I Heard That I am a HeartBreaker - Chapter 14

Qi Sijiao privately considered her looks to be quite good, but from what she observed, she didn’t seem to be the same type as her senior’s ex-girlfriend or so-called first love.

But it didn’t matter. At least from the perspective of their attributes, she could tell that her senior must be the passive one. Although her senior could knock her down with one punch, she definitely wasn’t wrong about the attributes!

How could an insincere woman who claimed to be homophobic but was now begging for forgiveness compete with her? Now the ex-wife sister had packed up and flown abroad, and the first love sister had also been eliminated. So why couldn’t she, Qi Sijiao, fight for her?

Qiu Shuang didn’t know the calculations in the other party’s heart. She only noticed one problem: a few of her clothes seemed to be missing. Could they have been taken by someone else in the laundry room?

But Qiu Shuang didn’t pay attention to it. She was not a person who focused on external appearance or fashion. For Qiu Shuang, clothes just needed to be comfortable, loose, and cozy; fashion was completely a zero-requirement.

To be honest, Qiu Shuang hadn’t noticed this at first. It was only recently, as she started changing and washing clothes more frequently, that she realized some clothes were missing.

Fortunately, the clothes Song Ya bought her were not lost. Song Ya’s clothes were beautiful, but she rarely wore them. On one hand, they were too expensive, and on the other hand, she was only going to class, not a fashion show.

She never considered the possibility of someone stealing her clothes. After all, her clothes were from a platform where things were very cheap if you shared orders. Qiu Shuang thought no one would steal such inexpensive clothes. In the end, this clothing disappearance case could only be attributed to perhaps mixing them up with someone else’s in the laundry room.

“Alas, I have to buy clothes again.”

Lying on the opposite bed, pretending to sleep, Qi Sijiao’s eyelashes trembled. Sometimes, she was truly grateful for her senior’s obtuseness. Otherwise, she felt she would have been driven out from the moment she first entered the dorm and stared at Qiu Shuang with that look.

Thinking about this, Qi Sijiao hugged the small bear in front of her.

Qiu Shuang glanced at the opposite side without thinking too much. She didn’t know why the other party suddenly changed character and brought back a small bear, but it should be the other party’s hobby. Liking dolls or something didn’t seem to be a problem.

However, she would probably never realize that the person lying opposite her was the culprit who stole her clothes, and her poor clothes were tightly stuffed inside the small bear doll.

Qi Sijiao inhaled the scent of the bear in her arms. It was wonderful, entirely her senior’s scent.

She thought she was truly losing control. She really couldn’t help but want to approach the other person, get closer, but everything couldn’t be rushed, or she would definitely scare her senior away.

Qi Sijiao considered herself not a good person. Perhaps she could use certain methods.

With this thought, Qi Sijiao’s mind became active again. She thought a certain insincere sister was a perfect choice.

The other party seemed to be a person who didn’t use their brain much, after all, they didn’t leave themselves any way out.

When she received the provocative text message, Chen Wanjun was just confused. The sender had no name and no registered IP, it must be some kind of side account. When she tried to call back again, the other party was always blocked or the phone was disconnected.

At this moment, Chen Wanjun only regretted that she hadn’t studied computer science back then, so she would know who the cheap person sending these inexplicable photos was.

And it was also a damned self-destructing message; she couldn’t keep it as evidence at all.

The photo was nothing else but Qiu Shuang in deep sleep, with a new red mark on her neck. What was this, a provocation?

Chen Wanjun began to think seriously. As far as she knew, Qiu Shuang did not have a second girlfriend. Shuang Shuang was a very responsible person and would never seamlessly transition to a second person. This meant that a pervert had sneaked into her dorm and taken the photo.

What should she do? Chen Wanjun fell into deep thought.

“Shuang Shuang, I know my suggestion might seem a little abrupt, but I really have a very important matter to discuss with you.”

Looking at Chen Wanjun’s sudden invitation, Qiu Shuang was just confused, but in the end, she went out. She knew Chen Wanjun better than anyone. Chen Wanjun was a person who would go to great lengths for the sake of appearances.

Therefore, the other party would not use these boring excuses, nor would she condescend to deceive people. Although the other party had already lied to her once about her sexual orientation, Qiu Shuang still decided to see what tricks the other party was up to regarding this small matter.

“Is it something very urgent?”

“Qiu Shuang, I suggest you change dorm rooms, or be more careful. There is a pervert in your dorm.”

When Chen Wanjun said this, Qiu Shuang understood what the other party meant. But upon reflection, the junior had not done anything drastic, strictly speaking, except for that inexplicable sleepwalking incident the other day.

Perhaps the other party felt guilty, as for this long time, besides nodding acquaintances or occasionally helping each other bring food, there had been no extreme behavior.

Changing roommates was too much trouble. Qiu Shuang would rather have an anomaly like Qi Sijiao than be randomly assigned a local-flavor lunatic.

“Then what do you think I should do?”

When this was mentioned, Chen Wanjun was a little nervous. She tightly grasped the coffee cup and rubbed it hard twice.

“Or it would be more appropriate for you to move out of the dorm. That would be safer.”

Hearing such advice, Qiu Shuang almost laughed. If she could move out, she would want to move out more than anyone, but the real reason preventing her from moving was that Qiu Shuang currently did not have enough money to pay for off-campus housing.

Moreover, the school’s four-person rooms strictly speaking already met the accommodation needs of many people, especially since only two people were assigned to their dorm.

“That’s a good point, Wanjun, but I simply don’t have the money.”

“I… I have some… I invested in a few stocks and made some money, enough to rent an apartment outside.”

When Qiu Shuang heard the other party’s words, her heart sank like a stone. Sure enough, the other party wanted to use this clumsy excuse to spend time with her.

If it were the old her, she might have been happy and excited about such a thing, but now Qiu Shuang only felt exhaustion. If the other party did this for the sake of so-called face this time, what about next time? When it came time to meet the parents?

Would Chen Wanjun really dare to stand bravely by her side and admit she was a lesbian?

Qiu Shuang thought she wouldn’t. Being with the other person would probably be a continuous hiding, becoming the perpetual roommate and good friend in the other party’s words.

Qiu Shuang felt that she had made a fool of herself once, and that was enough. She couldn’t do it a second time. She didn’t want to live her whole life as someone who couldn’t be seen in the light. Perhaps her sexual orientation was niche, but she wasn’t stealing, robbing, or harming society. She was law-abiding, so why couldn’t she live a happy life according to her own wishes?

“I know what you are trying to do. I will not live under the same roof as you. As I once said, my love for you might offset the harm you caused me during that time, but I don’t have the courage, and I will not fall in love with you a second time.”

“There is no reason to want to have your cake and eat it too. Please take care.”

Chen Wanjun realized that Qiu Shuang did not believe her at all at this moment, but only agreed to see her again out of consideration for their past relationship.

In fact, she also had her own selfish motives. She thought that perhaps through prolonged interaction, Qiu Shuang might fall in love with her again. After all, it seemed easier to fall for someone you had loved before.

And Qiu Shuang hadn’t completely refused to see her, so she still had a little hope, didn’t she?

Chen Wanjun had already investigated Qiu Shuang’s new roommate. Judging by the other party’s behavior, she must also be a lesbian. Lesbians were all dirty and should die. The other party’s mind must be filthy, and who knows what she had secretly done while being with Qiu Shuang during this time.

Dirty lesbians should all die, Chen Wanjun thought, excluding Qiu Shuang from this group, of course.

Chen Wanjun’s first impression of lesbians was her neighbor sister when she was young. The other party was a girl but had short hair, looking like a tomboy. People naturally pointed fingers at a girl who abandoned traditional long hair.

Then, when her partner became a woman, it became the biggest rumor in their alley. In their mouths, they were possessed by demons or had a mental illness.

Chen Wanjun didn’t know what the other party’s outcome was. Perhaps they fled to an unknown future, or perhaps it was the few short screams she heard, and the inexplicably appearing funeral procession.

A seed seemed to sprout: lesbianism was a disease. Until Qiu Shuang bravely expressed her love for her, Chen Wanjun didn’t know what she was thinking. Half of her soul was happy and excited, and half was terrified. She didn’t want to become the mentally ill person people pointed fingers at.

Chen Wanjun thought she was arrogant, despite everyone saying girls were inferior to boys in every way.

So she struggled and fought, always wanting to be number one. They said all kinds of disparaging things, but Chen Wanjun’s spirit of resistance and pursuit never stopped. But at this moment, she fell silent.

She thought she couldn’t bear the scrutiny of the world, so she chose to retreat.

Qiu Shuang did not know the inner conflict the other party was undergoing, but she only understood one thing: she was tired of the other party’s childish tactics. She thought the other party would have some attractive method. To be honest, if it weren’t for this face, someone like this would have long been thrown to the ends of the earth by her.

However, before leaving, Chen Wanjun suddenly grabbed Qiu Shuang’s hand.

“I know you harbor resentment toward me, which is normal, but please be sure to believe what I say. There is a bad person around you right now. Even if you don’t get back with me, I still hope you can be happy.”

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