You Are the Star I Cannot Touch - Chapter 51

Chapter 51: Want To try?

“You can eat now,” Gong Yutong placed four dishes and one soup in front of her.

“I want you to feed me,” Mu Yan leaned into her arms, her voice soft and whiny, laced with a hint of coquetry.

“Feed?” Gong Yutong looked at her, smiling meaningfully, “Feed with what? A spoon? My mouth?”

Mu Yan looked at Gong Yutong’s thin red lips, lips she wanted to kiss every day, lips that felt so good to kiss.

“That’s not impossible,” she whispered, a little anticipation in her eyes.

“Okay,” she took a mouthful of soup, leaned in and kissed her lips, feeding all of it to her, not forgetting to take advantage.

“Does it taste good?”

“It tastes good.”

“Is the soup delicious, or am I better?” Her voice was low, filled with endless temptation, her gaze both tender and extremely suggestive. Her hand stroked Mu Yan’s lips, “Which is better?”

Mu Yan looked at her, her soul long since captivated, completely lost. She was seeing her so flirtatious for the first time, and for a moment, she couldn’t give any answer.

“Which is better?” she asked again, with great patience.

“You are better,” she said, then felt quite embarrassed, her ears turning pink as she buried herself in Gong Yutong’s arms.

“Where am I better?” She pulled her out of her embrace, pinching her chin to look at her, “Where?”

Mu Yan looked at her, unable to avoid her gaze, she just looked at her. She couldn’t stand her being so teasing, and felt like she wanted to die on the spot.

“Since you can’t say it, how about we experience it slowly later and talk about it then?” she continued to ask her, her hand touching her waist, her fingertips drawing circles lightly on the soft flesh of her waist.

Mu Yan’s breathing became ragged, very ragged. She couldn’t stand her treating her like this, and a mist gathered in her eyes, “Baby, I beg you, stop tormenting me. I can’t take it.”

“You can’t take it now? Then what about later?” Her lips were pressed against Mu Yan’s but didn’t move.

Mu Yan dared not move either; their lips were pressed together like that, and her body was tightly strung.

Gong Yutong moved away, and Mu Yan let out a sigh of relief.

“Where is it good? Want to try it later?” she asked again.

Mu Yan knew deeply that if she didn’t give an answer today, Gong Yutong wouldn’t let her go. She had to steel herself and say, “Everything is good.”

“Everything is good, but where specifically is it good? Want to try it?” she continued to ask her.

Mu Yan’s body felt weak in her arms, her breathing very erratic. “Want to try?” If she tried, would she die on the spot? The former Gong Yutong wasn’t like this, but the current Gong Yutong was truly… she was afraid she couldn’t handle it, but she was also a little expectant.

“Yes,” her lips parted slightly as she answered her question.

“Ah! I forgot you have an injury. I was a bit rough last night, so we won’t try it tonight.”

Mu Yan finally experienced what it felt like to have a basin of cold water poured over her head.

“Gong ‘Old Dog,’ are you playing with me?” Not only was she provoked into a fiery state, but she was also enraged.

“Calling me names?” she looked at her, her eyes full of menace, “You called me names before because I wasn’t with you. Now that we are together, you still call me names, Mu Xiaoyan, you’re really bold,” she hooked her chin.

Mu Yan prepared to speak, but her lips were blocked. This time, it wasn’t gentle at all; it was rough, domineering, extremely aggressive, and had a hint of punishment. It didn’t give her time to breathe; a strong sense of suffocation swept over her. She struggled, thinking, “I’m going to die, I’ll be kissed to death.” She couldn’t stand it, she couldn’t handle it. In the future, it’s best not to provoke her. She can’t afford to.

Gong Yutong let go of her and looked at her.

Mu Yan finally came back to life, gasping for fresh air. “It’s too scary.” The next second, her lips were blocked again.

Mu Yan, “…” This time it was quite gentle, but it was a gentleness that made her want to cry.

In the end, Mu Yan was kissed until she cried. Gong Yutong let go of her, and she looked at her with teary eyes, covering her own mouth, afraid she would kiss her again.

This was the first time she knew that a kiss could be deadly, a feeling of both fire and ice.

“Still going to curse? If it weren’t for your injury, you would probably be in bed right now.”

“No,” she shook her head vigorously. Her tongue was completely numb, her lips burned painfully, and she nearly went to see the King of Hell. This person was truly terrifying.

“Eat,” Gong Yutong returned to her gentle self, “It’s good that everything is still warm.”

Now she felt worried looking at the food; she didn’t know if she could taste anything. She picked up her chopsticks and ate the dishes.

“Still feeling wronged?” Gong Yutong looked at her with a hint of a smile, “Weren’t you quite enthusiastic when you were cursing me?”

“I… was wrong.”

“Will you dare to do it again in the future?”

“No.”

“You still want to have a next time?”

“Never again.” Once was enough; she didn’t want to be tormented anymore.

Gong Yutong looked at her; she was very obedient at this moment. She used to be quite obedient, but this person was only soft and compliant in front of her.

“Aren’t you hungry?” Mu Yan looked at her, wondering why she kept staring at her. Could it be that she didn’t look good when crying? She didn’t wear makeup, so it shouldn’t be the case.

“Not hungry.”

“Then what if you don’t eat now and get hungry later?”

“There’s something readily available right in front of my eyes.”

Mu Yan, “… You are a hooligan.”

Gong Yutong pinched her face, got up and went out. A moment later, she returned with a bouquet of flowers in her hand.

“Here,” she handed the flowers to her.

Mu Yan looked at the roses, “You… are giving me flowers? What holiday is today?” She remembered today was a very ordinary day, and she wouldn’t miss any holiday.

“What’s wrong? Why must it be a holiday to give them? Wouldn’t you like me to give you flowers every day and celebrate Valentine’s Day every day?”

She had never given Mu Yan flowers; it had always been Mu Yan giving them. Now she wanted to reverse it and give them to her. Ten years had passed; it was time to make up for the ten years of neglecting her.

“Okay, thank you, Baby.” Mu Yan sniffed them, “These flowers smell like you; you picked them yourself.”

“No, I grew them.”

Mu Yan, “… You… You… grew them.”

“Can you stop being so surprised? You have an injury,” Gong Yutong pressed down on her excited body. “I started growing them after you gave me your first flower, thinking that one day I could give the ones I grew myself to you. Thankfully, I was able to give them to you; they weren’t at this villa.”

“You… Why are you so good to me?” Mu Yan reached out and hugged her, “You loving me is something even Gu Xizhi and Tang Xiaowan don’t know.”

“Mm.”

“I still had Yue’er to accompany and comfort me, but you… Baby, every time I think of those ten years, my heart aches for you. Your love had to be hidden. I truly can’t imagine how much resolve it took for you to push me away again and again, reject me, and then protect me.”

Gong Yutong stroked her head, “It’s all in the past; it’s not important. The future is what matters. Are you full?”

“Mm.”

Gong Yutong picked her up, carried her upstairs, and placed her on the bed. She changed the dressing on her foot and then handed her a card.

“This… for me?” Mu Yan looked at the card; if she gave it, it must contain a lot of money.

“Mm, one month’s allowance, fifty million. Ask me for more if it’s not enough, but you are not allowed to take any more assassination orders. I can afford to support you. Disband your assassin organization.”

“Okay.” She knew Gong Yutong was afraid she would encounter danger, and she would protect herself well so Gong Yutong wouldn’t worry. “Can I go to work? I can go to a hospital or a police station.”

“Wait for a while, not now. If my family finds out, I need to stabilize them and take care of things before you go. So, will you go to the hospital or the police station?”