Transmigrated as a Scum Alpha: Now I Have a Wife via the Heartless Dao - Chapter 13

The overall decoration style of the Yu residence leaned towards simplicity and elegance, which was completely different from the currently popular Oriental retro style, likely influenced by Yu Qishan’s preferences.

Rong Shu’s room, however, was decorated to be warm and comfortable. In addition to the luggage she brought herself, the Yu family had prepared a variety of cute decorations and plush toys, showing that they had put a lot of heart into building a little nest that most Omegas would like.

Unfortunately, when Rong Shu first moved in and was waiting for Yu Qianyan alone in the room, she didn’t spare a single glance for these carefully arranged decorations.

Her legs were weak and she couldn’t stand steadily, so she could only sit on the bed.

Her hands had no strength either, but her fingertips itched intensely. She kept wanting to destroy something to vent the emotions in her heart, so she pulled at the bedsheet over and over, trying to calm down in this way.

But it was useless.

She was simply too excited, so excited that her whole body was trembling.

She couldn’t speak, because the moment she opened her mouth, the abnormal trembling of her voice caused by her excessive excitement would be exposed. Therefore, since discovering the evidence that proved her suspicions, she had remained silent until now, except for that one exclamation she couldn’t help but let out in her excitement.

Whether it was the revenge successfully taken in her past life, or the opportunity for rebirth she had obtained in this one, she had never been this excited. She was so excited that every strand of her hair seemed to be conducting electricity, making her cerebral cortex unprecedentedly active. The past and present, marked with heavy bloodstains, surfaced before her eyes over and over again.

Yu Qianyan, Yu Qianyan!

This Alpha, this woman, had pulled her out of the endless suppression and cold treatment of the Rong family, given her hope for a new life, and then pushed her into endless pain and torment once again, grinding her personality, dignity, and emotions into dust and trampling on them repeatedly.

Yes, Yu Qianyan was the high and mighty daughter of a Duke, the unlucky, fat sheep targeted by Rong Bi and Ning Ting, and the pitiful person whose lifelong happiness was buried by the traps of her enemies. But was Rong Shu not innocent, was she not pitiful, too?

Was she not also someone who lost her innocence, threw away her marriage, was implicated in one conspiracy after another, and became a sacrificial offering that no one cared about and who could never turn things around?

Why then, did she have to bear all the bitter fruit? Why!

Perhaps she was indeed born different from other gentle and submissive Omegas, or perhaps her psyche had become twisted in long-term suffering. To Rong Shu, no matter how much pain Yu Qianyan’s body suffered, she still felt it wasn’t enough, always missing something, so the stifled air in her chest could never be cleared.

After her revenge succeeded in her past life, she tried to find a way to psychological liberation, but until death arrived, she hadn’t found the answer she wanted. She had almost given up.

But who knew that heaven had eyes, not only letting her be reborn, but also sending Yu Qianyan back along with her.

Reviewing all their interactions in this life, Rong Shu was becoming more certain day by day that Yu Qianyan had been reborn, otherwise, she wouldn’t have changed her temperament so drastically and known the future.

Since she could have the opportunity to live again with her memories, there was no reason Yu Qianyan couldn’t. And it was very clear that through the revenge of her past life, she had successfully made Yu Qianyan fear her, which led to the many changes after they started over.

As for that respect and care, she thought it was all Yu Qianyan’s smoke screen, wanting to make her and everyone else believe that she would be a good wife, so as to avoid the fate of being fiercely retaliated against by herself.

Then, could Yu Qianyan tell that she had been reborn too?

Probably not, otherwise with her personality, she would have hidden far away. How would she dare to take her home to live? Was she afraid of not dying fast enough?

Why did Yu Qianyan do all this? Could it be that she wanted to make her fall in love with her?

Rong Shu pondered left and right, and the more she thought, the more stimulating it felt.

That fool Yu Qianyan probably still thought she was that miserable little person who was filled with fear, and that she would fall for her if she treated her a little better.

But if Yu Qianyan could act, couldn’t she do the same? Couldn’t she, in turn, tame Yu Qianyan?

A beautiful, pitiful, gentle, and obedient Omega, but with a resilient character and a clever mind, isn’t that the type Yu Qianyan likes?

In her past life, the Omega Zhu Lanjun, who was pursued by a group of top Alphas, followed that route. If it hadn’t been for her obsession with Zhu Lanjun, Yu Qianyan wouldn’t have forced her to have an abortion and divorce, wanting to make room for the other person.

Since Yu Qianyan wanted such an Omega so much, then she would give it to her!

Rong Shu could guarantee that she would perfectly cater to all of Yu Qianyan’s preferences, customizing the dream Omega she most desired, and making Yu Qianyan fall deeply in love with her.

And then…

Bestow pain upon her, make her lose everything, and let her, amidst the repeated self-doubt, shatter her own independent personality with her own hands, becoming the most obedient dog, unable to leave her even half a step.

No, just this was not enough.

Rong Shu clutched her chest, trying her best to steady her heartbeat, which felt like it was about to jump out of her chest.

She wanted to lock Yu Qianyan in the basement with iron chains. Just as Yu Qianyan had beaten her in the past, she would beat her back.

Break her legs so she wouldn’t run away.

Excise her glands so she wouldn’t try to control her with pheromones again.

Scrape her face to ruin it, so she wouldn’t… forget it, it’s better to keep her face, so she could better please herself.

Just like how Rong Shu had cried and begged Yu Qianyan to spare her life in her past life, she would also make Yu Qianyan crawl at her feet, begging for a little bit of mercy and pity, giving her a little bit of love, so that she could survive in lingering agony.

That’s right, that’s exactly it, this is what she wanted!

Even if Rong Shu was unwilling to admit it, Yu Qianyan had already become the most unique existence in her life.

Even if she hated her to the point of bleeding, there would still be moments when she would inevitably lose her heartbeat for Yu Qianyan, especially facing this seemingly completely different Yu Qianyan. Her numb and empty heart seemed to have been injected with new vitality.

She longed for it, and loathed it. While she was sinking uncontrollably into the small favors that the current Yu Qianyan gave her at will, she was also despising her own base nature of being so starved for love, being entangled in such a whirlpool of pain. How could she let Yu Qianyan off easily?

Thinking she had sorted out the whole truth and the answer, Rong Shu’s throat became dry and hoarse with excitement, and she couldn’t wait to lure Yu Qianyan into her trap.

Therefore, when she heard Yu Qianyan explaining her foresight with a lame excuse, Rong Shu didn’t even use her brain, her whole mind filled with the temptation she was about to unleash on Yu Qianyan.

“Yu Qianyan, you haven’t fallen for me, have you?”

Admit it!

Admit that you have been attracted to me, admit that you will lose your soul for me, with deep love that never stops!

Rong Shu’s eyes were bright, pressing forward step by step, her palms sweating with nervousness, wanting to hear the only answer she wanted.

But the questioned Yu Qianyan was stunned on the spot, confused and lost.

She asked herself that since coming to this world, she had indeed treated Rong Shu with special favor, and would care about and favor her in matters involving her.

But ask herself, is this liking?

She was also very patient with her master, very tolerant of her younger martial sister who loved to act like a baby, had a lot of pity for her second junior brother who had lost his parents since childhood and experienced many hardships, and would also get jealous when her spirit pet, whom she had raised herself, played with other cultivators.

She had felt all these emotions, it’s just that now they were cast on Rong Shu, so is this liking?

No, it’s not.

Yu Qianyan analyzed herself very calmly. These were just natural reactions after she had classified Rong Shu into the category of “her own people,” which had nothing to do with personal romantic love.

She always kept in mind what her master had told her on the first day she entered the Dao. The essence of the “Unfeeling Dao” was not to strip away all of a person’s emotions, but to have the magnanimity to love all living beings and to hold equal care for all living things.

It was the same for Rong Shu, and the same for others.

As for those unexpectedly occurring physiological reactions, they were just the work of pheromones, which had nothing to do with her true heart.

This was not liking, absolutely not.

After smoothing out the logic, Yu Qianyan was finally able to answer Rong Shu with full confidence that she had no AO feelings for Rong Shu.

But the moment she looked up, she bumped into the expectation flashing in Rong Shu’s eyes, her heart burned by the other person’s hot emotions, and she got stuck immediately.

“Say it.”

Rong Shu moved closer to her, almost touching Yu Qianyan’s lips.

Yu Qianyan was forced to lean back, wanting to get away from Rong Shu, but she was terrified to find that with their current posture, unless she fell on her butt and rolled away on the spot, she had no other way to get away without pushing Rong Shu off.

Rong Shu’s patience was gradually running out, her eyes narrowed, and she began to consider whether to force a kiss to force a confession, when she saw Yu Qianyan suddenly fall backward. Her buttocks hit the floor with a loud “bang,” and then she rolled two circles on the ground, climbed up, and flew out of the room like she was escaping.

This method of escape was truly unheard of and unseen.

Rong Shu was shocked into speechlessness, and only after a long time did she look at the place where Yu Qianyan had just fallen, sneering.

“That butt is quite perky, falling with such a loud sound… worthy of being a double-S grade Alpha, truly durable.”

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