My Clingy Fiancée Is Forcing Me to Marry Her Again - Chapter 35.2
Perhaps it was the variety of topics and the number of characters involved in such a short time that gave her this illusion.
Looking at the time the video ended, her heart suddenly felt empty.
It was just like the time before when she had watched Guan Xiaoyu drive away from her doorstep, leaving her facing the empty street, where an inexplicable sense of loss unexpectedly crept into her heart.
Furthermore, Guan Xiaoyu didn’t send any more messages after the chat ended.
This wasn’t quite in line with the “clingy fiancée’s” usual style.
If a bug flew into Li Fangge’s eye, the usual beautiful flower would at least ask, Is Elder Sister Li okay? or something similar.
But the expected concern didn’t arrive as scheduled, intensifying the feeling of emptiness in her heart.
Staring at the chat interface with her clingy fiancée, Li Fangge suddenly wanted to say something first.
This feeling was so novel. She didn’t usually have such a strong desire to talk, nor did she have high expectations of others.
And yet, Guan Xiaoyu had, in a short time, broken her habits. She not only made Li Fangge have special expectations of her but also repeatedly touched her heart.
“Shouldn’t you go to sleep? It’s getting late—”
The message was halfway typed. Such an ordinary sentence looked like a desperate attempt to make conversation.
If they were an established couple, this would be another way to express longing for the other person—
Li Fangge paused. She wasn’t sure how to define her relationship with Guan Xiaoyu right now.
From Guan Xiaoyu’s perspective, their relationship was crystal clear.
But for Li Fangge, her feelings, while based on genuine affection, were mixed with motives that weren’t entirely pure.
So, when she realized she had feelings for Guan Xiaoyu that went beyond the ordinary, she would self-doubt. Even though Guan Xiaoyu was her type, this self-doubt would occasionally resurface to torment her, making her feel guilty for potentially betraying Guan Xiaoyu’s profound affection and profaning a relationship she deeply respected by having ulterior motives.
In the end, the message was deleted.
She put the phone back on the bedside table and picked up the poetry collection, but she couldn’t read a single word. The neatly arranged characters seemed to transform into strange, utterly unfamiliar symbols in her moistened eyes.
There were clearly no Guan Xiaoyu pheromones in the room, yet she felt the familiar, refreshing scent of orange blossoms wrapped around the tip of her nose, along with that sweet, delicate aroma that she couldn’t seem to shake—
“Elder Sister Li, there are some things I’m tired of saying,”
“Do you think our conversation just ended?”
“If I don’t ask, were you not planning to take the initiative to tell me how your eye is?”
“Elder Sister couldn’t possibly not know I’ve been waiting for your message, right?”
“I’m so disappointed.”
Guan Xiaoyu’s accusatory messages came one after another, making Li Fangge’s phone buzz.
Looking at these messages, she felt both happy and guilty. She could have been more proactive, but she lost confidence and the courage to push forward actively due to self-doubt.
“I’m fine.”
“It’s time to sleep.” She deliberately made her message brief.
It was as if saying one more word would expose the fact that she, too, was waiting for Guan Xiaoyu’s message.
Compared to Guan Xiaoyu’s directness, her caution and hesitation made her despise herself.
“Sigh, I asked so many questions, but Elder Sister Li only answered one.”
“Hurt. Sad.”
“I don’t want to sleep yet. Can Elder Sister sing me a song?”
Guan Xiaoyu’s messages were fast and numerous.
“Sing now? It’s too late. Maybe another day.”
“Always ‘another day.’ I don’t know how long I’ll have to wait for the things Elder Sister promises me.”
“You make it sound like Elder Sister is always flaking on you.”
“While I can’t quite put it that way, Elder Sister Li, do you know this? For some things, waiting too long reduces the joy by half. No, it reduces it even more.”
“What things have you been waiting for too long?”
“Getting married, dates, Elder Sister singing for me, things like that.”
Looking at the message,
Li Fangge couldn’t help but laugh out loud. Guan Xiaoyu really knows how to slip in a marriage proposal at every opportunity.
She dared to say that in the beautiful flower’s sentence, the most important two words were “getting married.”
The other things couldn’t happen tonight, but singing, well, that was easy.
She pressed the voice message button and began to sing without hesitation.
In the past, she mostly sang out of passion and to people who liked her music.
But now, she was singing to the person who liked her, and whom she liked.
Consequently, the emotion injected into the song naturally became deeper. Because she was happy, her voice sounded even more radiant, sounding like a beautiful dream that could make everyone happy, like a magnificent shooting star cutting through the night sky, like an innocent moon climbing over the mountains, dispelling the darkness—
The voice message was sent, but there was no response from the other side.
While waiting, Li Fangge subconsciously played the song she had just sung.
It did sound a bit different. In what way?
As she listened, she finally realized: it was probably because the song was full of Guan Xiaoyu’s presence, and full of her own expectations and happiness for Guan Xiaoyu.
“Elder Sister Li, please tell me, if I fall asleep listening to your song, can I dream of you? If I dream of Elder Sister, can we finally be together? I don’t want this, but the reality is—Heaven made me meet Elder Sister Li, so why must it test us like this?”
“Why are you suddenly so sentimental?”
Li Fangge felt a wave of romantic emotion herself.
But Guan Xiaoyu’s was a thousand, ten thousand times more intense. Every word she spoke seemed to hide a thousand, ten thousand love confessions.
This made Li Fangge sober up.
“Elder Sister Li, why are you asking me why? Of course, it’s because of Elder Sister’s song.”
“I think the things that can’t happen in reality should be possible in dreams, right?”
“Guan Xiaoyu, what exactly are you trying to say?”
Li Fangge felt her flustered tone sounded like a young girl who had just been teased.
She instantly felt incredibly embarrassed and wanted to retract the message, but she was afraid Guan Xiaoyu would see through her blatant attempt to cover up.
So, she simply decided to ignore her own message.
“Sigh, I really want Elder Sister to kiss me.”
“I truly love Elder Sister’s scent. I really want Elder Sister to kiss me all day, not doing anything else, just kissing. And not just my mouth; I want kisses on my forehead, my eyes, my eyebrows, my nose, then my mouth, and then my chin—”
“Of course, if Elder Sister wants to kiss other places, I’m very willing.”
“Maybe this is what it means to acquire a taste for something.”
“It’s so annoying not being able to be kissed by Elder Sister. I’m unhappy.”
“I honestly never knew something like this could become addictive so quickly.”
“It’s all Elder Sister Li’s fault. I don’t care; Elder Sister must come into my dreams and kiss me. Kiss me until the end of time, kiss until we can never be separated.”
“Of course, besides kissing,”
“I’ll say this upfront: if Elder Sister wants to do anything to me, I already approve. Elder Sister, please don’t, absolutely do not hold back. Whatever Elder Sister wants to do, I will absolutely, certainly indulge you.”
“Shy emoji times one hundred…”
Li Fangge smiled as she read Guan Xiaoyu’s continuous stream of messages.
As she read, she realized her body was heating up.
It was as if she had been seduced by Guan Xiaoyu. She genuinely wanted to do “this and that” to her.
She had truly not expected that besides being clingy, she was also so flirtatious.
The messages suddenly stopped, and she felt a little disappointed.
“Elder Sister Li, if you don’t say anything, I’ll take it as a yes.”
“Isn’t Elder Sister reading what you’re saying?”
“So, is Elder Sister agreeing?”
“If I don’t agree, will you cry and throw a tantrum?”
“Probably.”
“Then Elder Sister will just have to agree to you.”
“Elder Sister Li, I don’t like you saying it so reluctantly.”
“Good night. Smooch, smooch, smooch!”
“Good night.”
The chat ended.
That feeling of emptiness crept back into Li Fangge’s heart.
She realized that she actually didn’t want to say good night; she wanted to keep chatting with her.
Although she almost didn’t know what else to talk about, her desire to continue talking with Guan Xiaoyu was certain.
In the quiet of the night,
Longing floated in the air, bright and sparkling: Guan Xiaoyu’s charming laugh, her sweet teasing; Guan Xiaoyu’s blinking, her gaze; Guan Xiaoyu’s pounding heartbeat, everything, everything about her…
Whoosh—
Her phone vibrated again.
Li Fangge was startled.
So, Guan Xiaoyu wasn’t asleep yet either. She was thinking about her too.
This confirmed belief swept away the emptiness in Li Fangge’s heart. She was almost certain that she and Guan Xiaoyu had fallen into the garden of love. She felt as if she had been infected by her, becoming clingy and gooey as well.
However, this clinginess was actually quite nice. Thinking about it, Li Fangge really did feel like kissing Guan Xiaoyu. Although she knew that kissing her endlessly was dangerous, what harm could just think about it do!
In their dreams, they had no genetic restrictions, no parental constraints. They were completely free and could do whatever they wanted.
Next time, Li Fangge decided to try.
Not only to kiss the beautiful flower’s mouth but to kiss every other place, one by one.
Odd. Why did her heart beat so much faster just think about it?
Li Fangge smiled as she picked up her phone, but it wasn’t the message she had been expecting from Guan Xiaoyu.
It was a message from her cheap older brother—