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After dying, Song Huaiyan transmigrated into the senior brother of an immortal sect. He worked to the bone for his master and poured his heart and soul out for his junior brother, only to be used as a human medicine guinea pig by his master and pierced right through the heart with a sword by his junior brother…
Turns out, was he nothing more than a cannon fodder character caught in the love-hate entanglements of his master and junior brother?
After dying once more, Song Huaiyan returned to his original world and, through a twist of fate, became a Yellow Springs Ferryman at the “Hall of All Affairs.” He crafted beautiful dreams for wandering souls whose obsessions refused to dissipate, guiding them into reincarnation, while he gained karmic retribution power in return.
He decided to turn over a new leaf and become a heartless, emotionless karma harvester.
From the friendship between a school bully and a top student, the deep gratitude between a young master and a beggar, to the romance between a military officer and a young lady, he harvested crop after crop.
Finally, he harvested Shen Yu—that very same junior brother who had once stabbed him in the heart.
To his absolute surprise, Shen Yu was not only raving mad and severely sick, but he had also lost his memories in the most vibrant, pristine way!
The once ice-cold, aloof beauty now coaxed him like a little kitten, gently brushing against his lips and asking in dazed bewilderment, “Is this okay?”
Song Huaiyan doubted his entire existence: “No! It is not okay!”
Boys need to protect themselves well when they are out and about!
After recovering his memories, Shen Yu suddenly asked him, “Senior Brother, is there someone you like?”
With love heavy in his heart yet difficult to voice, Song Huaiyan sighed softly, “The moon in the water is the moon in the sky.”
The person before my eyes is the person in my heart.
A drunk Shen Yu slumped across his back, rubbing against him softly with a clingy voice: “Senior Brother, you are mine…”
Song Huaiyan went straight to Miaoguang Temple overnight to chant the Scripture of Purity for an entire night.
A person with self-awareness never gives in to unrequited self-delusion!
Thinking he had been rejected, Shen Yu picked up his shattered heart from the floor and persevered: “Senior Brother, may I… like you?”
Only then did Song Huaiyan experience a sudden realization: Turns out my white moonlight actually likes me, too?
Was this monstrous stroke of fortune (and absolute melodrama) finally showering down upon him?
Everyone always said that Shen Yu was proud, aloof, heartless, and emotionless. Yet, for the first half of his life, he had actually spent every waking moment learning how to please others.
In the past, he wanted to be the child his father loved, the young master his wet nurse loved, the slave his buyer loved, and the disciple his master loved.
Later… he only ever wanted to be one person’s junior brother.
Yet, in the end, he was the one who personally pierced that person through the heart with a sword.
Day and night within the Azure Firmament Hall, he guarded a cold corpse, standing in desolate solitude as he drank alone through the wind and snow of a thousand mountains, with no one to love him.
He never expected that a single transmigration would allow him to see the person he had yearned for day and night.
It was just that after ten years of life and death, separated across two vast realms, he was already “terminally ill.”
His senior brother told him that if the world had no cure, he was willing to serve as his “good medicine” once again.
He said:
“A-Yu, the years are long, and the rivers and mountains are vast. May you pillow yourself on the river of stars as you enter dreams, and fall in love with this mortal world.”
“You will discover things worth cherishing, and there will be someone you yearn to love.”
“Love yourself well.”
However,
“Senior Brother… I still haven’t learned how to love this world.”
“Teach me again…”
“The only thing I have ever loved is you.”
