I Just Want to be a Throwaway Character - Chapter 105

Chapter 105

“Mmm.”

On a soft, snow-white mattress.

A young girl, curled up in a ball and sleeping soundly, opened her sleepy, mist-filled eyes.

“Huh? This is…”

Ji Wan reached out and gently rubbed her eyes. She slowly opened her eyes wider to look at the familiar yet strange environment.

Why did this cute chandelier look so much like the one in her room?

No, this layout.

Why did it look exactly like her rental apartment?

Did I dream it?

Ji Wan sat up in a daze and patted her fair cheek.

“Hiss, it hurts. It’s real.” Ji Wan thought, feeling the pain on her face.

But shouldn’t she be on a mission? Why was she suddenly back?

“Xiao 1, are you there?” Ji Wan called out tentatively.

For a moment, she suspected that the missions were all just a dream.

And it was gone as soon as she woke up.

“Host! You’re awake!!” The little light ball instantly appeared and spun around Ji Wan, its voice lively.

Hearing this familiar voice, Ji Wan actually felt a hint of joy.

“Why am I here? What about my mission? Is it completed?”

Ji Wan hugged System 111 and asked in confusion.

“Host, congratulations, the mission is completed, so I sent you back.” System 111 explained.

“Is that so…” Although she should have been happy, Ji Wan felt a sense of reluctance.

“Okay, be happy, host. I can still come and play with you often, and your 10 million has been deposited into your account.”

System 111 saw that its host was a little down, so it quickly comforted her.

“Mmm… It’s just that I seem to be going back to living alone again.”

Ji Wan, rubbing Xiao 1’s fluffy light ball, became a little sad.

Although she used to despise System 111 every day, when the day of separation was really approaching.

Ji Wan actually felt a little sad.

“Host, I’ll still be with you now. Don’t be sad.” System 111 tried to coax her.

But it didn’t make Ji Wan feel any better.

Sensing the host’s low mood.

It remembered the main god’s instructions in the system space.

System 111 was a little helpless, not knowing how to comfort Ji Wan.

“Uh… Why hasn’t the main god come yet?” System 111 hoped its main god would just appear and coax its host to feel better.

But its main god told it to stay with Ji Wan for a while and that she would be there soon.

There was no other way. System 111 could only try to distract Ji Wan.

“Host, do you want to know the memories of the previous worlds? I can give them back to you.” System 111 said carefully.

It thought Ji Wan would be very happy.

But…

“Are they very important memories to me?” Ji Wan asked softly, her tone without any extra emotion.

“Yes, host. You used to love those worlds, and the people there…” System 111 hadn’t finished speaking.

Knock, knock, knock. A knock on the door rang out.

“Miss Ji, your package.”

Ji Wan was still wearing the fluffy cat pajamas she had worn before she left.

And only a few hours had passed since she left.

Ji Wan clearly remembered that she hadn’t bought any packages.

She got up in confusion and walked to the door in her cotton slippers.

After Ji Wan signed for it, she received a small, light box.

Ji Wan shook the package.

She confirmed again and again that the courier company had not delivered it to the wrong address.

She also had Xiao 1 check that it was not a prank.

Ji Wan slowly opened the small box.

Until a gilded, jewelry-box-like item appeared.

Ji Wan’s hand paused. For a moment, she didn’t know if she should open it.

“Host, what’s wrong? Open it quickly.” System 111’s voice couldn’t help but show a hint of urgency.

Because it clearly guessed that this was most likely from the main god.

But why didn’t the main god deliver it in person?

“Never mind, Xiao 1. Let’s go for a walk.” Ji Wan casually pushed the small black box onto the coffee table.

She got up and washed up.

She planned to go out for a stroll.

Ji Wan felt that her heart was a little anxious and irritable.

A figure had been lingering in her mind ever since she woke up.

She wanted to see it clearly, but every time she tried to distinguish it.

A sharp pain would come from her mind.

Ji Wan couldn’t help but feel resentful toward that figure.

She didn’t want to think about it.

Ji Wan simply put together a simple outfit for herself.

And then took her keys and walked out.

What Ji Wan didn’t know was that while she was putting on her shoes.

The small box was secretly hidden in the outer pocket of Ji Wan’s windbreaker by System 111.

When Ji Wan woke up, it was already getting dark.

The neon lights of the city had just lit up.

Ji Wan walked aimlessly on the bustling commercial street.

She watched the people coming and going.

Ji Wan’s eyes couldn’t help but show envy, followed by a hint of loneliness.

There were thousands of lights, but it seemed that not one was left on for her.

Ji Wan’s footsteps didn’t stop. She kept walking, not willing to stop.

What Ji Wan didn’t know was that a tall figure was following her closely behind her.

Not too far, not too close.

She finally stopped when she reached a seaside park not far from her home.

There was a coastline here. On weekdays, many couples, old people, and children came to play.

But tonight, perhaps because the weather was getting colder.

There was not a single person on the vast beach.

It was just her again…

She felt the cool sea breeze blowing and watched the tides rise and fall in front of her.

Ji Wan felt a little闷 in her chest.

She looked back at her past life.

Besides being an orphan, she was just an ordinary person who couldn’t be more ordinary.

It seemed that her life had only changed a little after meeting System 111.

“Xiao 1, give me back my memories.” Ji Wan said to System 111.

Her tone did not reveal sadness or joy.

She wanted to know about her past experiences and the people she had met before.

“Okay, host.” System 111 said in Ji Wan’s mind.

In the next second, a large number of memory fragments filled Ji Wan’s mind.

The appearances of five people kept echoing in Ji Wan’s mind.

Scenes of sweetness, joy, or sadness instantly pierced into Ji Wan’s mind.

In the end, they all turned into a single white figure.

This time, Ji Wan didn’t cry out in pain.

She silently gritted her teeth and slowly accepted all the memories.

Who knows how long it had been.

Perhaps the memories were finally accepted.

Ji Wan, who had been standing still, suddenly slowly squatted down.

She hugged her knees and started to cry.

It was a quiet, silent, and pitiful sobbing.

“Ji Wan.” Suddenly, a voice calling Ji Wan’s name softly came from behind her.

Ji Wan’s crying and trembling movements froze. A look of disbelief flashed in her eyes.

The grip on the jacket in her hand tightened.

Before Ji Wan could get up, an arm gently wrapped around Ji Wan’s slender and fragile waist.

And tightly hugged Ji Wan.

“I’m here. I’ve always been here. I’ve always been here…” The person behind her kept whispering lovingly in Ji Wan’s ear.

Repeating words that would make Ji Wan feel at ease.

“Mmm…”

Feeling the warmth of the person behind her and hearing that familiar voice that was engraved in her bones.

Perhaps no longer wanting to hold back, Ji Wan suddenly turned around and threw herself into Wuyan’s arms.

She hugged the person behind her tightly and buried herself in that person’s arms.

She slowly let out her fragile, sobbing sounds.

In the end, the crying couldn’t be stopped no matter what.

Ji Wan’s curled, thick eyelashes were still hanging with water droplets.

The tear stains on the side of her face were heartbreaking.

The two of them changed positions because of Ji Wan’s sudden movement.

Wuyan, following the force of Ji Wan’s pounce.

Carefully protected Ji Wan and sat down on the soft sand behind her.

She gently held Ji Wan, who was crying and sobbing, and gently stroked Ji Wan’s back.

Again and again.

It was as if she was giving all her gentleness to her lover in front of her.

“Be good. Tell me, who am I?” Wuyan gently hugged Ji Wan and whispered in her ear.

She wanted to know. She also wanted to confirm.

Who Ji Wan loved.

Was it Gu Nianqing, Lin Morou, Jiang Zhili, Lu Fanghan, and Huangfu Yue from those worlds?

Or was it the real her?

Even though she knew that these people were all parts of her soul, Wuyan still cared about how Ji Wan’s heart was balanced.

But Ji Wan didn’t reply. She only tightened her grip on Wuyan’s waist, as if she was afraid that she would disappear again.

“Mmm… Wuyan.” Ji Wan’s voice was hoarse from crying.

Her flushed eyes outlined the girl’s perfect beauty.

Her pitiful appearance made Wuyan’s heart ache.

She had wanted to appear a long time ago, even before Ji Wan woke up.

She had been by her side the whole time.

But she was still struggling with which of her she would like more.

She was truly a bastard.

She had already made the girl sad thousands of years ago, and now she still didn’t know how to cherish her.

“Okay, don’t cry anymore, okay?” Wuyan’s fingertips gently wiped away the tears from the corner of Ji Wan’s eyes.

She looked at Ji Wan, who was staring at her blankly, not willing to blink, and tears were still constantly flowing from the corners of her eyes.

Wuyan felt a sharp pain in her heart.

Ji Wan’s nervous appearance now seemed to be her fear of her disappearing again.

“I won’t leave again.”

Wuyan gently kissed the corner of Ji Wan’s eyes.

The night sea breeze brought a surge of vibrant, cold wind.

But at this moment, Ji Wan didn’t feel cold at all.

The moment she saw Wuyan.

Her memories automatically returned, and she also remembered her deepest memories of Wuyan.

She looked at Wuyan, who was exactly the same as before, but her clothes had been changed to modern ones.

Tears couldn’t stop flowing from the corner of Ji Wan’s eyes.

She saw Wuyan again.

She had been looking for her for a long time.

Finally, Wuyan coaxed Ji Wan’s crying to stop.

The two of them finally sat on the empty beach together, watching the waves hit the sand.

Ji Wan was wrapped in Wuyan’s coat, held by Wuyan, and leaning on her shoulder.

Neither of them spoke, but they both enjoyed the warmth of the moment.

“Alright, have you opened the box I gave you?”

Wuyan gently said, rubbing Ji Wan’s soft hair.

“Box?” Ji Wan tilted her head in confusion and looked at Wuyan adorably.

“Little dummy, why are you still as confused as before?” Wuyan poked Ji Wan’s nose laughingly.

She performed a magic trick and made the small box in Ji Wan’s pocket appear and handed it to Ji Wan’s hand.

“How can you still use magic? Didn’t Grandpa Rule say that it’s not allowed to be used outside of the Immortal Realm?”

Ji Wan looked at the box, which should have appeared on her coffee table, in surprise.

She looked around nervously, worried that another danger would appear.

“This world was created by my spiritual power. The rules can only restrain you.”

Wuyan pinched Ji Wan’s smooth cheek and explained.

“Oh.” Ji Wan answered softly.

Wuyan had been so powerful since before. If it weren’t for that change in order, she wouldn’t have been asleep for a thousand years.

Thinking of this, Ji Wan couldn’t help but feel a little frustrated.

She thought of how she was powerless to do anything about everything that Wuyan went through and could only watch Wuyan leave.

Ji Wan couldn’t help but doubt herself. Was it right for Wuyan to be with her?

Sensing that Ji Wan was thinking about those things again.

Wuyan hugged Ji Wan tightly, feeling both angry and amused, and said softly.

“If it weren’t for you, I would never have woken up. The Wuyan now belongs to you.”

With that, Wuyan helped Ji Wan open the small black box.

Only a flash of white light was seen.

A ring made of a rare cloud crystal appeared in front of Ji Wan’s eyes.

But it seemed to be more than that.

Suddenly, Ji Wan’s fingertips hurt. A streak of blood flew up into the air and entered the ring.

Automatically forming a bond.

In an instant, a huge energy wave surged into Ji Wan’s glabella.

And then it quickly subsided.

“This…” A look of disbelief flashed in Ji Wan’s eyes.

She quickly turned her head to look at Wuyan, her small expression a little dazed.

“I used half of my spiritual power and the system space to exchange for the chance to see the world’s prosperity with you. Is that okay?” Wuyan explained with a light smile.

Ji Wan’s pupils suddenly shook.

A mix of complex and moved emotions surged.

Wuyan had actually gone this far for her.

Ji Wan’s lips moved slightly.

Just as she was about to open her mouth to say something, Wuyan gently put the ring on her index finger.

“Alright, it’s useless to regret it now.

You’ve married me five times. This time, I don’t want to settle.

We will never be separated again this time.”

Wuyan smiled. Just as tears were about to fill the corners of Ji Wan’s eyes again.

She gently kissed Ji Wan’s crimson lips.

The moonlight was charming, and the bright moonlight stretched the lovers’ shadows very long.

Reflecting a beautiful painting.