My Secret Flower - Episode 9

“Really, pretty?”

“Is there anyone as beautiful as you among all living things? To me, everything about you is lovely and more magnificent than any work left by the greatest artist.”

“Ah!”

He smiled pleasantly, his red tongue darting out to gently lick. Instantly, an electrifying, tingling sensation spread finely.

“I don’t know how many times, countless times, I’ve craved you. Dozens of times a day, I worried that your heart would leave me, and I was on pins and needles.”

I want to say that I feel the same, that I worried you would leave and not come back, but this man doesn’t give me a chance.

“Ugh!”

An unbearable, intense stimulation washes over me like a wave. Somehow, I don’t like the feeling of succumbing to the sensation. His caresses are enjoyable and delightful, but I’m a little dissatisfied that this pleasure, which I’m experiencing for the first time, is controlling me.

“…Lishua.”

His voice, which had been focused on caressing me for a while, seems to have a sigh mixed in it, strangely enough. I relaxed my stiff body and looked down at him, focusing my blurry gaze.

His eyes looking at me were quite serious, and unlike him, his expression was constantly twitching as he struggled to hold back a smile. Why on earth?

“Are you trying to fight me right now?”

“…Huh?”

“You’re not waging war against me, are you? You might damage your muscles if you hold on so tightly and resist. This isn’t torture. It’s even more not a situation where you have to grit your teeth and endure.”

The corners of his mouth, whispering sweetly, rose upward, revealing his neat teeth. I felt like I was losing my mind again at that beautiful, bright smile.

A large finger touched my cheek, gently brushed down, and skimmed over my lips. I could feel the uneven marks on my lips where I had bitten them so hard, touching his finger.

“If your pretty lips are damaged any further, I don’t think I can touch you any more than this.”

“But, but it feels too, too strangely overwhelming…”

“Being sensitive isn’t a bad thing. The better you feel, the more proud and happy I am. Right now, it looks like you’re rejecting me because you dislike it.”

“That’s not it. It’s really not.”

Dislike it? Absolutely not. I shook my head vigorously and added firmly, afraid that he might misunderstand.

“Ash, I like it when you touch me. I like it, but I was just trying to hold back because I’m the only one reacting so strangely. I’m confused, but you’re so calm and collected.”

“I’m not calm at all. I’m holding back a lot because I don’t want to hurt you. You can’t see it, but right now, I feel like…”

His hazel eyes, which had been sparkling brilliantly, sank in an instant. He looked down at me deeply with a strangely changed gaze, slowly approached, and lightly sucked on my earlobe with his lips.

“Ugh.”

“I want to devour every single part of you right now, without leaving anything behind. I’m suppressing that desire, but my other self is clamoring to be released, so it’s getting harder and harder to hold back.”

He said, pressing his body close to mine. As I felt him all over my body as his hot body temperature washed over me, I realized that I had been thinking something really foolish.

Just like he said, I wasn’t the only one enduring it.

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck, then lay comfortably on the bed. And then, as he had done, I took his earlobe into my lips and sucked it, smooch.

“Ha, Lishua.”

“Do it as much as you want, as you please.”

I didn’t know how dangerous that statement was at the time. It was my huge mistake to assume that the pleasure of lovemaking would be the same as foreplay, and I realized that not long after.

He exhaled roughly and showered me with a kiss that was a little stickier than before. I groped his firm upper body with my palms and admired him inwardly.

‘How can he be so firm? It feels like there’s no soft spot.’

Every time his biceps, twice as thick as mine, moved, I could feel the bulging muscles. I also liked his body temperature, which was as hot as mine, and I liked how the hot heat and the sweat from the season made our bodies stick together even more.

“Relax, Lishua.”

I swallowed hard and tried to relax my body. But that lewd sensation of being in close contact with a man’s bare body for the first time kept getting on my nerves.

Of course, I know that this lovemaking is not ordinary.

“It’s the first time, so, yeah. My heart, my head, and my body can’t be controlled as I want.”

Even as I uttered those words, I felt somehow embarrassed to look him straight in the eye. He chuckled lightly at me, unable to meet his gaze, and gently wrapped his hand around my right thigh and lifted it up.

“This is a big problem. I’m getting more and more worried. But I can’t stop here either.”

He says that, but there’s no sign of him wanting to stop in his expression or actions. Which is what I want too.

He grinned and lowered his head, staring intently.

His Adam’s apple heaved greatly as he couldn’t take his eyes off that place. He glanced at me, slightly lifting his trembling eyelids, and approached as if drawn to me.

“Ugh…”

‘Whoa, is this what it’s really like? Really? Seriously?’

I couldn’t believe it. It was said that once you know the taste of lovemaking, whether you’re a man or a woman, you become addicted to it. That’s usually the case, and occasionally, a few people say they don’t feel that desperate.

In fact, in my case, I wasn’t as curious about lovemaking as other young ladies. I didn’t really want to get married. I wasn’t interested in men either.

So, Ash was the first of everything for me.

A tingling thrill shot up my spine to the top of my head, making my head spin.

It’s strange. It’s a strange feeling, but I don’t feel any repulsion. An unfamiliar foreign sensation slowly draws out a secret pleasure, and I feel dizzy as my breath catches in my throat.

I felt my vision flashing white and clenched the blanket tightly with my trembling hands. My whole body ached with an unbearable tingling sensation, but I didn’t hate it.

I don’t know how anyone can endure this without batting an eye. I couldn’t stop the moans that seemed to be continuing as if they were about to break off.

“A, Ash. Ash… Black!”

He didn’t care about my desperate call. It’s like he’s really going to eat me all up.

I felt like a fruit. It went far beyond the sweet caresses he was trying to please me with.

The speed at which the tingling pleasure spread up my spine gradually increased. Just as my moans began to turn into shrill cries of pleasure, he pulled away. I was panting, feeling all the energy drain out of me.

‘Ah, I’m tired.’

I couldn’t even lift a finger, as if I had just finished a strenuous workout. I felt like I could really get a good night’s sleep if I fell asleep like this.

“Your scent was captivating, but I didn’t know it would be this fragrant and sweet. I was a little disappointed just now.”

He smiled pleasantly, quickly unbuckled his belt, took off his pants, and took off his underwear in one go.

‘…Is that supposed to grow?’

I couldn’t believe it even as I saw his manhood in my sight. I thought it was big when I saw it before.

“Can, can it do that?”

He looked down at his lower body at my question and shrugged. And he kissed my flat stomach.

“What do you mean, ‘can it’?”

“It seems bigger than when I saw it before.”

“Ah. To be honest, I’m surprised too. It’s the first time I’ve been this excited to see a woman’s naked body, but it’s also the first time it’s been this hard to control this guy.”

He just smiled contentedly and answered nonchalantly, as if it were nothing. He kept stroking and soothing me, as if he wanted me to accept his touch naturally. It was effective, but I still couldn’t help but feel nervous.

“You’re so cute when you react sensitively, I could die. It’s a great fortune that I’m the only one who can know this cute side of you that even the Count doesn’t know.”

“Don’t tease me. A-eung.”

“Tease you? I’m serious.”

My heart pounded as he grinned. I, too, had been discovering countless new sides of him since earlier. But I think it will take time to get used to that lewd expression, which is different from usual. A lot of time.

Good is good. Sweet honey was dripping from his eyes as he looked at me, so I didn’t want to ruin this atmosphere right now.

“I’m glad you seem to like it quite a bit.”

He kissed my limp lower lip and repositioned himself, lifting his body. I, too, took a shaky breath and bit my lip slightly.

“You seem tense again. I’m not trying to attack you. Relaxing like you did just now would be helpful to you too.”

“…I’m trying.”

My heart was pounding. I didn’t want to ruin this monumental moment of becoming one with him, but how could I do that as I pleased?

He, too, breathing hotly, couldn’t overcome his anxiety and moved a little closer on his knees. In an instant, I pulled my butt back without realizing it.

He checked with his own eyes that I was subtly avoiding him, rolled his eyes, and looked at me. I felt sorry for no reason and pretended not to notice, but one corner of his mouth tilted up and he chuckled.

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