I Heard That I am a HeartBreaker - Chapter 88
Xin Zhu smiled when she heard Qiu Shuang speak. Indeed, her initial thoughts were exactly like that. Whatever Xin Zhu wanted, she had to obtain. This room was something she had started preparing the moment she bought this house in this city.
“Yes, Senior. To be honest, it broke my heart quite a bit. This house was very cheap because it’s a ‘haunted house,’ but I was truly happy when I bought it and discovered it had a basement.”
“And how long do you plan on keeping me here? Do you actually expect me to fall in love with you?”
Qiu Shuang did not believe that a human being with normal logical thinking would fall in love with someone who imprisoned them—unless they were tortured into madness along the way.
If the other party used such methods, it was far too cheap. Qiu Shuang swore that if she were truly forced to be with such a person, it would be nearly impossible for her to develop any genuine feelings.
“To be honest, Senior, I did have that idea at first. I studied a lot of things. I was very anxious. Chen Wanjun is excellent, and Song Ya is very good at pretending. If the strengths of all those people were combined into me alone, would you fall in love with me?”
“It’s just that those people are far too troublesome. You are so outstanding, Senior, and the people who like you are all so influential. If they weren’t fighting among themselves, I might have actually succeeded by now.”
Xin Zhu didn’t have much of a pursuit for those things now, though she occasionally had fantasies. If she had money and power, everything would be much easier. Unfortunately, if they were just ordinary people, Xin Zhu might have found a way to tear them apart. But those people were powerful and influential; almost none of them were ordinary.
“Your ideas are bold. But from a different perspective, if this kind of thing fails, it can cause irreversible consequences to a person’s cranial nerves. Are you treating me as your lab rat or experimental material? To be honest, I thought you would choose to tame me into your slave. After all, from any angle, being crude and straightforward yields the desired results much faster, doesn’t it?”
In less than a month, such an adequate method could turn a person into a dog begging for mercy.
Of course, this came from Qiu Shuang’s purely simple mental calculations. She didn’t know what the other person wanted. If they wanted her body, then the method she described would be very efficient.
After all, if the goal was her body, she was already locked up here. The other person could essentially do whatever they wanted to her.
“I really don’t understand you young people. Honestly, I don’t understand Qi Sijiao either. I even suspect the two of you might have dated, and now you’re treating me like a trophy—as if whoever gets me is living better than their ex.”
“Senior, I must correct one point. Putting me in the same category as that person makes me want to vomit. But it’s normal that you don’t understand. After all, you and I don’t seem to be the same ‘species’—for example, on the issue of who is on top and who is on the bottom sexually.”
Qiu Shuang was shocked when she heard the other woman speak. She really was getting old; she had never even considered such a question. Was this thing still a matter of who was up and who was down? Wasn’t love supposed to be mutual?
“Can this kind of thing even be divided into top and bottom? Is it just a matter of position?”
“In your world, Senior, it seems there are no distinctions. But in the world of people like me and Qi Sijiao, it is very clearly defined. We are both from the same school, and Qi Sijiao is the model student everyone likes. Someone like me will never be as popular as her. She is quite mocking, too; after all, in her eyes, a girl like me should be on the bottom.”
“That sounds truly terrifying.”
Qiu Shuang didn’t understand the things of young people. To be honest, having no sexual experience, her pitiful amount of knowledge was gleaned from various violent or explicit websites that popped up randomly.
In her mind, if you talk about such things, they should be mutual. It couldn’t be one person always on top. And among women, who is it that acts as the “miner” all the time? Do they use those artificial tools?
Qiu Shuang didn’t like that kind of thing. Honestly, she didn’t mean to be prudish; she just felt that if two people were pursuing that kind of thing so intensely, why not just go for a man? At least they were fully automatic and even featured constant temperature heating.
“It seems Senior is very innocent. No wonder you aren’t nervous. This kind of thing apparently involves a ridiculous sense of pride. Although it sounds strange to say, most girls who like girls always try to place themselves in a man’s role. While I don’t want to admit it, the truth is I’ve also been tainted by it—not wanting Senior to have contact with anyone else.”
“To be honest, Senior, it was only after I met you that I understood why some people spend their whole lives entangled in a single problem. If you could give birth to my child, Senior, you would definitely be tied to me forever because of the child, wouldn’t you? That disgusting combination of ‘men and mothers’—that repulsive formula—is actually very effective.”
Hearing Xin Zhu’s words, Qiu Shuang almost died laughing. She felt that Xin Zhu had truly gone a bit mad.
“Your mind is really not clear. If you were a man, I would never allow you to pursue me. The moment you tried, I would tell you to get lost permanently.”
Qiu Shuang felt that liking men was a bit difficult, and to some extent, she seemed to be a very typically ‘traditional’ person. For instance, she only liked beautiful or handsome girls. Although she could appreciate the aesthetics of the opposite sex, she absolutely would never want to be with one.
“Oh, then I am truly honored. To be honest, I was always worried that you liked the type like Qi Sijiao, Senior. After all, someone as colorful as her seems to be exceptionally popular in the market.”
“Oh? What does that mean? Do they all like to open hair salons?”
Hearing this, Xin Zhu burst out laughing.
“To be honest, chatting with you is very pleasant, Senior. The reason I am so steadfast in my love for you is that you don’t seem like any other girl at all. Senior, there is a very peculiar quality about you—you might not have noticed it yourself—this inexplicable thing that draws us to you so strongly.”
Xin Zhu felt she had learned even more. Honestly, in this life, regarding things like emotion, obsession isn’t very worthwhile. Everyone is equal.
Love is not the most important thing in life, but it must be admitted that people still believe in those beautiful love stories.
People believe they will never fall in love with anyone else, yet they naively feel envious of other people’s romances.
“Senior, I don’t mean to discriminate against you. You have remained single and never engage in ambiguity. Perhaps it’s this society that has a problem, making someone like you appear so precious.”
Qiu Shuang roughly understood what the other meant. In other words, as a normal, dedicated, loyal, and non-fickle woman, she made these “playgirls” feel a great sense of security. Because she wouldn’t cheat, she attracted them.
“So, you all treated me as a backup?”
Hearing Qiu Shuang say this, Xin Zhu smiled. She looked at the Senior leaning against the bed and fantasized about what Qiu Shuang would look like wearing beautiful clothes.
“Senior, don’t look at me with those eyes. I really can’t help but want to do something bad. But such wonderful things should be learned after marriage. You are truly the first person who has made me think of getting married.”
“Heh, I feel quite honored then. Tell me, why did you bring me here? You got me a short leave and didn’t even interrupt my homework, so I probably won’t be here for long. And in the short term, you don’t have the ability to completely tame me. As for hypnosis—honestly, I don’t trust you, unless you want a wife who just sits there drooling.”
Seeing Qiu Shuang point out her purpose so directly, Xin Zhu laughed.
“Yes, Senior. I think it’s unfair. You already think I’m a bastard, so how could you only discover my true face? I brought you here originally intending to do some bad things, but now I’ve changed my mind. I want you to see what the faces of your other suitors really look like.”
Hearing Xin Zhu say this, Qiu Shuang roughly understood what was happening.
Since that was the case, there was no need to worry for now. Qiu Shuang currently only wanted to hear from the other’s mouth what kind of ridiculous “faces” these so-called suitors had.
She had thought of countless possibilities in her mind, including many expressions that couldn’t be used, things that walked right on the edge of the law.
“Oh? What bad things did they do? Murder? Arson? Breaking the law? Drug trafficking?”
“Senior, you’re too funny. Although in my eyes they are about the same as those, it hasn’t gone that far. Senior, do you know there is a GPS tracker in your phone?”
Hearing this, the smile on Qiu Shuang’s playful face vanished completely. She looked at the other woman with total seriousness, thinking about who could have done such a thing.
To be able to touch her phone and install it—and such things were expensive—it could only be one of a very small number of people. The scope was as narrow as it could be.
To be honest, this kind of behavior was something she loathed. No matter who it was attributed to, Qiu Shuang was unwilling to accept it. She even hoped the other party was making it up.
“You certainly won’t be able to guess who this person is. Even I couldn’t have imagined it. I think none of us could have guessed it, because the image she leaves for everyone is always so good. Isn’t that right, Lu Chen?”
Hearing that name, Qiu Shuang felt herself freeze in place. She had thought of many, many people. She had even thought of Song Ya or Chen Wanjun.
But she absolutely never expected it to be Lu Chen. How could it be her? Why her? It was fake; it had to be fake.
“Impossible. Don’t lie to me. She couldn’t have done such a thing.”
Xin Zhu hadn’t expected this reaction either. Even though it proved she could affect Qiu Shuang, she felt a surge of jealousy.
In the Senior’s eyes, all of them were essentially potential candidates for elimination. No matter what terrible things they did, the Senior would only be angry—she would never be truly sad. After all, the Senior had already set a very low bar for them.
But this person named Lu Chen—why was the Senior’s first reaction not sadness, but the belief that Xin Zhu was lying?
“Senior, I don’t want to deceive you, but the facts are the facts. Although it sounds unpleasant, according to my investigation, the person who put the tracker in your phone was Lu Chen.”
“I’ve already had someone take the tracker to the neighboring province. Everyone will think you’ve gone on a trip and won’t be able to find you for a while. Honestly, if I wanted to lie to you, I could have made up something much more believable. Just because something seems illogical doesn’t mean it’s a lie. Accept the truth, Senior. The ‘great person’ who radiates light in your eyes seems to have another face entirely.”