My Secret Flower - Episode 22
The spot where the medicine was applied felt as hot as if it were touched by fire, making it unbearable. If it were just hot, I could endure it, but along with the intense heat, a tingling stimulation was constantly transmitted, making it hard to breathe.
He looked at me, who was intoxicated with pleasure and completely excited, with a serious expression, and let out a deep sigh that seemed to make the ground sink.
“It wasn’t an ordinary painkiller.”
I wish he would do something quickly. I felt so wronged by this absurd situation where I couldn’t bear it, nor could I release it.
‘Bring, you really… I won’t let this go!’
Thinking about how mischievously he must have been laughing behind my back after giving me that medicine made my resentment soar.
“I was going to make you happier, but I’ve reached my limit too.”
He muttered incomprehensible words and moved closer, his lower body pressed against mine in a kneeling position. A tingling shiver ran from my forearms to my shoulders and cheeks, and I stiffened.
Ash, who had been maintaining his composure, seemed to relax his expression little by little, and his light brown eyes, tinged with a slightly cloudy light, trembled slightly. The low moan that escaped from his lips sounded more beautiful than any heavenly sound.
“Ash, please hurry. I want to feel you, quickly.”
I definitely wasn’t in my right mind. Shameful words that I would never have said if I were in my right mind came out so naturally.
And I later realized that it was the reason that made him let go of the reins that had been controlling himself, but I didn’t regret it.
Because I was just as impatient.
His eyes, filled with longing, were engulfed in a deep flame, and the corners of his lips curled up. He was definitely smiling, but it felt like a large beast was growling, and I was terrified. As if my nape would be bitten off as it was.
“Lishua. Are you provoking me right now? It feels like you just stabbed my heart.”
I don’t know how much he’s holding back, but I was seized with the urge to see his true self. I was curious about his true nature that I didn’t know. This appearance that is briefly revealed when he can’t resist the temptation and can’t hold back his excitement.
He breathed roughly and his eyes fluttered. He slightly stuck out his red tongue and slowly licked his lips. My lower body, which was already so hot that it felt like it would all burn away, felt even hotter, as if a hot iron skewer had been brought to it.
“Don’t regret those words.”
Was it my imagination that I felt an unknown coolness behind his ecstatic smile?
Fortunately, it didn’t hurt like last time. Instead, an unfamiliar sensation struck my stomach. I was intoxicated with dizzying pleasure.
The feeling of our flesh tangling and colliding as if we were pushing through rough waves was very special. I had awakened to a new pleasure that I hadn’t felt when I had my first relationship with him. It was different from being caressed by his lips and tongue.
It was as if a flower bud that had been closed for a lifetime had suddenly burst into full bloom, revealing a beauty that would never exist again in the world.
My heart expanded dozens of times and shook gently. I felt so good as I was slowly being eaten by him from my toes to the top of my head.
“Ash…”
“Why? Should I stop if it’s hard?”
He whispered in a playful voice, and I was breathless as he entered an unknown territory. It felt like my lungs were pushed upwards for a moment.
A rough breath burst from his lips.
“Tell me. Should I stop? What should I do for you, huh?”
I never told him to stop. I was speechless because it felt like he was deliberately being mean. It felt like I was looking at a different person. It was very unfamiliar, but I didn’t dislike his grinning expression, perhaps because he had lost his mind a little.
He even looked a little cute.
“Do you want to stop, Ash? I’m not, not full yet.”
I tried to focus my slightly unfocused eyes and smiled at him. And I caressed his hard abs that were dancing in bulges with my palm. The area where my touch reached twitched and reacted. He let out a trembling breath and fluttered his eyes.
“Ugh, Lishua.”
“I don’t think it’s time to worry about me. We decided to go all the way this time, didn’t we?”
One thing is for sure, he hasn’t fully satisfied his desires yet. Nevertheless, I know that he is quite concerned that I might get hurt.
‘How can I not love this cute man? He must be holding back a lot right now, but I was annoyed that he still had the composure to make such jokes. I have no intention of letting him say those insincere words when he’s so impatient right now.
“Heh.”
But why am I getting more excited than him?
Suddenly, an enormous thrill ran to the top of my head. A throbbing, tingling shock spread throughout my body.
I couldn’t even think. Ash also collapsed on top of me and hugged me tightly.
It was definitely not a stimulation that I could just endure. I definitely felt good, but the intensity of that good was so great and enormous that I could never endure it with a sound mind.
I froze at the bizarre pain that I couldn’t even scream. All the nerve cells were swept away by excessive thrills along with my shattered mind, creating a moment of climax.
Ash also stopped as he was, and I trembled.
“I think I’m going to break down and fall apart by the end of today.”
Unlike me, who was so dazed that I couldn’t come to my senses, he smiled leisurely and licked the tears that welled up in my eyes with his tongue and kissed me. My vision was once again dyed with a pure white light before my floating mind had fully returned.
“S-st, st-stop.”
“We promised to go all the way, so we have to go all the way. I haven’t seen the end yet.”
Somehow, it seemed to contain the nuance of making me regret what I said earlier.
“Ah, but don’t be afraid. I won’t hurt you. I’m in a very good mood right now. I’m very happy to be able to hold you until the end. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do.”
He smiled calmly and whispered to me as if to comfort me with eyes full of longing, as if he was trying to take responsibility for his words. Of course, that didn’t mean that the sensation of the body that had once been caught in a climax became duller.
I was fully uplifted and fell into obscene pleasure. He smiled quite contentedly and confessed his heart to me countless times.
“Haa, you are as hot and kind as your nature. I can’t be happier than this even if I have everything in the world.”
“Stop it now. Ash, stop!”
“Oh dear. We’re not there yet. Let’s do it a little more, my love.”
I can’t even count how many times I’ve reached climax. I repeated contraction and relaxation countless times. The sensual atmosphere could not subside.
“Hic, my legs… my legs hurt…”
I felt a throbbing muscle pain in my legs. If I continued like this, I wouldn’t be able to walk again.
When I sobbed and complained of pain, he let out a regretful sigh and raised his upper body.
“I can’t help it. I like seeing you sob like this, but I decided not to hurt you. More than that, Lishua, can I leave my mark inside you?”
“…I don’t, don’t mind.”
The moon lady will be visiting in a few days. The probability of getting pregnant is slim. I don’t mind having a child, but I desperately wanted to enjoy it for a long time like today.
Does he know that I have these feelings?
“I’m glad you allowed me. Please accept all of my sincerity.”
When my lower abdomen throbbed and my mind became hazy and my focus was completely lost, fireworks exploded in my scattered vision, and colorful and beautiful flames burst. I felt like I was going to faint at the climax that soared to the depths of my head. The stimulation that persistently chased me swirled, and I felt like I was suffocating.
“Heh, huh!”
At some point, while I was receiving him without even breathing, he gasped and twitched repeatedly. Then he lifted me up with both arms, sat me on his thighs, and hugged me tightly.
“Lishua, Lishua…”
The name he called me was so sweet. Like I had dumped a whole jar of honey on myself.
Like him, I wanted to call his name with all my heart, but my voice wouldn’t come out. Before I could fully feel his hot body temperature and affectionate touch, my vision was covered in pitch-black darkness, and I lost my mind as it was.
It was a very natural faint, literally, regardless of my will.
What awakened me, who was swimming in the calm and serene waves of darkness, was a strange feeling transmitted from my scalp. It was ticklish, as if someone was stroking my hair.
“Umm…”
“Did you wake up, Lishua?”
Ash’s affectionate voice occupied my ears. Along with a pleasant low laugh.
When I slowly lifted my heavy eyelids, an unfamiliar ceiling came into view, and Ash’s face suddenly appeared above it. His expression with a very refreshing smile was very bright.
“Your sleeping face was as cute as a baby, but your open-eyed face is so beautiful that it makes my heart flutter, so I’m falling for you all over again.”
His strong fingers stroked my hair very delicately and brushed it back. As soon as he touched me, the memory of having a very hot affair with him, reaching an unbearable climax, and then momentarily losing my mind came to mind.
I shuddered at the embarrassing sensation. The tremendous pleasure I felt for the first time in twenty years was good, but on the other hand, it was scary. If he had soothed me and continued, I might have died as it was.
Of course, I would have died with a heart so happy that I felt like I was flying.