouth, kissed her forehead, went to the kitchen to wash the bowl and pot, and then came back to sit with her.

Looking at the young woman’s gentle and delighted eyes, Lin Qingyue was still not used to such selfless doting. She stood up: “I… I need to change my dressing.”

“I’ll change it for you, Sister,” Xu Luzhi said, gently hugging Lin Qingyue from behind, volunteering eagerly.

Lin Qingyue shook her head: “It’s very ugly.”

She didn’t know if it would leave a scar, but it certainly wouldn’t look good.

She didn’t want Xu Luzhi to see it.

“It’s not ugly,” Xu Luzhi said seriously. “It’s a symbol of you leaving that place.”

Legend has it that Hell has tortures, and to leave Purgatory, one must endure various trials. Only those who withstand them are qualified to ascend to Heaven.

Lin Qingyue smiled sweetly and murmured, “You always know how to sweet talk.”

This was her first time having her dressing changed, so she was a bit nervous, unsure how bad it would look.

Xu Luzhi helped her unwrap the gauze and bandages, gazing at her back, but remained silent for a long time.

Lin Qingyue grew anxious: “What’s wrong? Is it very ugly? Did it scare you?”

Her voice trembled, sounding very dejected: “I told you I could do it myself.”

Xu Luzhi shook her head vigorously. After a moment, she remembered Lin Qingyue couldn’t see and switched to speaking: “No, it’s not.”

Lin Qingyue’s back was severely injured, but fortunately, they were mostly flesh wounds. The beer bottle fragments had pierced quite deeply, and some torn flesh was exposed. After treatment, it looked quite gruesome, startling to look at.

Xu Luzhi tentatively extended a finger, wanting to gently touch Lin Qingyue’s back, stopping just one centimeter away, unable to bring herself to touch it.

She thought about how much pain her sister must have been in when she was injured.

And how much heartache she must have felt when she broke up with her, holding onto the hope of a final farewell.

What were her feelings when she was alone in Weicheng? What was she feeling when she saw Zhao Ru confessing to her?

Xu Luzhi silently shed tears. After a long while, she applied the medicine. Her vision blurred with tears, but her movements were steady and incredibly gentle, as she carefully avoided hurting Lin Qingyue.

She had bought the best medicine, said to leave no scars.

After re-wrapping the gauze and bandages, Lin Qingyue turned around and saw that Xu Luzhi’s face was covered in tear streaks.

She guessed what happened but still dismissed it lightly: “Why are you crying?”

Lin Qingyue was still in the mood to joke: “Is it really that ugly?”

Xu Luzhi didn’t answer, just silently opened her arms, motioning for a hug.

Lin Qingyue quickly pulled her into an embrace, pressing Xu Luzhi’s head against her chest. Only when she inhaled the familiar scent of milk did Xu Luzhi quiet down.

Lin Qingyue knelt on the bed, hugging the girl tightly: “Stop crying, little Zhizhi, big sister is here.”

Big sister won’t leave you again.

“Sister…” Xu Luzhi sobbed, her tears splashing onto Lin Qingyue’s chest, hot, “I feel so useless.”

She had tried so hard, so hard, yet she still couldn’t give Lin Qingyue stability, forcing her to take such huge risks, almost leading to her complete ruin.

“How could that be?” Lin Qingyue stroked the young girl’s hair and sighed softly. “Our little Zhizhi is very capable. It’s big sister who is at fault.”

It was her tragic family background that led to this series of events, almost dragging Xu Luzhi down with her.

Xu Luzhi shook her head stubbornly: “If I were more capable, I could have solved it for Sister.”

“Silly girl,” Lin Qingyue shook her head and smiled. “I don’t want you to solve it for me. My own matters should be handled by myself.”

“Our little Zhizhi only needs to live happily and joyfully every day, okay?”

Xu Luzhi started crying even harder, and after a long pause, she whispered softly: “I don’t want that.”

“Lin Qingyue, I am determined to be involved in your life, determined that you’ll feel indebted to me, determined that you will never be able to leave me behind.” Her dark intentions were completely exposed to the sunlight, but Xu Luzhi showed no fear.

Her voice hoarse, she spoke word by word, like an angel’s chant mixed with a demon’s whisper: “Lin Qingyue, don’t even think about shaking me off in this lifetime.”

Even if they fall into the abyss, even if they are shattered to pieces, she wanted to be with Lin Qingyue, to live and die together, pursuing each other until death.

Lin Qingyue was momentarily stunned. This seemed to be the first time she had seen Xu Luzhi’s dark side.

Behind the pure white, flawless gardenia flower was a cage forged of gold, a side of obsessive madness.

But this version of Xu Luzhi, she actually liked even more, loved it so much.

How she wished she could be chosen with such unwavering resolve, no matter in what form.

“Okay,” Lin Qingyue said with a smile. “Then I’ll follow you.”

She had no home; Xu Luzhi was her home. Wherever Xu Luzhi went, she would follow.

Never running again.

Xu Luzhi didn’t answer, but instead kissed her fiercely and passionately. As Lin Qingyue pressed her down, she clearly saw the intense eagerness that had been suppressed in her eyes for so long.

An eagerness that was anything but obedient, as if she wanted to swallow her whole.

Matching this obsession, Lin Qingyue was sent to a peak again and again. At the very end, she arched high, and Xu Luzhi’s hands were a mess.

Then the woman turned around, smiling charmingly, looking exceptionally captivating.