Fell In Love With My Older Sister’s Friend - Chapter 92
A sound came from the door it was Xu Luzhi returning.
Lin Qingyue subtly placed the tablet back in its original position and smiled sweetly, “That long?”
Xu Luzhi put down the things in her hand and walked quickly to hug Lin Qingyue, hanging entirely in her embrace, saying softly, “Did big sister miss me?”
Under the light, the young girl looked up at her, her eyes sparkling, and her lips as well.
Lin Qingyue couldn’t help but kiss her, and amidst the lingering caresses, she whispered, “Mmm, I did.”
Although it had only been half an hour, she missed her terribly, feeling like a long, long time had passed.
Or perhaps it was because she knew Xu Luzhi was leaving in another month that she had become especially sentimental.
However, Xu Luzhi seemed intent on hiding this matter, smiling brightly as she invited Lin Qingyue to eat the cake.
She led Lin Qingyue to a very pretty small piece of cake, whole and exquisite, clearly saved especially for her.
Xu Luzhi looked at her eagerly, “Does big sister want to try some?”
Lin Qingyue smiled, “Of course, I have to eat little Zhi Zhi’s birthday cake.”
She picked up the small dish and said sweetly, “How about the birthday girl feeds me?”
When the woman looked up, her peach blossom eyes shimmered with light, making it impossible to refuse any of her requests.
Xu Luzhi’s heart skipped a beat. She dipped a small bit of cream on the fork and gently brushed it on Lin Qingyue’s lip.
A little white spot instantly appeared on the dewy, pomegranate red lip, looking incredibly tempting.
Lin Qingyue lightly extended the tip of her tongue to lick it off, but a little rascal got there first. From a short distance, her tongue skillfully curled and tasted away the little bit of cream Lin Qingyue had managed to get.
Her eyes and brows were filled with a triumphant smile.
“Little rascal,” Lin Qingyue chided lightly, “You owe me cream.”
“Okay,” Xu Luzhi agreed readily, then stuffed a large mouthful of cream into her own mouth and leaned closer.
Lin Qingyue closed her eyes. Where their tongues touched, the sweetness was unbelievably soft, like swallowing a cloud, melting silently in her mouth.
She murmured, “So sweet.”
Perhaps it wasn’t that sweet to begin with, but being fed mouth to mouth like that, it was exceptionally tinged with sweetness, thick like pale yellow honey that wouldn’t dissolve.
Even her heart was adorned with pearl like drops of honey, strung together beautifully, hanging brightly there, a delightful poison she drank willingly.
Lin Qingyue curved her lips and finally picked up the cake herself, intending to taste it properly. Just as she forked up a piece, she suddenly thought of something, “Zhi Zhi, did you make a wish?”
Xu Luzhi blinked slyly, “I made one downstairs, but I didn’t make a wish.”
Lin Qingyue pretended not to know, “Why not?”
It was her eighteenth birthday, something she had looked forward to for so long; she should have made a good wish.
Xu Luzhi shook her head, gazing softly, “Does big sister know my wish from when I was seventeen?”
“No need to know,” Lin Qingyue said, “It’s related to me.”
It was indeed the kind of thing that didn’t require guessing, and facing the young girl’s eager gaze, her heart warmed.
From seventeen to eighteen, Xu Luzhi had kept her entirely in her heart, never forgetting her for a moment.
“Big sister guessed right, there’s a reward.” Xu Luzhi smiled sweetly, leaned in and kissed her, then seemed content, “So, my wish came true, I don’t want to be greedy anymore.”
“This wish, I give to big sister.” Xu Luzhi said solemnly, “I said I wanted big sister to spend my birthday with me. So, my wish is that all of big sister’s wishes can come true.”
She nestled into Lin Qingyue’s arms and didn’t get up, her nose rubbing against her neck, resting against the beating pulse point, feeling endless warmth, and sighing contentedly.
But Lin Qingyue was taken aback, then smiled faintly, “But I don’t seem to have any wishes.”
“You do, there definitely are,” Xu Luzhi said.
“Alright, then I’ll think about it.” She stroked Xu Luzhi’s head, her expression clouded in an angle the other girl couldn’t see.
She did have a wish, but she couldn’t speak of it, and she didn’t want Xu Luzhi to be tainted by even a tiny bit of it.
Lin Qingyue held the little girl in her arms a little tighter and loosely teased her, “You liked me this early?”
“Mmm,” Xu Luzhi admitted frankly, leaning closer, her warmth brushing against her earlobe, “Every night, I’ve been thinking about big sister.”
“Every morning, because of big sister, I have to take another shower.” Xu Luzhi lowered her voice, rubbing intimately against her neck, saying such things without a change in expression or an increased heartbeat.
It was strange; such words coming from Xu Luzhi’s mouth felt refreshing and frank, the natural result of deep affection, not intentional flirtatiousness.
Xu Luzhi noticed Lin Qingyue’s slightly red earlobe, leaned in, lightly bit and licked it gently: “What about big sister, have you ever thought of me?”
Lin Qingyue refused to answer this question.
It was Xu Luzhi’s right to miss her; if she missed Xu Luzhi, it would be perverse.
But Xu Luzhi wouldn’t let up, pestering her, constantly calling out, “Big sister, big sister, big sister, say it”
She held her warm little face in Lin Qingyue’s palm, her large, watery eyes staring at her like the most eager puppy, even her soft sideburns seemed similar: “Doesn’t big sister like Zhi Zhi?”
Lin Qingyue had to admit, “Of course I like you.”
Xu Luzhi smiled contentedly, lowered her head, and licked her palm, wetly, “So big sister has thought of me too, at night…”
Lin Qingyue didn’t understand her leap in logic and instinctively denied it, “No.”
Xu Luzhi widened her eyes, “What did you say? The wind was too loud, I couldn’t hear. Oh~ Big sister said she has, that’s good.”
Lin Qingyue: “…”
Her cheeks flushed from being teased. She truly couldn’t stand Xu Luzhi’s persistent and patient nature, constantly provoking her over the most childish questions, insisting on getting to the bottom of it.
Lin Qingyue took a deep breath and decided to admit it generously, “I have.”
When tormented by this small fire, she wasn’t someone completely detached from desire, so how could she not be moved?
Her body honestly responded, with wetness in her hands under the steaming showerhead.
Because of the young girl’s overly fervent gaze, because of her own unbearable heart flutter, it led to a more advanced relationship with her, outside of the plan.
Xu Luzhi begged her to tell the details, but Lin Qingyue only gazed at her with a half-smile, her tongue lightly sticking out, “We’ll talk about it in bed… later.”
Xu Luzhi’s eyes lit up, but she nodded with reserve, “Okay.”
Although she had desired to be intimate with her older sister for a long time, she didn’t want it to happen too quickly.
She wanted to cherish the girl she loved.
Lin Qingyue’s expression shifted slightly, and she murmured, “Later…”
Xu Luzhi asked softly, “What’s wrong?”
As if suddenly remembering something, she said somewhat urgently, “Big sister, there’s something I want to tell you.”
Lin Qingyue looked at her, her expression calm, her eyes carrying an inherent laziness, as if she was indifferent to everything.
Inside, however, her heart tightened slightly.
“Big sister, I’m going to the capital in September,” Xu Luzhi said seriously, without the slightest concealment. “So… I’m going to miss you very much.”
“….”
Lin Qingyue was silent for a long time before lightly taking a breath. “Are you in such a hurry to leave, little one?”
Her expression was like a half-smile, but her eyes held a hint of soft anger, clearly very unhappy.
No matter who it was, being separated from one’s girlfriend so soon after getting together was impossible to be happy about.
Lin Qingyue was no exception; while thinking that Xu Luzhi should go where she needed to go, she couldn’t help but feel a little sad.
Since it was destined that you would leave, why did you have to come and provoke me?
As if seeing through her thoughts, Xu Luzhi gently pulled her into an embrace, letting Lin Qingyue rest her head on her shoulder.
The young girl’s shoulders were slender, but warm and solid enough to bear a person’s weight.
“Be good, big sister, don’t be sad anymore,” Xu Luzhi coaxed her carefully, a hint of helplessness in her expression, yet solemn. “I’m not leaving, big sister.”
“I am very willing to stay in Lincheng for you, but I want to go to higher and farther places. Only then can I give big sister the best in the future,” Xu Luzhi’s eyes sparkled, analyzing her thoughts word by word. “I want to use my own ability to better protect big sister.”
Staying in Lincheng was certainly a good option, but compared to what she wanted to give Lin Qingyue, it was still too far, too far away.
She had to go to the capital, or even abroad, to spend several years rapidly strengthening her wings so she could shield Lin Qingyue from the wind and rain.
The young girl gently patted Lin Qingyue’s back, her voice soft: “No need to rush things for now, okay, big sister?”
She was very patient, she could hide her affection for a whole year, or she could trade several years of striving for a lifetime of stability for Lin Qingyue.
But she wouldn’t disregard Lin Qingyue’s feelings either she would try her best, within her capabilities, to give her sister enough security.
This was the promise of the eighteen-year-old Xu Luzhi, clean, without pretense or concealment.
So sincere that one could not bear to criticize her.
She was already trying so hard, already so excellent; how could she be forced to hold back for her own selfish reasons?
Lin Qingyue yielded, leaning into her embrace, and after a while, quietly said, “Okay.”
Her little girl was already so capable and excellent; how could she drag her down for her own selfish desires?
Being able to make Xu Luzhi as happy as possible in the limited time they had, and then letting Xu Luzhi fly to faraway places to reach the height she deserved. She would be content.
Lin Qingyue thought this, but only smiled, “Then why didn’t you come find me when you were older?”
Her words carried a low tone of complaint, like a coquettish plea.
Xu Luzhi held her tighter, her voice laced with a joyous laugh: “I’m sorry, big sister, but I couldn’t help myself.”
She said honestly, “I really couldn’t hold back, I wanted to be openly with you.”
“I was afraid that by the time I grew up, you would have been snatched away by someone else.”
And that other person certainly wouldn’t be as good to Lin Qingyue; if Lin Qingyue were bullied, how heartbroken she would be.
Lin Qingyue, however, was firm: “That won’t happen.”
“You like me that much, big sister?” Xu Luzhi’s heart stirred, and she rewarded Lin Qingyue with a kiss on the cheek, “Is it because you were single for so long, you were always waiting for me?”
Waiting for her to appear, waiting for her to grow up, waiting for her to come find her.
Lin Qingyue did not answer, seemingly tacitly agreeing.
Xu Luzhi narrowed her eyes happily, hugged Lin Qingyue’s slender waist tightly, and whispered in her ear, “I’m already grown up, big sister.”
She always hoped to start a relationship after achieving fame and success, to avoid the pain of growing up and the sorrow of separation, but by then, would you still be you?
Would you still be waiting for me?
Xu Luzhi didn’t know. She wanted to seize what she wanted as much as possible while her beauty was in full bloom, and then use her whole life to guard her Moon.
It was quite selfish, making Lin Qingyue wait for her for so long, waiting for her to grow up.
But, couldn’t this be the reward Zhi Zhi deserved?