Bullying The Sister-In-Law - Chapter 37

At this moment, Liu Chengxu’s eyes turned red. She rolled over and supported herself above Su Zhiluo. She said, “Wasn’t I sexually assaulting you? All these years, I’ve constantly revisited it. Why didn’t you like me? I think about it every day, I reflect every day. You didn’t respond to me—how is that different from sexual assault? Only I was thinking about it; you never did! What’s the difference?”

Su Zhiluo hadn’t expected her to reflect on this and was momentarily surprised, but it was true that she hadn’t given feedback—this was the issue that lay between them.

Su Zhiluo said, “Didn’t I make sounds?”

“Those are physiological reactions. Anyone makes sounds when they feel good.”

Su Zhiluo opened her mouth, suppressing her inner embarrassment. She said, “I didn’t dislike it; I actually… I liked it. Before, it was… if I were…” She felt truly ashamed of having to discuss this with her, but if she didn’t clarify, it might leave a bad psychological shadow.

“I just couldn’t get past that hurdle initially, so I was very restrained. Later, I didn’t dislike it, and… I even had expectations. I let you consume me entirely, your fingers… me.” Su Zhiluo still couldn’t bring herself to say it. “Having sex, sleeping together—I didn’t dislike it later on.”

She felt like she was boiled, flushed crimson all over, and looked at Liu Chengxu with wet, glistening eyes. “If I truly disliked it, wouldn’t I have kicked you out?”

This time, Liu Chengxu genuinely touched the outline of love, no longer piecing it together by imagination. Exuberant joy crashed within her chest, almost turning into a cheer ready to burst out. Yet, the words that came out were: “You were betting! Betting that I’d come back to you like a pathetic dog wagging its tail! Su Zhiluo, you’re too cruel… Now that I’ve actually come back, you say all these nice things. Why couldn’t you say it back then?”

Su Zhiluo wanted to curse her for being heartless.

If I were heartless, I wouldn’t have taken care of you. If I were really heartless, when you messaged me, cursing and saying you hated me, I wouldn’t have dealt with your parents several times, almost involving the police.

Liu Chengxu clenched her teeth tightly.

She looked so pitiful.

Su Zhiluo felt sorry for her. She closed her eyes and said, “I won’t look at you, you can cry.”

Liu Chengxu’s tears fell into the pillow, while Su Zhiluo’s voice reached her ears. She said, “I asked you for your address, but you wouldn’t give it. I thought you wanted to sever contact, so I had no reason to find you. You also wouldn’t accept me paying your rent.”

“You know, I’m a Virgo. Those signals were already my absolute limit. I even let you come home to sign documents. I was already trying very hard to find a suitable opportunity to reconnect and resume those feelings.”

It was true.

Mustering that much courage was Su Zhiluo’s maximum effort. She was a very passive person; if others retreated one step, she would retreat two.

“Do you think I was just throwing a tantrum?” Liu Chengxu asked.

Su Zhiluo said, “I truly didn’t give you a response.”

Actually, apart from many reasons, one part was because of Liu Chengxu’s parents, but she didn’t want to say it. It was too annoying. Those two people were like demons; if they knew where Liu Chengxu was, her path forward would be very difficult.

Su Zhiluo said, “I wasn’t betting. I was just planning to go see you after everything was handled.”

“I also needed time to consider your significance in my heart, right? Otherwise, why would we have separated? Otherwise, I would have just been stuck, unable to move forward.”

This was indeed the case. Although the missed time was regrettable, it allowed them to figure out many things. If two people were inseparable every day, they could easily fall into mutually consuming each other in the name of love; that kind of intimacy was more like a gentle restraint.

Liu Chengxu’s tears flowed profusely outside. Su Zhiluo’s eyes also hurt. She endured it, trying to reach out with her fingers, but finally let them fall back onto herself.

Su Zhiluo was silent, slowly pulling up the hem of her clothes. She thrust out her chest slightly, “Hmm?”

Liu Chengxu’s tear drops landed on her skin, and the cool sensation made Su Zhiluo tremble slightly. She heard herself whisper with a breathy voice, “Consume me.”

The aggrieved accusations vanished. Liu Chengxu lowered her head, and the intimacy, which hadn’t been experienced for two years, made Su Zhiluo let out a soft moan.

Liu Chengxu’s tears slid down her nose, and when changing positions, she still carefully protected the other side with her palm, afraid Su Zhiluo would get cold. Her palm rubbed and massaged, trying to warm Su Zhiluo up.

“You… you…” Su Zhiluo couldn’t help but arch up, “Don’t always suck, bite a little.”

But Liu Chengxu hadn’t had enough sucking. She burrowed in, her nasal passages filled with the scent of baby body wash. Su Zhiluo felt like she had been soaked in milk. Liu Chengxu swallowed non-stop, consuming her mouthful after mouthful.

When Liu Chengxu’s teeth pressed against her flesh, Su Zhiluo cried out.

Her hand rested on Liu Chengxu’s neck. Liu Chengxu looked up and said, “Think carefully. I don’t want it to be shallow like before. If you’re unwilling, then forget it.”

Su Zhiluo closed her eyes, calmed her breathing, and only after a long moment did she open them, giving a soft affirmation.

With permission granted, Liu Chengxu immediately kissed her lips, simultaneously reaching to grope for the air conditioning remote. It would be cold later when the quilt was kicked off. Liu Chengxu meticulously raised the temperature and continued to consume her.

It was the same now. Su Zhiluo turned her head away and murmured softly, “Not like this… it’s not appropriate… you come out first, I can’t breathe.”

Afterwards, all sounds turned into soft whimpers.

The humming of the old air conditioner was particularly clear in the night. Liu Chengxu’s tongue quickly flickered, and Su Zhiluo pressed against her shoulder, unable to bear it, hammering twice in succession with her hand.

Liu Chengxu’s breathing was slightly ragged. She raised her head, gazing at the flashing eyes in the dim light.

Su Zhiluo trembled and said, “I’ll be on top.”

Liu Chengxu was momentarily stunned.

The temperature was set very high, and the warm air from the AC blew directly, so it didn’t feel cold. Su Zhiluo threw off the blanket and gently straddled her waist. Liu Chengxu instantly felt her scalp tingle. Su Zhiluo’s hand stroked her side, and a strange sense of shame welled up, causing her to involuntarily tighten her abdomen.

Su Zhiluo lifted the hem of her shirt, her fingertips brushing across her defined abs, asking, “You’re still running?”

“There aren’t many places to run in S City. I bought a gym membership.”

Su Zhiluo didn’t withdraw her hand. She said, “One evening, I went for a walk near Zhuhai. I regretted it at the time, because when someone was helping us take photos, I never seriously cooperated with you—you were the only one trying to smile.”

“Then, someone was running there, and I was thinking at the time.”

Liu Chengxu listened to her quietly, her breathing getting heavier with each word.

“The next time I see Chengxu, just by looking at her abs, I’ll know how much she missed me.”

Liu Chengxu swallowed, watching Su Zhiluo pull down her sleep pants. This wasn’t the drunken posture; it was very clear. Su Zhiluo pressed down.

So much moisture.

Her Saozi rubbed against her.

She rubbed away and pressed back in.

Su Zhiluo didn’t have her kind of abs, but her waist was very slender. Liu Chengxu used both hands, her fingertips almost touching each other. This waist swayed in her hands.

Comfortable, very comfortable.

Liu Chengxu tucked the hem of her shirt into her Saozi’s mouth for her to bite; she wanted to watch.

Very beautiful, and very thirsty.

Su Zhiluo knew she was thirsty, leaning down to feed her.

Having just returned that evening, Liu Chengxu was very touched by the table full of food and ate a lot. This late-night meal was startlingly satisfying.

It was originally dark with the lights off, making it hard to see clearly. Since she hadn’t been back in a long time and wasn’t familiar with the layout, it was difficult to enter, so she had to turn on the light.

After two years apart, they were like nervous newcomers, which brought tears to Su Zhiluo’s eyes.

“Change the style,” Su Zhiluo said, “They’re all in the drawer.”

“You bought them?”

Su Zhiluo hummed in response. Liu Chengxu loved this feeling, loving that Su Zhiluo shyly bought them herself for her to use. She said, “I’m going to bite you to death.”

She buried her face in Su Zhiluo’s neck, completely overwhelmed. She bit her shoulder and entered.

Su Zhiluo gently rubbed the top of her head. They nestled together, just like many past winters. But there was also a difference, because the previous barriers had faded, and they were pressed intimately together.

The sound still needed to be kept low, as the house had absolutely no soundproofing; any slight movement in the apartment could be heard throughout the building.

Su Zhiluo thought to herself that she still needed to buy a house, or else having to constantly suppress themselves wouldn’t be comfortable.

Sometimes, listening to those sounds was also a form of enjoyment.

The session lasted a long time, so long that both their arms ached. They removed the items on their hands, and Liu Chengxu prepared to go to the bathroom. Su Zhiluo pulled her back and said, “There are wet wipes.”

Liu Chengxu found them in the drawer. She said, “You prepared all this?”

Su Zhiluo said, “I’ve been waiting for you to come back, you know. I went shopping at the supermarket whenever I had a chance.”

Liu Chengxu took the wipes and cleaned Su Zhiluo. She was used to it. When Su Zhiluo helped her, she couldn’t stand it and couldn’t help but directly kiss her, holding Su Zhiluo’s lips, which were very sweet.

Su Zhiluo said, “I’m a bit tired.”

“Mhm.”

After tidying up, Su Zhiluo lay in bed.

Liu Chengxu hugged her from behind. She habitually burrowed into Su Zhiluo’s embrace. Su Zhiluo’s scent was even better than before. She asked, “Did you do things thinking about me after I left?”

Su Zhiluo’s voice was sleepy and tired. She said, “Go to sleep.”

“I’ll sleep if you answer me.”

Su Zhiluo took a deep breath. Liu Chengxu called her name, “Su Zhiluo.”

“I thought about it.”

Liu Chengxu desperately squeezed into her arms, her voice tight with emotion, saying, “Finally.”