The Cruel Beast’s Desire - Chapter 19

A sharp pain erupted in the depths that had allowed an intrusion after a long time.

Her body, recognizing the rough and hot presence touching her innermost flesh, instinctively tried to push the intruder away.

A languid sensation spread faintly with the movement beyond her control.

As she moved more intensely, contracting and pressing as if not to miss the small budding sensation, the languidly spreading sensation grew in size.

Hayeon’s eyes closed involuntarily at the dizzying sensation of the strangely rising heat.

“Ah, heuk.”

Even biting her lip tightly, strange sounds leaked out uncontrollably.

Perhaps the intrusion was not easy, as he retreated and then roughly pushed back in, touching deep spots. Her head was thrown back, buried in the soft pillow.

“Kang Hayeon… open your eyes.”

She didn’t have the energy to answer his command. She shook her head, biting her lip, but it didn’t work on Yoonjae.

“Look straight. See who I am.”

Something welled up from deep within her chest.

Moisture gathered in her eyes with a stinging pain, but Hayeon slowly lifted her eyelids and looked at the man whose body was tightly intertwined with hers.

In contrast to the hot thing inside her, his gaze was so cold. A hollow wind blew in her heart.

It wasn’t that she had expected anything.

Just as she wasn’t Kang Hayeon, who had passionately loved him seven years ago, he wasn’t Seo Yoonjae from that time either.

Tae Yoonjae.

All she could see was Tae Yoonjae. Yet, she felt like she couldn’t see him.

Their touching bodies were hot, but the gazes they exchanged were as cold as their hearts. The hollow wind blowing deep within her heart calmed down. The place where the wind had subsided was gradually covered with cold ice.

Even the dizzying pleasure that was spreading hotter and hotter could not melt this ice.

“Euh-heut.”

He started to move his hips again, slowly increasing the speed. She could no longer endure the rising heat by biting her lip.

She licked her dry lips, parched with heat, but strangely, she felt thirsty. The thirst grew as Yoonjae penetrated deeper.

A splashing friction sound was heard from their bodies, intertwined without a gap. A sticky water sound was mixed between the sounds of flesh hitting flesh.

“Ha-euk.”

Strange sounds burst out roughly, hiccupping. The raw, unadorned sounds were not only coming from Hayeon’s mouth.

From between his smooth, sculpted lips, he was also emitting the sound of a low, rough growl, like a beast.

Along with a breath that was too hot.

Even as her vision shook more and more violently, she could see Yoonjae clearly. His gaze, so cold, was too similar to someone else’s.

Agassi.

There were swimming pools for her all over the house, and people who worried about her. Yet, it was a house where not a trace of the woman could be found.

The woman who had poured out anger and ridicule with a bright smile and a sharp voice while looking at her was in Yoonjae’s eyes, of all places.

‘Kang Hayeon? Yeah… she does look a lot like me. So that’s why Yoonjae played with her for a while.’

The bright smile was mockery. Even at the moment when the shrill voice dug into her ear, Hayeon had believed in Yoonjae.

‘Listen carefully, kid. You’re just a substitute for me.’

The shrill voice echoing in her head made her too dizzy. She was confused whether it was her heart or just her body that was shaking so much that she felt nauseous.

Hayeon hugged the man who had penetrated deep inside her. She clung desperately, like someone who didn’t want to fall.

Yoonjae was the only one who could stop this maddening nausea right now.

“Hold me… tighter.”

So that the hot pleasure that started from where their bodies touched would completely fill her head.

Please, so she could escape from this torment.

“So I can’t think of anything… please.”

Even if it was Tae Yoonjae, not Seo Yoonjae, he would listen, right?

She wrapped her legs around his waist so tightly that the bed shook. It didn’t take long to be captured by the intense pleasure.

Her whole body ached. She closed her parched lips and swallowed dry saliva, her throat stinging.

As her consciousness became clearer, the pain Hayeon felt also increased.

“Heueu, eu-eung.”

She only stirred her body a little, but a groan came out involuntarily. She lifted her heavy eyelids, but the sunlight filling the room was so bright that she closed her eyes again.

“Haa.”

Hayeon sighed in relief at the fact that she was lying alone in bed. But soon, she sighed again at the humiliation that washed over her.

“This is really… crazy.”

Her voice was cracked, perhaps because she had screamed raw moans all night.

“Like an animal…”

She endured the groans that erupted every time she moved her body and vented all her anger by cursing Yoonjae, the culprit of all this.

She barely managed to get up, and when she saw the crumpled sheets, the traces of the intense lovemaking that had continued until dawn were all too blatant.

Hayeon gathered her clothes on her aching body, thinking that she should clean it up quickly before the person in charge of cleaning this house came.

Only after roughly changing the sheets and going to the laundry room could Hayeon take a breath. She desperately wanted to wash the sweat off her body from moving so urgently.

She went into the bathroom, took off all her clothes, and as soon as she stood in front of the mirror, a ridiculous laugh burst out.

“Crazy… haa.”

Curses against the man who had left so many red marks all over her body, using it as a canvas, also burst out.

“He didn’t used to do this… did he develop a new taste? I can’t swim today…”

Hayeon couldn’t continue speaking and closed her lips because of the memory that suddenly came to mind.

Since they were both swimmers, they had to wear swimsuits every day. They used the shower room with other athletes and had to be conscious of other people’s gazes in the women’s locker room every time.

If Hayeon had entered the locker room with these marks all over her body, everyone would have whispered.

It was obvious that the whispering would not end there and would quickly spread throughout the swimming team. Furthermore, rumors could spread throughout the national training center that she was an athlete with a lot of hickeys on her body.

At first, Hayeon had strongly refused, and later, Yoonjae had been more careful.

Looking at the marks he had left so densely, as if making up for what he had held back at that time, Hayeon took a long breath and turned on the shower.

After showering with hot water, it became a little easier to move her stiff body. She gathered her clothes, put them on, and roughly dried her hair and tied it up.

Someone had left food on the table while she was washing, but she had no appetite at all.

She still felt like her body was swaying back and forth, and she felt nauseous. Hayeon took out bottled water from the refrigerator and drank it.

Being buried in silence, she even missed the chatter of Madam Lee, whom she had met only a few days ago. And the memories that kept popping up unnecessarily tormented Hayeon every second.

Yoonjae, who had pushed Hayeon until she was completely exhausted, turned his back and left as if his business was over.

Looking at his solid back, which never turned around, Hayeon hugged the sheets and swallowed the tears that were about to burst out, and fell asleep exhausted.

She had expected that there would be none of the Yoonjae she knew, and even though she had prepared for everything, it was much harder than she had thought.

There were many things to rethink due to the faster progress than initially planned.

Since coming to Yoonjae’s house, there was plenty of time left over. There was also a lot of time to think, but instead of being neatly organized and reaching a conclusion, it felt like she was just going around in circles.

-Rrrrrrrr

Breaking the long silence, the phone rang loudly.

It wasn’t a number she had saved, but the last digits were too familiar.

“Hello.”

[Hello, this is the head nurse at the Han River Hospital blood donation center.]

It had only been about ten days since Hayeon had donated blood.

“Yes, what’s the matter?”

[Yes, well… about the blood you stored last time. I was wondering if you could donate it one more time.]

Unlike last time, she couldn’t answer easily. From now on, she had to donate blood for the person Yoonjae, not Hayeon, was trying to protect.

It was the last time for herself.

[Last time, that child was a little sick in the morning. I shouldn’t be saying this carelessly… the child got better after receiving Kang Hayeon’s blood, but suddenly got worse. Fortunately, it stabilized…]

If she remembered correctly, she had said that the child didn’t have a mother. Hayeon hesitated for a moment, but it was also the last blood to save someone else.

From now on, it would be a blood donation only for one person.

“Excuse me, head nurse.”

[Yes, Kang Hayeon-nim. Is there anything else you’re curious about?]

“If that child receives a transfusion this time… will they be okay?”

It was a somewhat strange question.

[Yes, they will get much better.]

It seemed that she wanted to hear this answer.

She wanted to believe it because it was what the hospital, which doesn’t guarantee anything when it comes to sick patients, was saying.

“Please transfuse it to that child.”

[Really? Thank you, thank you so much. We will leave a record of the verbal consent. Please sign it when you come next time.]

“And, head nurse…”

Hayeon also knew that she was very strange today.

[Yes, please speak.]

“To that child…”

[Do you have anything you want to say?]

Wasn’t it a word she had taken out for no reason? A moment of hesitation flashed through her mind. But she hadn’t seen her face directly, and she wanted to say this much.

“Please tell them to be healthy.”

[Yes, I will definitely tell them. I will tell them that the person who transfused the blood told them to be healthy.]

“Definitely.”

Strangely, she felt like warm water was flowing in her chest.

The call had ended a long time ago, but Hayeon couldn’t put down the phone in her hand.

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