The Mad/Beautiful Movie Queen Heard My Inner Voice After Losing Her Memory - Chapter 20

Chapter 20

“Use… use your hand?!”

Yu Guiyao panicked immediately. Her hand instinctively tried to pull away, but Fu Wenchen grabbed her collar, preventing her from leaving. The actress furrowed her brows and said, “What? Are you scared?”

The moment she blinked, tears fell from her eyes. Her lips were slightly swollen, making her look incredibly pitiable.

Yu Guiyao’s heart skipped a beat. She quickly replied, “What would I be scared of?”

“I just think it’s too fast. Didn’t you say we’re just ‘trying’? Even trying should have stages, right? It shouldn’t get to this point so quickly…”

She trailed off, her heart beating too fast and her throat feeling parched. Ultimately, she didn’t want to lose her final line of defense just for money.

But Fu Wenchen leaned in and kissed her again. Their moist, soft lips touched. Her breathing remained chaotic, and her eyes were watery as she whispered, “To ‘try,’ we have to first see if our… sexual life is compatible…”

Yu Guiyao was stunned. Is that even a thing?

Even so, she still felt it was too fast. Sex should be a natural progression when feelings reach a certain point. She had already agreed to try dating and kissing for the money; she couldn’t bring herself to do something even more intrusive.

Her cheeks were burning. Just as she was about to find another excuse to refuse, Fu Wenchen stroked the mole on her neck, kissed the corner of her mouth, and whispered, “I know what you’re worried about. You just think it’s too fast…”

“But… but is this the kind of thing one can just endure?”

Before Yu Guiyao knew it, her hand had been seized and guided downward. Before she could react, her fingertips touched that layer of soaked fabric. Her reflexes kicked in, and she yanked her hand back as if she had been burned.

At the touch, Fu Wenchen shuddered. She leaned heavily into Yu Guiyao’s embrace, her fingers tracing the girl’s collarbone as she said softly, “What about you? Aren’t you having a reaction too?”

“One shouldn’t suppress their feelings; it’s bad for the health…”

Each word felt like a feather tickling her heart. Yu Guiyao stood there stiffly for a long while before uttering a lie: “I… I’m not…”

Fu Wenchen suddenly reached out and covered Yu Guiyao’s mouth. Her eyes shimmered with a self-mocking light. “Fine, I won’t force you. Besides, your hand is injured; it wouldn’t be easy to do…”

“But just because you aren’t feeling it doesn’t mean I should have to endure it, right?” She looked at Yu Guiyao piteously and whispered, “The thirty minutes can’t be a second short. Go get your ‘little toy’ and let it help me…”

“That should be fine, right?”

She looked at Yu Guiyao with a frown, as if this were her ultimate compromise.

Yu Guiyao’s face was red. Something felt off. How did this turn into using a “toy”? Couldn’t they just… try normally?

Then, a realization hit her. Is the Movie Queen so empty and lonely from her unrequited love that she’s deliberately letting herself go with me? Is she trying to use this to forget those feelings?

She looked down at Fu Wenchen. Seeing those tear-filled eyes, her heart softened. When Fu Wenchen acted spoiled and whined, “Go get it quickly~”, Yu Guiyao’s head began to spin. She instinctively followed orders, left the bathroom, and headed upstairs.

Once she was gone, Fu Wenchen let out a breath of relief. She propped herself up on her weak legs, stepped onto the floor, and stripped off the soaked pajama shorts and the drenched panties.

Her shirt hem barely covered the tops of her thighs. Droplets of moisture slid down her legs. She wiped them, then put the underwear in the wash. The desire in her body hadn’t faded one bit.

Yes, she was empty. She was losing her mind. She couldn’t wait any longer; she wanted to do it with this person, no matter the method…

Fu Wenchen’s gaze grew dark. She picked up Yu Guiyao’s pajamas, her face flushed, and took a deep, lingering scent of the girl’s lingering fragrance.

Upstairs, Yu Guiyao crouched by her drawer, feeling lost. Come to think of it, she seemed to be led by the nose by Fu Wenchen. She felt like she was walking into a trap, yet she couldn’t say why—whenever she saw that pitiful look, she couldn’t help but agree to whatever the woman asked.

Including the toy.

In broad daylight, she was going to bring her toy to the bathroom for her? Wasn’t that shameful? They had known each other for less than a day! This is madness.

Despite her thoughts, she dejectedly selected a cylindrical, vibrating toy and headed out. After two steps, she remembered something and went back to grab fresh underwear and pajama pants. How can she be so sensitive? Just a few minutes of kissing and even the outer pajamas were soaked through.

Blushing, she grabbed some disinfecting spray and left the room.

Entering the bathroom, she saw Fu Wenchen crouching on the floor washing her clothes. Her legs were slender and white, and she was facing the door wearing nothing but the shirt.

Yu Guiyao quickly closed the door and instinctively hid the toy behind her back. Instead, she handed over the fresh clothes and asked, “Are you feeling better? The feeling should be gone by now, right…?”

Fu Wenchen stood up and began unbuttoning her shirt as she walked toward her.

Yu Guiyao’s ears turned red. she quickly turned her head away. “Put your pants on first. As for that thirty-minute kiss, let’s just say I owe you, or pretend I regretted it. Let’s not do this…”

Her back was against the door. Fu Wenchen pressed closer, her lips curling into a slight smile. She reached behind Yu Guiyao and pulled her hand out, looking at the object she was holding. “You clearly brought it, yet you’re trying to lie to me?”

“Besides, do you think that feeling fades so easily? I’m still feeling very uncomfortable~” She leaned into Yu Guiyao’s chest, resting her face on her shoulder and wrapping her arms around her waist. “If you didn’t want to try, you shouldn’t have tacitly agreed at the start. Now that you’ve provoked me, are you going to abandon me again?”

“No, of course not…”

Yu Guiyao’s heart skipped a beat. She hadn’t even received the 500,000 yuan monthly salary yet. And Fu Wenchen looked so pitiful—she already suffered from unrequited love; Yu Guiyao didn’t want to make her sadder. Besides, that 95% Blackening Value could fluctuate at any time…

Just as she finished that thought, Fu Wenchen grabbed the toy from her hand and said considerately, “I’ll put it in myself. I don’t need your help, and your hand shouldn’t get wet. So, you just need to fulfill that thirty-minute kiss…”

She sounded surprisingly thoughtful. If you ignored the fact that she was snatching a toy that made one’s face burn.

The heat in Yu Guiyao’s face never dropped. Seeing the woman turn around and bow her head as if to insert it, she hurriedly handed over the spray. “Disinfect it…”

“You do it for me~” Fu Wenchen handed the item back. Her face was stained with a rouge-like flush. When she looked up, the allure in her eyes made Yu Guiyao’s heart race.

The object was an oval pillar, carved with patterns. At the bottom was a cotton string for easy retrieval. Yu Guiyao quickly disinfected it, then thought of an excuse. “I almost forgot—I’ve used this before!”

“You definitely wouldn’t want to use something someone else has used, right?”

She tried to take it back. She was certain a Movie Queen like Fu Wenchen wouldn’t settle for “second-hand” items.

But to her surprise, Fu Wenchen bit her lip and snatched the disinfected toy back, looking shy. “Mmm, let’s try it. Since you’ve used it, it must be quite good…”

Yu Guiyao: “…”

She turned even redder, especially when she heard the buzzing sound start. Fu Wenchen had turned it on. The oval pillar was vibrating frantically.

Yu Guiyao’s heart hammered like a drum. She turned her head away, not daring to look, but Fu Wenchen turned around, stood on her tiptoes, and hooked her arms around Yu Guiyao’s neck. Her entire body leaned into the girl’s embrace, as if she couldn’t stand on her own. Her voice was strained with longing: “I’ve… I’ve set it. Kiss me…”

So fast? Earlier she said it was dry and difficult, and now she did it in seconds?

The buzzing sound in her ears was like a blender mixing juice. Yu Guiyao’s cheeks were scorched. As if hearing her thoughts, Fu Wenchen explained, “Because… it’s very slippery…”

Yu Guiyao couldn’t help but look down at her. The woman’s eyes were swimming with tears, and her breathing was ragged. She yanked Yu Guiyao’s collar and panted, “Kiss me, or I won’t be able to take it…”

In that instant, with her heart thumping, Yu Guiyao didn’t know what she was thinking, only that she was burning up. She stared at those scarlet lips, remembered the feeling of the previous kiss, and her throat bobbed.

The next second, Yu Guiyao wrapped her arms around the woman’s waist and decided to go for it. It was just a thirty-minute kiss, right? Besides, they had already done a few minutes; there were only twenty-five left.

She lowered her head, supported the back of the woman’s neck, and kissed her fiercely.

Fu Wenchen clung to her neck. The moment the kiss landed, her body shuddered, and a surge of transparent fluid slid down to her ankles. The pillar was vibrating too strongly. Perhaps because the other had used it, she felt her senses were heightened. Her spine was tingling, and her whole body was shaking.

Yu Guiyao started with a shallow taste, but when she heard Fu Wenchen’s involuntary low moans, her mind snapped. She pushed her tongue through the woman’s teeth.

In that moment, Fu Wenchen’s tongue immediately entwined with hers. Her legs were shaking. Every time their tongues touched, waves of numbness washed over them. Yu Guiyao drank in the moisture from her mouth, her tongue sweeping through the interior, captivated by the sweetness.

Fu Wenchen couldn’t keep up. Silver strands of saliva slid from the corners of her mouth and down her neck. Her legs gave out. The loud sounds of sucking and the buzzing of the toy filled the air. A pool of water had already formed at their feet, as if the floor were leaking.

She couldn’t breathe. Her lips were numb. She could only gasp for air during the brief moments Yu Guiyao licked the corners of her mouth before being kissed again.

“Hold me… carry me up there…”

Fu Wenchen began to hate the machine; it was buzzing incessantly but couldn’t relieve the ache in her body. She wanted—needed—to be truly filled. She asked to be carried to the sink counter.

Yu Guiyao instinctively lifted her by the hips. Fu Wenchen’s slender legs immediately hooked around her waist. As she placed her on the counter, Yu Guiyao’s fingers touched a puddle of water. It was slippery. She knew what it was. Her face was scarlet, yet for some reason, she wouldn’t let go of Fu Wenchen’s lips.

They panted against each other, heads tilting to find better angles, tongues entwined in a desperate, messy struggle. Then Yu Guiyao heard Fu Wenchen’s trembling moan. The woman was crying.

“The setting is too high… it hurts… I can’t adjust it… I don’t know how…”

The sobbing made Yu Guiyao’s heart melt. She knew if the setting was too high and it kept grinding, the woman could get hurt. She reached out. At that moment, she wasn’t thinking of anything else but turning it down.

Her fingertips first touched something warm and soft. The buzzing combined with the sound of splashing water made her body flush. She poked at the pillar, her fingers feeling submerged in warm water and wrapped in something soft. Pushing slightly further, she finally reached the base of the pillar.

The switch was at the bottom. She pressed it, but in doing so, she pushed the entire toy deeper inside.

Fu Wenchen was shaking violently. Yu Guiyao’s finger was now partially inside the channel. The woman’s eyes were dark with hidden intensity. She hugged the girl’s neck tightly, swaying gently. Between kisses, she acted spoiled: “No… it feels like it’s higher now… it hurts so much…”

She shifted her hips, and a wave of fluid drowned Yu Guiyao’s fingertips.

Yu Guiyao was sweating profusely. She panicked. If this cheap toy hurts the Movie Queen, it’ll be a disaster! She became more focused, poking at the base of the pillar to find the off switch, but it was too slippery. She ended up pushing the pillar all the way to the end of the channel.

“Ah! It hurts!”

Feeling half of the girl’s finger inside her, Fu Wenchen’s body shook incessantly. She seemed truly hurt, clinging to Yu Guiyao’s neck, her face flushed as she cried out.

“Waaaah… stop… take it out!”

As she cried out, her legs twitched. A large amount of transparent fluid sprayed onto the counter, flowing out like an open tap. Yu Guiyao was drenched in cold sweat.

Dammit! If this thing hurts my golden patron, I’m throwing it away! She frantically felt for the retrieval string, but couldn’t find it. Every time she touched the area, Fu Wenchen shuddered.

“Hurry… hurry up!”

“Ahhh, it hurts!”

Fu Wenchen trembled as the water continued to flow. It was an incredibly erotic scene, but Yu Guiyao was scared to death.

Crap, crap! Where is the string? Is it stuck inside and won’t come out?!