Perfect Possession - Episode 10
Seo-yeon knew she had to get away from him, but her body wouldn’t move as her mind willed. The woman’s desire, which she thought had withered and crumbled, was stirring again inside her, and she couldn’t bear it.
She wouldn’t have cared if these feelings had disappeared without a trace. Right now, she was out of her mind with worry for her child, who she didn’t even know where they were. Yet, when she touched Jae-hoon, the forgotten sensations revived with frightening intensity.
“Jae-hoon, let me go.”
Seo-yeon whispered.
“I hated the smell so much. Even though I was outside with that woman, the cheap perfume and alcohol smell made my head explode. Isn’t it strange? I’m sensitive to smells, but now that I think about it, I never disliked your smell from the beginning.”
‘Do not wear perfume, always maintain a clean appearance, and be especially careful not to have any odor.’ This was the top sentence among the conditions for becoming the vice president’s secretary.
While she was his secretary, Seo-yeon prioritized that above all else, and after becoming his woman, her odorless body was soon dyed with the scent he liked.
The smell and the desire were all given to her by Jae-hoon. Seo-yeon had no defense against Jae-hoon. Every time a strange excitement was transmitted, she felt like a madwoman and wanted to scream.
“Don’t do this.”
“There were times when I thought I should break you into small pieces and drink you up when I met you.”
“…I don’t want to hear those words.”
“You only wanted to hear what you wanted to hear?”
Jae-hoon’s nose touched the back of her neck. At the sound of him inhaling, ‘Hoo-ah,’ Seo-yeon was paralyzed as if her whole body was numb. When his hot lips touched her skin, Seo-yeon was startled and struggled.
“Don’t do this. I’m… Ugh.”
Her mouth, about to say, ‘I think I’ll become a crazy woman if I touch you…’ was blocked with a short gasp.
Following the sensation of his lips pressing down and sucking, her lower abdomen met his hard muscles. As a hot heat spread throughout her body in an instant, Seo-yeon hit his shoulder to push him away.
But soon, a fierce kiss swallowed her up. Her lower lip was chewed on, and then deeply sucked. The tip of his tongue, which had entered her throat, strongly pressed down on her breath and rubbed against the roof of her mouth.
She couldn’t move because he was holding her face with both hands. As if out of his mind, he tilted her face back, deeply inhaled her breath, and drank in the sweetness. Jae-hoon, who was swallowing even Seo-yeon’s moans, sucked her lips hard.
A violent kiss that felt painful. As if angry that she hadn’t told him she was pregnant, his kiss felt like a punishment to her, beyond being fierce. The more she tried to escape, the deeper the kiss became.
The hands that had been holding both sides of her face groped down her back, then grabbed her buttocks and pulled her closer. Because of that, something hard touched her leg. He stimulated Seo-yeon as his own without waiting.
Seo-yeon couldn’t bear it and bit Jae-hoon’s lip. But he didn’t stop the kiss or the act. The deeper the kiss, the more it tasted like blood. She knew that Jae-hoon’s lips were injured.
Even so, Jae-hoon poured out a fierce kiss that didn’t even allow her to breathe. Every time the tip of his tongue moved, a lewd sound filled the living room, making her want to cut off her ears.
Her legs were shaking, and her heart was expanding weakly, making her feel like her body would explode. With a flowing sensation, she let go of all her senses. She couldn’t forgive herself for feeling it.
Suddenly, the kiss stopped. When he fell away, Seo-yeon barely supported herself on her legs. Her chest heaved unsightly, so she pressed her chest and grabbed the hem of her clothes.
But Jae-hoon’s breathing wasn’t even disturbed. Seo-yeon, who had been looking down, closed her eyes tightly when she saw that the front of his pants was about to burst.
“I’m going to meet that woman named Jung-won tomorrow. Get some rest, even if it’s just a little.”
Seo-yeon knew that Jae-hoon was staring at her intently, but she didn’t raise her face. Even after he left the living room without a word, she stood there for a while. She let out a breath she had been holding in and collapsed.
Seo-yeon roughly rubbed her lips at the lingering sensation of the kiss that was still vividly present. No matter how much she rubbed, she still felt his tongue wandering around every corner. His stimulation remained vividly in a place that she was too ashamed to mention.
Seo-yeon jumped up, ran to her room, and opened the bathroom door. She turned on the water and wiped her lips and mouth.
It wasn’t because his kiss was dirty, but because she was dirty. She was dirty and ugly for not doing her job properly as a mother and being aroused by Jae-hoon’s kiss.
She didn’t even think about turning off the water and slumped to the floor. When her wet blouse stuck to her body, she took off her clothes like crazy and threw them on the floor.
Why did he kiss her? Even if the breakup was a misunderstanding, even if he hated her for not telling him she was pregnant, why did he kiss her? Seo-yeon couldn’t find a reason why he, who must be blaming her for not being qualified as a mother, kissed her with an aroused body.
She returned to the bedroom and looked down at the neatly made bed. Perhaps last night was the first time in the past year that she had slept in a proper bed. But she didn’t think she could do that today.
Whether the cold water had an effect, the sensation of the kiss had faded a little. She curled up on the sheet, trying not to think about what had just happened.
Jae-hoon’s words, telling her to get some rest, even if it was just a little, came to her mind, and Seo-yeon smiled bitterly. To think that the words he threw out casually after such a kiss were to get some rest. She wanted to cry, but she couldn’t.
Seo-yeon closed her eyes. She couldn’t go crazy or die until she found her child. She wanted to stop thinking for even a few minutes.
As the sound of the clock hands moving somewhere in the room penetrated her dazed mind, Seo-yeon counted the sound like an instinct. If she counted like that, dawn would come before she knew it.
“Tae-yul, I’m sorry… I’ll cry only today.”
As soon as she finished whispering, tears flowed incessantly from her tightly closed eyes and soaked into the pillow.
Seo-yeon checked her appearance again before leaving the room. Her face was without makeup, and her hair was tied back in a single ponytail near her neck.
As yesterday, she wore comfortable pants and a shirt that were easy to move in. She looked to see if her eyes looked bloodshot. She didn’t want anyone to know she had been crying.
She forgot about yesterday and focused her mind. It was true that she had passed her burden onto Jae-hoon, so she didn’t want to hold him back at least.
“I’ll definitely be able to find out some news today. I’ll be able to meet him soon.”
Seo-yeon repeated to herself as if casting a spell, took a slow breath, and opened the door. Jae-hoon, who was ready, was waiting.
She wasn’t surprised. He had never sent Seo-yeon to the front door alone. Wherever she went, he always waited in front of the door for her to come out.
“Did you sleep?”
“Yes.”
She hadn’t slept a wink, but she didn’t tell the truth. His eyes shone sharply, but he didn’t say anything more about it.
“The woman I met yesterday is coming from Changwon. We’re going to wait at the station.”
“Let’s go so we’re not late.”
When Seo-yeon saw Jae-hoon, she remembered what had happened yesterday, but she strongly sealed it in her mind. She decided to only think about being able to meet Tae-yul. She didn’t want to be distracted by the two of them anymore.
“We won’t be late.”
When they went out to the parking lot, there was another car parked there.
“Did everyone get some rest?”
Sung-joon, who was talking to Hyun-shik, quickly approached, wondering if it was the car he had come in.
“What’s going on from the morning?”
“Hyung, can I talk to you for a second?”
Jae-hoon stared at Sung-joon intently, then turned his gaze to Seo-yeon.
“Go to the car first.”
“Yes. See you soon, Sung-joon.”
Seo-yeon answered briefly and greeted Sung-joon.
“I’m sure you’ll be able to find him today.”
“Thank you.”
Seo-yeon was grateful because she felt that the words were sincere. She glanced at Jae-hoon once and got into the car first.
Sung-joon opened his mouth as soon as Seo-yeon got into the car.
“My aunt called me.”
“Why did your mother?”
“She said she couldn’t reach you while you were on a business trip. She told me to go to Hyung’s house. You didn’t block your aunt’s calls, did you?”
After learning that Mi-ryung was the one who had given the money, Jae-hoon blocked her calls. He had to postpone the problem with Mi-ryung until he found Tae-yul.
Otherwise, he thought she would hold her responsible not only for breaking up with Seo-yeon but also for losing her son.
Moreover, he didn’t want Seo-yeon, who was psychologically unstable, to be bothered by calls from Mi-ryung. She would be calling almost every day.
“You didn’t block her, did you?”
Sung-joon sighed briefly when Jae-hoon didn’t say anything.
“That’s why she thinks you didn’t go on a business trip and went into hiding. I have a feeling she thinks it’s because of the blind date you had with Seo Mina a few days ago. Call her once without Seo-yeon knowing. Otherwise, she might come barging in herself.”
“I’ll take care of it. You just make up a rough schedule while you’re on a business trip and make excuses.”
“That’s not difficult, but… okay. I’ll make excuses for the company somehow.”
“Go back.”
“If I’m late, even I’ll be suspected.”
Jae-hoon patted Sung-joon’s shoulder a few times and headed to the car.
“Hyung.”
Jae-hoon turned around.
“There will definitely be good news today. Cheer up.”
Jae-hoon had kept Sung-joon, who was born as the son of a concubine but was bright and clever, by his side, setting aside his other cousins. He had never regretted that choice.
“You.”
He replied with a faint smile and got into the car.
“What’s wrong?”
Even in the car, Seo-yeon only watched Jae-hoon’s expression as he talked to Sung-joon. Her heart grew heavy when his face darkened with anger for a moment.
The fact that he had a conversation with Sung-joon alone meant that it wasn’t about Tae-yul’s problem. It would be either a company or family matter. Even though she said she didn’t want to know and didn’t need to know, she couldn’t help but speak when he sat next to her.
“I blocked my mother’s number.”
“What? Are you crazy?”
She raised her voice at the unexpected words.
“Crazy? I feel like shit when you say that.”